the others are more updated

More often updated are A Publisher's Confessional and An Author's Blog; I've been busy moving shit into CreateSpace.com and going through my files along with new material too. The new material is haunting as hell too to boot. I am looking to finish an anthology and get another filled as fast as possible because when October hits I am planning a 25 year anniversary event for my writing period. 18 years as Writings From The Grave and nearly ten years as a video blogger too. I've with you guys on blogspot.com as long as I was with Diary-X.com in their original run -- you can see occasional reviews on Psyche of a Bipolar since I returned in 2014 after a year hiatus. The challenge I issued on Linkedin.com is the Lock and Key Challenge for short story writers who can do 3000-6800 words and see how fast I can fill a 180 page volume and this will have public domain artwork. I am training a classmate to be an editor and I will walk her through getting a new e-mail address and establish a blog account for her on DreamWidth.org so I can teach her how to use what I use with InsaneJournal.com. FictionPress.com has a few freebies I wrote back to back. I am fan funded with my channels on youtube.com so ultimately I can go on assignment too as I am planning something very unique for 1000 subscribers when I get them -- full length video blog as I will host this as entry on InsaneJournal.com as they have the html based cut tag. My testimony is published if you want that as that's linked from An Author's Journal.

Skullvines Are Scumbags

This video is to the scumbags of Skullvines Press, they got mad at the nut cancer crack so I am not going to apologize for that and I respond to the faggot RainGods video calling me out of name. I am working on new material right now and to see them advocate bullying and piracy of books, they need to be closed down because they are with the horde that hang out in the legion of fuckwits message board to harass me, Lawrence Dagstine and now Sheri Gambino. The reason they come after me the worst is that I am the one who is the most vocal about it and will jump to video when it gets ugly.
     I begin to think they are the scumbags who are impersonating me on goodreads and stole one of my pen names to start up shit on there with the help of Melany. It is driving me crazy and she wants to screw over any dating life I have too. Well she needs a life too. I am not going to let her screw with my career as much as she has and I am not going to let Skullvines Press screw with any career I have too -- calling me a fanfiction writer, they don't have the balls to say that to my face because I will take a swing at Balzer. If they went after his crazy batshit wife he would be on a warpath. Well he is a batshit piece of shit who got mad at one offensive joke at his expense. I am not apologizing for it either.

video response.

