Someone's bullshit cover

Some asshole did a bullshit cover of An Eye In Shadows, and I will tell that asshole that isn't the real cover. Whoever did that cover can go ahead a exteriminate themselves. Going around creating libelous postings and now they are trying to boil the fight over to lulu.com forums.I can tell there will be a fight that will break out before this book gets done. I can tell that Encyclopeda Dramatica had something to do with that one and it's proof they are the main source of lying about my career. I know right now people are going to hate me even more when this book comes out but I don't care at this point. It needs to be done and needs to be written.
      And I want to ask this question to the fucks over on The Other Dark Place, what gives you assholes the right to go steal my blog entries for your message board. I guess you got the idea from the cunt from Kentucky because she was the first to steal them and Keene would edit them up to make me look like a fag when I am not one. I deserve to get some money from my books, and you sad fags have no shame in respecting people's privacy. The fact that you fuckers will stop at nothing to violate my personaly privacy. My phone number and address are not public information assholes.
      Listen dickhole, you're contributing to them wanting to harass me even more. I will never buy a book of yours and in fact -- more IUniverse authers are more entitled to royalities more than you. The Rusty Nail isn't romotely journalistic but they are another LJDrama.org type site devoted to libeling every step I make and adding e-piracy to their arsenal of things they want to do to a person. Stealing people's copyrighted works. What if they went and stole an entire short story of yours and posted it. Then again you're another asshole who doesn't give a fuck about my career.

Updates: An Eye In Shadows

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53,104 / 95,000 (55.0%)

Every novelist seems to have one of these items, I guess this should work for every writer who is doing that lengthly book too. I attempted to have one of these before but now I am going to have it now so it can help me gage what I wrote on this book. I can just imagine some are either trying to spread many lies about me right now and it is unbelieveable that they're willing to do that. Bastards who have no life if you ask me. I am going with an all black cover of this book -- no about the author here because this book is basically an about the author in a backdrop basis. I am truly thinking about putting this book out with Lightening Source directly. I can imagine what Ms. Temper Tantrum is saying right now wondering who gets libeled or slandered the worst in the book. It's not like I am writing that book that Susan Taylor and her boyfriend got drunk and were writing between sessions of eating peanuts from each other's shit.
      I guess there are many who are going to do everything they can do within their ability to stop a book like this from being published because it is the kind of book that will ruin some careers in the process as one person said. The damage to them is not reversible.

The progress is posted.

This is all you losers are going to see of this book so get used to it. This is more in reaction to the posts that some people did over the years on journalfen.net. Since you assholes wanted to pick a fight -- you picked one with the wrong person. What have you assholes done that is so important besides try to berate someone's book. Kiss my ass you fucking losers. I saw the posts that these assholes are doing and I will say this much the pigfuckers have too much time on their hands and no life.
      Seeing what the losers posted on Wank Report honestly have no life and no journalistic value to what they say. So if you fuckers want to start up old wars fine you mother fuckers. You and a lot of the other forums who are just a haven of motherfuckers. Whoever did the idea for lolzcon, you can kindly die a violent death. A community of thieves with word processors trying to discredit a project I worked hard to do, fuck off. This book will be the ultimate fuck you on my part and the reason it needs to be out there becaus someone has to shut those assholes up once and for all.
      Comment feature is a form e-mail so I will be able to sort out responses without the mob mentality that is a LiveJournal style meltdown. Shit like this will not be tolerated on this blog. I noticed it happen when I posted to some communities when I tried to start a civil discussion then you get these assholes coming in hijacking the damn thing. I address the fact a mother wanted to write an incest story between my kid and I in the book and yes I imagine if they fould a story like that on the person who wrote it if he was a teenager in 1990-1991, and if he was someone my age too -- he'd get his ass kicked without mercy and this book I am writing is all out of mercy.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

