Fuck off Beresford

She's still fingerfucking herself with her dead brother's asshes. I guess she's mad because the company I notified about her domain, she said I was lying about my picture being stolen well I wasn't lying because I can throw up the very picture it was she used for the domain. You're not supposed to do that Rusty Nail. I guess you fucking your other personality in ExposeTheTard. Going around making snide remarks and driven to see me fail even when I have some minor success with a few short stories here and there. She's going to learn an expensive lesson not to practice defamation of character even the asshole who now owns Encyclopedia Dramatica been fucking his dead relatives in the process. I guess he thinks it's perfically fine to spread lies about someone in a public website, encouraging people to load up pictures of children too -- I am thinking people like him jump online contributing to people wanting to kill themselves. I guess the dead relative fuckers get off on that sort of thing.
        Just because I jumped on video that doesn't mean Rusty Nail has to make my life a living hell everywhere else now. Rusty NAil do you have a life? I guess not and now it is time to take all your activity you do online to the place you work at. Is it worth getting yourself fired for doing this shit? It is things like this that make me not contribute to the Preditors & Editors legal fund. I guess she's beyond piss with the domain being non-functional -- suspended lady. Fuck you bitch, get a fucking life. You're 47 years old for fuck's sake. You acted like you never really got out of high school. That is why you don't want people owning my work unless it does get pirated, you're a fucking cunt who gets off on destroying people. You're a stalker for doing it.
        The bitch said so herself in her own real website that she's unremarkable so she goes creating two shitty ass websites that smeared on people who've had made some solid accomplishments and doing so on their own terms. Face it lady, the Revolutionary War ended and you're starting to do the brits vs. Americans again all over again. Supporting authors on The Other Dark Place who proved themselves to be assholes. You're nothing but a shitheaded pissblogger. You know why you created nickolauspacione.com to make sure I would never be able to get a domain in my own name and I noticed you gave Benny-Fag the same idea too. What are your biggest ambitions in life besides make my writing life a living hell. I am busy writing three manuscripts at once here and thinking which one to send off where, but as far as you fucks are concerned you are hellbent to throw a monkey wrench in each of those plans, and I also know that Black Death Books is ran by Todd Karen Koehler. They might claim that she's an employee but there are two employees there and they also run the place.
        It seemed like when you're a writer, it seems like maturity among authors have gone out the window ie they hide behind fake names and fake pictures to start trouble with someone. I am not hiding behind fake names or a fake picture. One thing that drives me is my honesty. When I go video it is an extension to my honesty I have an easier time putting ideas to paper than I do when I go video. So there is nothing scripted there. Everything I do with my youtube.com channel is very unscripted. Would be nice if they allowed longer videos though as in up to 30 minutes again.

Piss Bloggers

What is a piss blogger? It is similar to a yellow journalist, and I will explain more via video on here because I noticed someone said I am basically fair game because I got deemed a public figure now so are the assholes I am taking digs at too because the asshole that I took a dig at also had a book out there. His novel sucks ass too. But going back to what I said -- piss bloggers are the ones like ExposeTheTard and The Rusty Nail, a pair of cunts that go around violating every copyright imaginable just to get under someone's skin.
      Also a Piss Blogger is someone who passes off lies as truth on a regular basis and quicker to convince people not to believe the person who the truth comes from. If you want to see what I am talking about with yellow journalism click on the link here. Piss Bloggers should have their computers taken away from them and not be anywhere near a computer. Some examples of Piss Blogging can be seen in the Chicago Gothic Community on LiveJournal when assholes would write slash stories of me and some fucking popstar I don't give a flying shit about. The cocksucker finally sounds off too, the little radio show "jockey" is showing his true colors. Goddamn piss blogging donut puncher.
      It is often that kind of thing on a regular basis, fucks who went around fandomwank.com and other piss blog fags going around in a smear brigade. Hey Brunca, did you have permission to run The Fandom Writer on FandomWank.com? I clearly didn't give you permission, fucking bitch. My fiction didn't carry a creative commons not now not ever. I also am using this particular entry to address the bitch known as Jane Beresford, does your work know the shit you're doing with myspace, blogspot, and wordpress? Copyright raping cunt, hey Jess Patrick keep your bitch on a short leash. I can get that accountant twat fired for this shit. Seems like the Douchefags have nothing better to do, but slam on me to no end. I guess they have no morality to them at all, so with that I tossed up this video as a response. I am waiting for them to do a response to this calling me an asshole, but I would rather be an asshole than a douchebag. All in all, dealing with piss bloggers especially when they are white trash.