It is clear that The Rusty Nail is a fuckhead who would reward her kids with a fucking Playstation if they shot up a high school. The same goes with Susan Tayler who I think she would actually reward her kids if they did an Ok City bombing. This might be a very shocking response to some people, in fact when I compared what The Rusty Nail was doing to four authors including myself with what that myspace mother did -- it isn't too far off. Especially when some cocksucker did a violated copyright of Tabloid Purposes V's cover when I didn't even design the cover yet. You assholes who post on Encyclopedia Dramatica and Fandomwank need to take your heads out of your collective asses.
     IF you don't like what I say fine, just don't go around stifling every damn thing I do. As in creating a blog devoted to trying to make me fail at things, when you're all what thirty to fifty somethings. Just don't go harassing the people who buy my book and like the project. You bastards who go around stifling my publications or burning my books, don't you think that is rather fucking um what's the term I am looking for here? Help me out, UnFUCKINGprofessional -- I am chiming in on the "Reverend's" post here too and calling the people who chime in blasting on piss bloggers nitwits when that is the worst thing someone can say. Well I might not allow blog comments directly but if you got something to say to me there is a comment area at the very bottom of the blog, just scroll down. It isn't brain surgery. For the fuckstain who calls himself AL_Kilyu, mother fucker has no fucking life except beating off to kiddie fag porn.
     The asshole looks like he has nothing better to do than to make fake covers of my books and doctor up pictures from the real pictures holding the actual book that I was featured in instead they make something so innocent into something perverse. I guess when I make that observation about Koehler I will also ask if her brother whored her out to pay for his Delorean. But people like Rusty Nail and Expose The Tard would reward their kids for blowing up their school if they were given the chance.
     I guess drug addict from MA is also chiming in on the fact that I do have a few people who are e-mailing me because they do have some actual respect for what I do. The crack smoking bitch needs to really get a life. I really think she still has a Meth needle in her veins for that matter. If it isn't one douchebag it's another, and the biggest douchebag seems like his occupation is to be a 9-5 douchebag who I think doesn't live on his own either. It seems like the douchebags come out in full force when they know I got a Tabloid Purposes planned or when I am trying to get my magazine off the ground. They must think, quick, quick, let's come up with a fake cover and load it somewhere thinking everyone will be convinced that it would be the official cover. Let's create a fake version of the anthology on wordclay.com and a fake profile of both him and his publishing company on youtube.com. These are the same people who get off on writing real person fag stories between me and some popstar from Chicago who I don't give two fucks about.
     The more publishing credits I attain the more they will do this just to see what they can do to fucking ruin the man with a mental illness. Keep giving yourselves more fuel to hang yourselves with. I am always going to have a line up of some form. The fact that Mike Brennan likes to stifle everything I do no matter where I will sell a story at. The fact they are doing this all the more to make sure I get even more distracted from writing the three manuscripts I have going and blowing the dust of another one somewhere around. Does it make you feel like a man knowing you ruined sales of a book written by someone who does have a mental illness. The very grasp of the book you went over all your heads and can't read between the lines about it. Especially you Koehler, did you even spend the money and get the book or did you pirate the fucking thing? Did you pirate it -- I want to hear you jump on video and say you did pirate it. Lincoln keep in mind you fought for the right of me to say fuck off to you, as much as I have a lot of respect of men and women in uniform you are just a flat out dick. In other words drop and give me 300, Private Gomer Pyle.
     If I stayed in the service or would be in the Army for that matter I would have cycled the shit out of you. Watching you self-destruct would be the thing that will be my best revenge there. Calling me a douche, you eat shit fucker. But going back to above here, the fact that the other dark place act like I am below them but in truth they are shit at the bottom of my shoe. Lincoln who's your fucking girlfriend, that bastard who they found at a bar in TN? (I will go into the faggot bashing later.)
     As for Ben McCullan, did you treat my step-cousins like shit? I am guessing you treated everyone like shit when you were a teenager and you're nothing but a loser now who had done nothing creative with their life. So you bash everyone who is just working their way up the ladder in the small press as I am just trying to sell a few books and stories. Not even you will let that happen you bitch. I guess you all get off on pirating my books and stifling everything I've done, I guess I can say well fuck you too.

Russo is crazy

She's reading between the lines about wanting to sue me for libel; I didn't even mention her by name once. Might have mentioned how lazy she was in code but never mentioned her by name. It's weird. Things like this do happen and I guess the courts have to read the books just to get the facts straight with the book. I guess I should have brought a copy of the book to Gothicfest 2007. This is just crazy the fact this is going to be hanging over my head here, I have ideas like crazy here for stories and this threat of a lawsuit is giving me a massive idea to play around with. Lawsuits, lawsuits and more lawsuits. I am being extremely sarcastic with the fat little clown. Yeah I would like to see her file a countersuit.
      Famous for being famous vs. blood, sweat and gears. If someone went and wrote a story about how she really is and did it as a work of fiction, they'd make millions off the story. The little mommy dearest. She couldn't control me at the apartment and trying to dangle this lawsuit over my head because I wrote An Eye In Shadows. The whole Russo thing does come into play here with her lost touch with reality. I heard many stories about her and fuck I wish they were wrong, but they weren't. Maybe with all the input, I might end up coming up with ideas that will blast on the mental midget. The midget thinks that she's the biggest thing to the business or the community but in the metal community she's just another piece of ass.
      Am I afraid of this one, hell no. The fact I knew I was going into a territory that would be bad ground. The fact she is a mental midget who might have about 2700 friends on Myspace.com. The fact we do run in similar circles, and from those circles I also hear the stories about her too. I can just imagine her buying a voodoo doll that looks like me and throwing darts at it. Russo you really fucked up. Face it -- if you didn't fuck with my signing, you tried to fuck with my book. War is hell, and you just stepped into it. This won't end pretty on either side. The fact that this lawsuit is already felt across the Goth Community in Chicago, and the only people who can protect you from my fury are Koehler and Keene, and even they are fair game for me. Hell I could see you calling on them as witnesses on your case for this book because I rip them a new one too in this.
      Sue me for what, I got no money -- I am not a millionare. This is definately the hammering process going on. The fact some people hang out with her is because they feel sorry for her or give her the money she wants because they don't want to hear her whiny voice. Showing up to a band vocalist with a wedding dress on -- she's looking for a husband guys, run. The fact I am writing new material right now, and no it is not about the crazy, fat little clown. You messed with an investegative journalist Russo, and yes this kind of journalism has no kind of mercy. You're pissed now Russo but I haven't even started yet. to. royally piss you off. The fact I am beginning to think you gave everyone my phone number to prank call.
      You told my best friend of twenty years that I was trying to get into your pants -- you're seven years younger than my mother. I date at oldest four to five years older when it comes to the female sex or six years younger. Russo, you're too old you lying spinster. Lying to my long time best friend, what's wrong with you. You max out two of my bank accounts, and eat me out of house and home. Food I saved for my buddies when they come over for a Chicago Bulls game -- you feed that off to people before you ask me about it (I got nothing too feed my buddies when they come over there.) You drink all my six packs when I need that for on the train or when I take my medicine. You eat more than me.