Fire with Fire

The threats are becoming more intense with writing this non-fiction book and I will be including one of the hatemails in the book and they won't see a dime from the hatemail they get published. I will make money on all of it. They threaten with book burning, they wasted their own money when they burn a print on demand title. Controversy sells, no one taught you assholes that. I will say this the non-fiction book is 40,000 words too right now.
      So writing this book, they're actually scared of it. I am guessing it is one of the people from Susan Taylor's forum. Yeah she's a complete twat and her boyfriend is a dick too. They got their heads up their ass and thinking it's funny to do a blog that libeled my family getting a book on Amazon that posted every entry from a defunct blog -- making money from trying to railroad publications I've done. Really, I am trying to take the higher road here but when I see losers who are trying to make my address available when it should never be available. It is one of those things people are losers no matter how you go about it. Offering pirated copies of Tabloid Purposes is one thing, but posting my address -- not funny. Or offering pirated copies of the non-fiction book, you think that shit is funny.
      Hey asshole you are in violation of the Fourth Amendment. What you are doing is clearly unconstitutional, so I suggest you close your blog and allow me to write what I want or get the readership I want to get without being harassed. So in that I think what you're doing is completely wrong, and for that fag, Joseph McGee. I didn't get people's information from the HWA directory as you claimed mother fucker. I didn't even know about the directory.

The only peek you fucks get.

I guess you losers are looking to get a preview of this book, and this is all you fuckers will get of it. I did a print screen of the actual word count. I already got e-mail from one loser and I decided to include one of the hatemail's in the book just to fuck with them. I am haviung some fun with this too. You fucking morons I am going keep you bastards guessing there. And for the crazed bitch from Texas, I am not standing in the way of your career so that does you the right to fuck sales of mine? This book is currently 101 pages and it is starting to get more to it, nearly 40,000 words too. It will be 200 pages by summer's end -- by November it should be published. I might team up with Booksurge one more time but don't know yet. The version they did of Collectives could been done better. But the crazed bitch from Texas would be trying to make nice with me to get a copy of this book or have people pretend to be friends with me just so they can get a peak. Not crappening, and I already noticed they are trying to harass another magazine to get my story dropped from the mag.

It also makes me mad she's trying to threaten an e-zine that's no longer taking fiction either. All I did was the formatting on the thing and sent the finished html document to the head staff. Tabloid Purposes was born in the process, and encouraged me to carry the tradition of the e-zine and that is what I did except doing another dimension of it. I learned in this business who my friends are and aren't too, the ones who pretend to be friends until they get what they want. This was one of those people who pretended to be a friend. The fact when I first joined the Horror Writers Association, I remember right she was the person who e-mailed me saying if I had any questions she would be the one who fill me in. Turns out she backstabbed one of her own, a self-published bitch who betrays her own.

All she is, I will say it here -- is a white trash nobody who thinks she has a college degree. A college degree isn't shit when she goes tearing someone else down to get her name out there. Those are the authors who are going to fall even harder, and that was the point I was trying to make when I got published. I am in this for the long haul, and this is only round two. She started this feud not me. I am just going to get published with all her publishers just to prove my point.

She's been outclassed by a junior college drop out. That will piss her off even more, someone who never had the chance or connections to go to a university. Getting published in all the places she's getting published in, and this is even funnier because she's the one raising the biggest stink about it. So that is why when I get this non-fiction book finished she will be pissed off the worst. I never threatened her physically, made an insult at her expense about giving a signed book to goodwill that I paid $8 for when she paid $195 to get published. I paid less than that for two ISBNS. I am just being civil with my insults here, and her new friends are trying to trash on my books and threatening to burn them. I can picture her and her husband walking around with a white robe and a pointy hat, trying to burn a cross in front of my lawn.