You are not a fan McKeeman

"The only thing I am doing is publishing the letters from him on my blog as I am a huge fan of Mr. Pacione and would like to see him get the recognition he so dearly desires and deserves"

I will say this right now, you're just a pompus asshole doing another smear brigade. I might had made fun of your book but goddamn, you're going to stop at nothing and that will become your downfall yet again. Do you want to risk your job at Tribe with all of this you're doing? That is a flat out lie that you said on your journal. You were never a fan you fat fuck, you detested everything I did from day one and that became the thing that lost your gig with gothic.net. I call BULLSHIT on your part, and yes that is bullshit. It's called pissing in my cornflakes. I am not a complete public figure yet but assholes like you have no respect for my privacy as it is, yourself, The Rusty Nail, that fag called Peter Barnes, Ben Carlos (what ever the fuck he calls himself,) and the losers who are trying to suceed in my fail which they will fail in doing.
        Fans encourage people to buy the books instead of doing posts that say "Warn the world" about the book and tell people not to buy them. Don't you remember that little post on the site when you "owned" it? If I remember right you loser you lost that too, and personally I will not buy your book because I really think it's not worth the paper it is printed on.
        You sir, are not a fan. I will say that right now. You're in that same club of assholes who post on The Other Dark Place. You sir are a parasite. A fat fuck loser who is providing a shitty example for their daughter. I would hate to imagine what his daughter would turn out like in 13 years, thinking it is fine to treat people like shit and picturing her a pompus bitch just like her father. That is being a shitty father.

Russo is crazy

She's reading between the lines about wanting to sue me for libel; I didn't even mention her by name once. Might have mentioned how lazy she was in code but never mentioned her by name. It's weird. Things like this do happen and I guess the courts have to read the books just to get the facts straight with the book. I guess I should have brought a copy of the book to Gothicfest 2007. This is just crazy the fact this is going to be hanging over my head here, I have ideas like crazy here for stories and this threat of a lawsuit is giving me a massive idea to play around with. Lawsuits, lawsuits and more lawsuits. I am being extremely sarcastic with the fat little clown. Yeah I would like to see her file a countersuit.
      Famous for being famous vs. blood, sweat and gears. If someone went and wrote a story about how she really is and did it as a work of fiction, they'd make millions off the story. The little mommy dearest. She couldn't control me at the apartment and trying to dangle this lawsuit over my head because I wrote An Eye In Shadows. The whole Russo thing does come into play here with her lost touch with reality. I heard many stories about her and fuck I wish they were wrong, but they weren't. Maybe with all the input, I might end up coming up with ideas that will blast on the mental midget. The midget thinks that she's the biggest thing to the business or the community but in the metal community she's just another piece of ass.
      Am I afraid of this one, hell no. The fact I knew I was going into a territory that would be bad ground. The fact she is a mental midget who might have about 2700 friends on Myspace.com. The fact we do run in similar circles, and from those circles I also hear the stories about her too. I can just imagine her buying a voodoo doll that looks like me and throwing darts at it. Russo you really fucked up. Face it -- if you didn't fuck with my signing, you tried to fuck with my book. War is hell, and you just stepped into it. This won't end pretty on either side. The fact that this lawsuit is already felt across the Goth Community in Chicago, and the only people who can protect you from my fury are Koehler and Keene, and even they are fair game for me. Hell I could see you calling on them as witnesses on your case for this book because I rip them a new one too in this.
      Sue me for what, I got no money -- I am not a millionare. This is definately the hammering process going on. The fact some people hang out with her is because they feel sorry for her or give her the money she wants because they don't want to hear her whiny voice. Showing up to a band vocalist with a wedding dress on -- she's looking for a husband guys, run. The fact I am writing new material right now, and no it is not about the crazy, fat little clown. You messed with an investegative journalist Russo, and yes this kind of journalism has no kind of mercy. You're pissed now Russo but I haven't even started yet. to. royally piss you off. The fact I am beginning to think you gave everyone my phone number to prank call.
      You told my best friend of twenty years that I was trying to get into your pants -- you're seven years younger than my mother. I date at oldest four to five years older when it comes to the female sex or six years younger. Russo, you're too old you lying spinster. Lying to my long time best friend, what's wrong with you. You max out two of my bank accounts, and eat me out of house and home. Food I saved for my buddies when they come over for a Chicago Bulls game -- you feed that off to people before you ask me about it (I got nothing too feed my buddies when they come over there.) You drink all my six packs when I need that for on the train or when I take my medicine. You eat more than me.