A good friend told me this, "It's always a pain in the ass when an author in the small press gets too big for their ego. It's annoying when they get overbearing." I learned a lot from this guy because I've started to see what he dealt with in the business. He's a good teacher. I coined the term Instant Fame Syndrome. The bitch isn't even famous and her books are all up for grabs for publishers, PUBLISEHRS -- don't take them. I would offer to publish them for one $ .0004, that's all her ego is worth and even then I will tell her to fuck off. I admit I do have a lot of opinions to defend and they will burn into people's heads like sulfur. If she hates the fact I do anthologies, listen up "anthology queen" -- if you hate the fact I am out there, create your own damn small press. I remember you wanted to be part of the AuthorsDen anthology, I won't publish you in it. She forgot where she came from, and that is the worst mistake someone can make.

The Other Dark Place Is Unconstitutional

Being published is a right. Not a fucking privilege, and sabotaging publications of stories is unconstitutional. I will take this shit to the press and they will suffer the fate that Gothic.net suffered, half the reason why Gothic.net was burned under the McKeeman management is because of the fact I did take what they were doing to the press. Keep messing with my books and publications, I will take everything to the press and you will all be done in this business. Freedom of press mother fucker, and you're violating my right to freedom of press. The first amendment is designed for the unpopular speech and that pisses you off even more. I am going to fuck with all of you using the document that this country was designed on.

The way they treat the industry is a fucking dictatorship, and this is where I am going to fight even harder to keep the stories published. I fought hard to get published, and I will fight even harder to keep published. You think you fucks can strangle me keep fucking dreaming mother fuckers. This non-fiction book is your funeral. As some of you noticed there is a poll up -- if you vote no on any of those -- that means you're all in my crosshairs. I will take a personal bounty out on each of you, since you bastards put a bounty on various publishers for running me.

I noticed since that interview in July you bastards each felt the sting of it so you're taking it out on my publishers, they did nothing to you. Rule number one, an editor stands behind his writers. A publisher stands behinds its editors, and you mother fuckers refuse to honor that. You want payback -- fine, I will give you payback and it is hell. I know who is behind the piracy of Tabloid Purposes IV, and he was responsible for fucking with the first anthology. Your career is cursed asshole, even your teaching career is fucked with now. You won't be able to collect unemployment when I get done with you. This nonfiction book is my bounty hunt, and yeah be afraid mother fuckers, this nonfiction book will go to press soon -- it is not done yet but it will be. Mark my words, do you want to keep fucking with a man who has nothing to loose?

You motherfuckers are Nazi Germany and I am storming the beach. Denying a mentally ill man a chance at having a story published is discrimination. Discrimination in the worst form and that makes you as guilty as murderers or book burners. In turn you're becoming the very thing that Nazi Germany created, and that enforces book burning and all of that shit. Stealing people's anthology as a .pdf is the same as book burning in the 21st Century. You think it is doing the industry justice no you're just hurting the authors and colleagues who decided to get published in other places.

another chump

"You're a waste. Matt posted something. You banned him. I like Matt, so i researched some stuff. In conclusion?

Kill yourself. Honestly. I see no reason as to why you shouldnt kill yourself. You're son? Better off without you. No one needs synchophantic, useless troglodites mucking up the air we breathe with low, conniving, spiteful, shitheads like you.

I tell you what: Give me three reasons why you shouldnt, you know, literally kill yourself, and i'll say i'm wrong. Please, i beg you. Because as a non-religious secular humanist, i'm OK with differences of opinions."

--- fractalnoise

I guess this isn't the first death threat I got for banning someone, and it isn't the last. I am going to make it easy for a simpleton like you, gives me more fuel to piss mother fuckers like you off with more spiteful horror fiction. I am around just to speak you. So in this I thank you for giving me something to add to my non-fiction book.

Yeah I am not going to rage at this asshole, but I am posting his hate mail here for my amusement. It's seeing shits like this post make me laugh at the fact that I am alive and pissing them even more. I am going to make the shithead's eyes bleed. Yeah I am going to post all my responses on Blogspot where they have to send me an email in response to it instead of getting a mob action.

Easier for me to respond to one or two at a time than a shitload of them. Yeah I figured I was dealing with a humanist leftard. That's right mother fucker, keep making yourself look like a fucktard because you're giving me more material to write about. You wanted three -- I gave you five. The non-fiction book is now reached the 37,000 word mark and this thing is a bastard too. 97 pages of cynical venom -- yes there are parts in there that are sick in nature, I am tossing around horror and sci-fi humor in there too. Someone turned it into a pissing contest and I am just trying to keep it off LiveJournal.

So this isn't the first time I got messages like this and it won't be the last. If the guy wants to call me a tool, I am going to be a real tool and respond on my own blog here. Seems like the blogger account is more visible, and working on a non-fiction book that dealt with people like that over the years so it is nothing new. He's a piece of flyshit who has too much time on his hands.

the book progress now

The non-fiction book is now 72 pages and rising from there (after formatting the book.) The actual word count is 34,700 words and climbing from there. If I was on the skids, then how would they explain the recent publications featuring fiction and non-fiction from me. I already see the shit storm brewing with the book in progress and the hate mail coming in such as calling me a son of a bitch and all of that. I am smiling to when the book comes out finally which I am looking for a november release with this book if not sooner. I wanted it sooner, but I am aiming for a early 2008 if anything. The fact it will take this long to flesh everything out. The 1990-1991 part right now is 24,000 words alone. Writing this in parts instead of chapters made this a faster write and it is a sarcastic little bugger too.

I noticed that the naysayers aer wanting to get advanced copies of this book every chance they get -- you know that won't happen you little assholes you have to buy it like everyone else. This book is already the same size as the novella I co-wrote. The first version of this book didn't even see the 30,000 length. So I would love to imagine the dirty looks some are going to give me for writing this book. Koehler keep guessing bitch because you know nothing about me or the projects I edit, just that you bash them because my name is attached to them. If it was someone else editing a project of a similar nature you'd be quick to buy the book. I would never buy your books, in fact read part of SLAYER and thought it sucked.

You're just a little trainwreck anyway. I noticed that you were whining the worst about the skullring.org interview. Another one I noticed got pissed off about the interview is Bob Freeman (Listen mother fucker -- you will never get a sale from me of your book. I would rather buy books published on Iuniverse than your titles. You'll know where I will be if you want to tell me to fuck off or punch me in the head.) And news will be with the Lake Fossil Press publication itself -- after October I can offer the larger rates that I was paying in the beginning (including anthology bonuses.)

You guys on previous publications I do owe out some money, and copies -- will be mailing out a contributor copy plus the issue that followed it. I am sending a misprint edition of issue five (this was a beta that I had.) I am trying to get stocked up for an event. I am trying to make sure I have copies of the anthology and a few of the magazines handy for it. Then I can get some drawings going for sites that I wrote on over the years too. I won't announce the guidelines of the contest yet but I am going to be making notes that this book I am working on is making people nervous. Koehler you have every reason to be nervous you cheap White Wolf Role-playing fan fic writer. You get fucking paid for writing fan fiction.

Guidelines are drawn up for Six

The guidelines are ready for six and he blames me for him closing his magazine. You interviwed me, and you were wanting to stop the Tabloid Purposes machine. I didn't do anything except to be myself. The guidelines are ready for the magazine and I will throw those up soon. I will be making it a higher paying market again too.

I did the guidelines and they're ready to go. My magazine is going to be active again too after the anthology is finished. The deadline is announced, and trying to get thing things ready for a convention. All I want to do is sell some books damn it. I am still working on the non-fiction book too and seems like Dagstine is wanting to stop that book from going to press. The book is reformatted to see how long it is -- right now it is about 34,000 words and climbing from there.

I ain't no fucking monster. I am just a man who seems to not fit the current landscape of things nor do I want to. I honestly wish him the best with the magazine and he begged me to submit him something. I was just busy with other projects and a story that I had was a reprint status. It's a fucked up thing that he'd blames me for the demise of the Literary Bone. I had nothing to do with that.

He wanted to see my small press die in the progress, but that thing is bigger than I am and some assholes are going around typing up bullshit stories about the books on LFP -- and I did start a new imprint for the non-fiction book in case someone decides to go after the book. All the other files won't be lost.