Updates: An Eye In Shadows

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53,104 / 95,000 (55.0%)

Every novelist seems to have one of these items, I guess this should work for every writer who is doing that lengthly book too. I attempted to have one of these before but now I am going to have it now so it can help me gage what I wrote on this book. I can just imagine some are either trying to spread many lies about me right now and it is unbelieveable that they're willing to do that. Bastards who have no life if you ask me. I am going with an all black cover of this book -- no about the author here because this book is basically an about the author in a backdrop basis. I am truly thinking about putting this book out with Lightening Source directly. I can imagine what Ms. Temper Tantrum is saying right now wondering who gets libeled or slandered the worst in the book. It's not like I am writing that book that Susan Taylor and her boyfriend got drunk and were writing between sessions of eating peanuts from each other's shit.
      I guess there are many who are going to do everything they can do within their ability to stop a book like this from being published because it is the kind of book that will ruin some careers in the process as one person said. The damage to them is not reversible.

The progress is posted.

This is all you losers are going to see of this book so get used to it. This is more in reaction to the posts that some people did over the years on journalfen.net. Since you assholes wanted to pick a fight -- you picked one with the wrong person. What have you assholes done that is so important besides try to berate someone's book. Kiss my ass you fucking losers. I saw the posts that these assholes are doing and I will say this much the pigfuckers have too much time on their hands and no life.
      Seeing what the losers posted on Wank Report honestly have no life and no journalistic value to what they say. So if you fuckers want to start up old wars fine you mother fuckers. You and a lot of the other forums who are just a haven of motherfuckers. Whoever did the idea for lolzcon, you can kindly die a violent death. A community of thieves with word processors trying to discredit a project I worked hard to do, fuck off. This book will be the ultimate fuck you on my part and the reason it needs to be out there becaus someone has to shut those assholes up once and for all.
      Comment feature is a form e-mail so I will be able to sort out responses without the mob mentality that is a LiveJournal style meltdown. Shit like this will not be tolerated on this blog. I noticed it happen when I posted to some communities when I tried to start a civil discussion then you get these assholes coming in hijacking the damn thing. I address the fact a mother wanted to write an incest story between my kid and I in the book and yes I imagine if they fould a story like that on the person who wrote it if he was a teenager in 1990-1991, and if he was someone my age too -- he'd get his ass kicked without mercy and this book I am writing is all out of mercy.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

Fire with Fire

The threats are becoming more intense with writing this non-fiction book and I will be including one of the hatemails in the book and they won't see a dime from the hatemail they get published. I will make money on all of it. They threaten with book burning, they wasted their own money when they burn a print on demand title. Controversy sells, no one taught you assholes that. I will say this the non-fiction book is 40,000 words too right now.
      So writing this book, they're actually scared of it. I am guessing it is one of the people from Susan Taylor's forum. Yeah she's a complete twat and her boyfriend is a dick too. They got their heads up their ass and thinking it's funny to do a blog that libeled my family getting a book on Amazon that posted every entry from a defunct blog -- making money from trying to railroad publications I've done. Really, I am trying to take the higher road here but when I see losers who are trying to make my address available when it should never be available. It is one of those things people are losers no matter how you go about it. Offering pirated copies of Tabloid Purposes is one thing, but posting my address -- not funny. Or offering pirated copies of the non-fiction book, you think that shit is funny.
      Hey asshole you are in violation of the Fourth Amendment. What you are doing is clearly unconstitutional, so I suggest you close your blog and allow me to write what I want or get the readership I want to get without being harassed. So in that I think what you're doing is completely wrong, and for that fag, Joseph McGee. I didn't get people's information from the HWA directory as you claimed mother fucker. I didn't even know about the directory.