Dagstine, look -- you were libeling me about using your story on Tabloid Purposes IV. I originally accepted it remember I told you that when I got the story, but now that you withdrawl your story -- you decided to start a mutiny before it even starts. I am busy trying to meet a shit load of deadlines here, and what I hate doing is having smaller submission windows. I was nothing but professional with you and now your fucking new friend xxneveahxx is trying to fuck everything up here in Chicago because of what, that I left the apartment because I was tired of being broke. The fact the bitch is libeling the fact the birds were left in the cold when they got a good home in a long time friend's place.

You have to be able to take the heat when doing a magazine, and yes it will get tough doing one. Even dealing with the impossible people too. Pretending to be a friend too -- man that is low of the low.

For fuck's sake -- I have a Conservative mindset and does that make me a criminal. Then all these assholes who were out of the old Gothic.net regime decided to get in on the act. The moment I try to protect myself on there you get all bitchy and whine about it. Blame me and trying to destroy my publications sorry man, that won't fly well with me. Mr. Painted Smiling Face.

Blacklisting me won't work because people tried to have me blacklisted on a number of occasions. Even getting kicked out of the Horror Writers' Association because of what I was defending a project I edited nearly three years ago. Just because someone didn't get their way of getting a book of mine cancelled. Yeah there are many factors for a small press folding. My unconventional methods make it work, using an anthology to get another writer out there is the main reason I am out there as a publisher. If they can use my press as a stepping stone to get their feet wet, then I did my job.

Dagstine's Motives Are Known

The real motives are known for the interview, to stop me from writing the non-fiction book. It won't be stopped or prolonged. Yes this book is going to be out there and already he's building the hype around it and there will be a new press coming out exclusively for this book. Angry Guinea Books, and this will be the first book coming out from AGB. Just for that I am not going to count his interview as an interview that helps my career.

I am adding more to the book and yes this thing is going to be about 88 pages right now, and pitching it to a few places. Publish America wants it but I am going to send them the finished bound copies saying if they want it they have to give me full creative freedoms other than that no. This is going to be a huge game of chess, knowing what his motives were and now I am going to keep the motherfucker guessing my move now.

Mental carnage when I do get it finished, but this is more the filtered version of the original book that I was doing in 2005. If I had that version out there, it will caused more damage than this version. If I can get this book done, it will get in the hands of the newspapers out here along with a video explaining everything. So yeah it will be done, and it is going to take a darker turn with it too. The darker it is, I think the more people will keep reading. The fact there are going to be a lot in the industry playing pied piper leading people over the cliff. This book is going to have acid and piss in the veins too and I showed a publisher who is running a short story of mine a passage of the book. He saw the interview too and learned the motives why Dagstine did it.

I am that loaded gun, and that interview was that gun going off. I noticed another "editor" blasting on that interview too. Yeah I am mouthing off on the dickhead too in here, Lincoln, listen boy -- you got something to say to me, say it via email and take with me on a one to one basis instead of a mob action. The more people respond in mob action I will respond with this book.

You can't stop me Dagstine, stopping me will only drive you mad. You only got your soul to lose there man, and messing with "Old Nick" when you go messing with someone's career. Get used to seeing my name published more often in different places, because that's going to burn your ass more. Success is the best revenge mother fucker, get used it.

more progress on the non-fiction book

The non-fiction book is currently 33,000 words and climbing from there. I am adding more to it as I speak right now and I noticed already a lot of shockwaves because of the skullring.org interview. I am waiting for the hatemail to come and already I guess there is an asshole trying to ruin the book signing from happening in October. It is funny that this person who is trying to fuck things up for me became fast friends with a person who ruined sales of an anthology I did three years ago.

It is going to get more interesting as it goes on when I go further to writing the non-fiction book. The person who is trying to make my life a living hell for what leaving the apartment that I lived at for a year and a half, and I wasn't happy because I was always broke. The fact my business was suffering because of it and couldn't get contributor copies for the contributors or didn't have enough for review copies either. So yeah it will be business as usual. Seems like Dagstine wanted me to give the names of the writers on Tabloid Purposes IV -- that is a closely guarded secret with me until the book comes out because of the incident that happened in 2004.

Nice try mother fucker, mr. painted smiling face. I am not going to reveal the line up. And that non-fiction book won't libel anyone. You're twisting around what I say again like an asshole. Motherfucker get a life. Remember you asked for the interview, you got it now you're scared because what I am saying with the book is going to shock the industry in the balls.

It seems like the more with people like Encyclopedia Dramatica is doing to do libelous postings of me on that site, every chance they get they're going to libel me. I just addressed what they did in the book and waiting for them to choke on their words. Girlvinyl you need to get a fucking life. As for the editor named Lincoln, you realize you're fighting overseas for my right to tell you to fuck off. As much as I support the troops, this is the only one that I will try to bite my tongue because I know it will not end pretty if I say something. I know a lot of people who served and I was a man in uniform that was short lived because of my learning disability, so I will say this -- Lincoln shut the fuck up.

this is nuts now and something badass that Philbin said.

I showed the non-fiction book to Mike Philbin and the suggestion he made completely blown me out of the water. I should pitch the book when finished to a movie producer (damn this is really motivating me to really get this done now.) Mike -- wow, holy shit. That is a killer idea. I am thinking about it more and more now. It will be interesting to see what happens.

It was written out of his advice of me being an investegative journalist and some of my investigation came to realize that Dagstine wants to now stop my career too. Doing a book like this is dangerous, and yes if it makes it out there it will make me a force of nature. It was a challenge for me to get as far as I did with this book already and it is close to the size of Mike's 40,000 word novellas. The book itself will be 200 pages when I have it done or close to done.

This thing by September will be close to 80,000 words if I keep going. Scars Publications will be in contact with me to get it out there. The short run of the book will allow me to get it in the hands of the producers out here. I noticed some are getting scared that the book is being written and wondering if they will be libel'd or not.

I am surprised that this is some of the best advice I got so far in the industry. I think this is something that needed to be written, and the thing that gave me the kick in the ass to wrtite a full length effort. When Mike Philbin gives advice like that about a book, you know it is going to be something that will be huge. This book will have the revulsion of the peers covered. Hope he doesn't mind me quoting him on that one.

A few years ago, I couldn't imagine being in an interview where I would have been comparing notes with Mike Philbin, but now when I read his work over the years -- and speaking also as a surrealist photographer. It makes sense now to me. Since conducting an interview with Philbin myself, I also managed to pull off paragraphs that start at 100-105 word burts.

Mike taught me the business in some ways, and others I learned the lessons on my own the hard way about the mutinies in the business. When they do an interview with you, be prepared for the editor to either like you or hate you afterward. When the editor e-mails you saying you got a home on the site, they like you. If they go trying to trash up the publishing company and sabotage the anthologies you edit -- they hate you. I've seen the jerkholes who are doing this and one of them serves our country, as much as I support the troops who serve this country in the time of war. This guy is an embarassment to this great nation of ours.

Both these two I think fucked the pooch so to speak, and when this book comes out I am popping the shocker here. They're nervous and yes I can't wait for this sucker to get finished because of that very fact. They are going to keep looking on this blog waiting for what happens next. Supportors and enemies alike will be watching what happens Next. And Dagstine, I will not be running your story in my anthology. I just said what I said to get a rise out of you and see how pissed off you'd get.

this non-fiction book will be written

"Prison for praise is not worth thinking
Sin is still in and our ballots are shrinking
So unleash the dogs - the only solution
Forgive and forget, FUCK NO
I'm talking about a REVOLUTION"

--- COC, VOTE WITH A BULLET from BLIND

Now I seen some of the posts on here -- I got work to be done on the non-fiction book and some careers need to be fucked with. This book is happening and will be done. I am doing a dirty deed that is done dirt cheap and coming in as a real investigative journalist not a fiction author here. Dagstine, nothing can stop this book from happening. You called that interview a publicity stunt. Now he's saying my career needs to be stopped. It can't be stopped it won't be stopped. This thing is bigger than I am now. I am seeing what is happening the shit storm is becoming bigger by the day. Even if I have to put this book out myself, and shell out the $195 to publish it with Scars Publications I will put it out.