The Other Dark Place Is Unconstitutional

Being published is a right. Not a fucking privilege, and sabotaging publications of stories is unconstitutional. I will take this shit to the press and they will suffer the fate that Gothic.net suffered, half the reason why Gothic.net was burned under the McKeeman management is because of the fact I did take what they were doing to the press. Keep messing with my books and publications, I will take everything to the press and you will all be done in this business. Freedom of press mother fucker, and you're violating my right to freedom of press. The first amendment is designed for the unpopular speech and that pisses you off even more. I am going to fuck with all of you using the document that this country was designed on.

The way they treat the industry is a fucking dictatorship, and this is where I am going to fight even harder to keep the stories published. I fought hard to get published, and I will fight even harder to keep published. You think you fucks can strangle me keep fucking dreaming mother fuckers. This non-fiction book is your funeral. As some of you noticed there is a poll up -- if you vote no on any of those -- that means you're all in my crosshairs. I will take a personal bounty out on each of you, since you bastards put a bounty on various publishers for running me.

I noticed since that interview in July you bastards each felt the sting of it so you're taking it out on my publishers, they did nothing to you. Rule number one, an editor stands behind his writers. A publisher stands behinds its editors, and you mother fuckers refuse to honor that. You want payback -- fine, I will give you payback and it is hell. I know who is behind the piracy of Tabloid Purposes IV, and he was responsible for fucking with the first anthology. Your career is cursed asshole, even your teaching career is fucked with now. You won't be able to collect unemployment when I get done with you. This nonfiction book is my bounty hunt, and yeah be afraid mother fuckers, this nonfiction book will go to press soon -- it is not done yet but it will be. Mark my words, do you want to keep fucking with a man who has nothing to loose?

You motherfuckers are Nazi Germany and I am storming the beach. Denying a mentally ill man a chance at having a story published is discrimination. Discrimination in the worst form and that makes you as guilty as murderers or book burners. In turn you're becoming the very thing that Nazi Germany created, and that enforces book burning and all of that shit. Stealing people's anthology as a .pdf is the same as book burning in the 21st Century. You think it is doing the industry justice no you're just hurting the authors and colleagues who decided to get published in other places.

damn this is nuts

I have to hand to the Navy guy here because I know a lot of people who get off on bullying people online. So yeah this guy I will have to say I am smirking a little bit because it is a scary scenario because of the fact some people would go offering up doctored pictures that are libel. I know the hatemails will pour in but I will say don't fuck with people who did serve in the NAVY because you might never know what kind of crazy shit a sailor might do.

I get more therapy writing retribution type stories, this is the type of thing I only write about. When I see a story like this come to life I was thinking, "Holy shit did this guy found something I wrote and got some inspiration from it."

The only thing wrong is that he got caught. But damn, I smile because all those internet fucks who give me a lot of time wish got some viruses on their computer and eat all the doctored pictures they did or they end up getting a virus with a book they pirated.

I will make a remark to the kid who got his house burned down there, dude you fucked up. Don't mess with people like that because shit is bound to happen. It is disturbing but true, and yes I feel like Geraldo Rivera sometimes when I look into stories like this and as like Mike Philbin suggested I should get into investegative journalism.

This is another reason why people shouldn't goad people who have a mental illness, or someone who is that resourceful. I get mad yes, but would I go actually burn someone's house down, no. Would I taunt someone to tell them to use my picture as a dart board -- yes. The guy who burned down the trailor took internet rage to an extreme.

I never thought of this before, some people when they get pissed off at me will express a lot of web rage. So the texas instance is the first case of web rage in the united states, and what's scary about it The Fandom Writer is a story about web-rage.

My house was ravaged by someone with web rage when they've went as far to pull up my old apartment's address, then another instance. The day Brian Keene did a signing in Morris, the window on the side of the house got broken. Someone threw a rock at it thinking that was my room. My book is going to be touching more into the web rage factor because that is someting that I think talk shows should talk about because of it.