Since I've written stories that tend to flip the masses off if they are naysayers, this one is going to throw up the shocker. The index finger and middle finger up then the ring finger is bent over the thumb with the pinky sticking up. Two in the pink, one in the stink. So yeah this thing is going to be ugly as hell once it gets published. I am even going to talk to a few publishers in the higher markets who are daring enough to do a publication like this will be willing to run a book like this. I am starting to learn how underminded some could be in trying to ruin a person's career and I think this is another reason why I am going to get this book finished and in the hands of the newspapers. All 6 million of Chicago, and all of Joliet will know what's going on.

Then some are claiming what I said in the interview is hate speech, yeah right that just me being myself. Using the f-bomb here and there and using the fag-word like there is no tomorrow. I say this with wry smile -- Publish America will be one of the places that will get the book after it is released with another publisher. No names were mentioned that are libel -- I mention authors I am influenced by in there. Controversy will follow with this book.

I know it is going to happen every new mass marketer is going to feel the sting of this one (the ones who are in my age bracket are going to feel this one the hardest.) It seems like the ones who blasted on me the worst will be the most scared of this project -- and yes I am smiling too because I dropped the nuke. My career is going to live on a larger level. Philbin said the genre is going to die out by 2012, and this book will easy be thing that will echo the catalyst of it.

Dagstine is another Nicholas Mounts and I will write him off as such. That's why the interview with Skullring.org is all the sweeter. True people will be trying to sue my ass over the book to make sure it doesn't get written but the more people will try to back stab me about it it just give me more fuel. Don't worry I won't mention you in there, just I know similar people to you when I was younger and my real friends will understand more about this because they've seen me go into this mode. This is the real Pacione writing the book and the angrier it is the more I think people will relate to it.

I guess the more he did this interview I had this weird feeling he would really turn. A smiling assassin scenario. Someone told me back when I started out and getting published in more places I learn fast who my friends and enemies are. I am making people nervous with this book, but then again I started this book originally two years ago before the controversy started. Someone with a bullshit contest did so to humiliate me so this book when finished is my vengence. Anger in eyes, sucess is my revenge. I don't get mad, I get even.

I knew that getting published with The Literary Bone was too good to be true, when the saying goes -- when it is too good to be true, it might be too good to be true. This book is going to allow me to be a real bastard too, and I am going to be a bastard about it. The Illinois Bastard Son is going to be heard. This book has a lot of hype behind it and there will be people losing their contracts when this is done, and the one whose going to feel the sting of it is going to be the Rockaway Hooker.

This book will start a revolution and yes I live to start them. This country is born on revolution. That's the beauty of being an American, knowing that revolution is our history -- and this is what drives me to do the books and the anthologies. I know I need to get something of a rally here and this is it. Mother fuckers like The Other Dark Place will come and go, despite some of them intending for this media blackout. I will expose them in the papers and take them to hell in the process.

They cost me a really good writer and one who really wanted to be in the anthology, history repeating itself and I am pissed as hell. Shit like this always happens when I am doing the flagship project, seeing what Dagstine pulled is another Mounts -- pretending to be someone's friend then when they decide to do the interview it all goes too. Motherfuckers, and this non-fiction book will have more added to it. I can understand the hornets nests that were stirred up when my old room mate posted on the phonograph lists because this is the same fucking thing with certain circles in the horror community. And Ron H, mentioned shit like this on the midnightersclub saying, "Play the game you're all treated the same, but when you do something that goes against what they do -- they're quick to start a witch hunt."