It's available now..

The wait is over for the non-fiction book, An Eye In Shadows. The 235 page print version is available now. And then the other version is available by direct link. The e-book is $16 to detract people from pirating the damn thing. (The lulu.com version will be available upon e-mail request only and serious inquiries only.) I am sure that Mark Brennan might have pirated a few books in his time if you know what I mean. I guess you assholes are just waiting to get that counter-book done. Yes I know about your little "counter-book." This is the counter book to both Best of Hail Saten and the fucking "Truth About Dick" book -- yeah I am talking about you Fox and Taylor (you're still fucking cunts.) You want get the real dirt, that book will have it. That's if you'd be willing to spend the scratch to get it. Trying to "friend" my long time friends won't help you either.
       Media Black out this assholes. You want to try to stop this book from getting out there -- you failed amd failed miserably. You dicks want to sue me now -- for what the fact that I exposued a damn hierarchy and now that hierarchy is just a house of cards waiting to fall. Good luck trying to doctor up the covers too because even these are doctor prootf too. This book was two years in the making -- two false starts, but decided to get it written inside of three months. Three months time I have a full length book. This is what happens when you don't write short fiction or do as much as blogging for a month.
       MacDonald, still want to derail me asshole? This book will expose all the assholes for who they are, including the coward behind the effiminate green mask too. I've seen what the asshole did on his blog and he's nothing but a cyber-bully. Yeah I guess this will piss off a number of people the fact I did this kind of book but I knew it needed to be out there and published. I am going to be ordering up a few of these for a few book fairs. There is a lot of anger involved when I did write this book and the fact it needed to be written. I refused to tow the Leisure horror partyline and this was a middle finger in the face of Brian Keene, yeah I know now he wants to punch me right between the eyes for this kind of book because it will counter the New Fear. The cocksucker made me the butt of his sick joke for far too long and he's going to get a bucket of piss thrown in his face.
       Cyber-bullying, False-Friendships, I covered them in here -- the fact that Dagstine pretended to be a friend just so he can get information on the non-fiction book. As for the Kody Boye thing, I am not going to say anything vicious about him right now but I've seen the vicious thing he's said on the boards. That's what happens when people get too much power too fast, at such a young age. I do these tags on my blog just so I can keep everything organized. The fact That I've seen all this before on different message boards over the years. It will be things like this that will crumble the house of cards that is the current state of the genre. I've seen it on a number of levels, and this is where they kept me silent for way too long. It will be said and the frightening thing is when it it will be said -- there is nothing that can reverse the damage.
       It bothers them that the maps are being redrawn, and this is where the shadows dwell and real-life takes over from their fiction. The fact that I was a teen harassed made this book even more potent, and the ideas that assholes out there who are going go make my last part of my twenties a living hell and my thirties hell. Yeah right you fucks, you need to get a life already and quit with your goddamn'd stranglehold. Let a guy make his money on a book or a publication he made instead of going around passing around e-books for free on WildTangent, Napster or all of that shit. I know that The Other Dark Place does encourage e-piracy and I've seen it when they are posting passages of my fiction on the board. Freeman you had no permission to post my work on that forum so I guess you have no respect for copyrighted material. That's right keep foaming at the mouth.
       No one is safe in this book, the ones who made my life a living hell the past four years were the ones who are going to be the ones who are the ones who are going to feel the sting of this book the worst. Have fun drying your face off from the bucket of piss that was thrown in it. The whole thing with Mark Brennan publically lamblasting Lake Fossil Press on The Other Dark Place got me pissed off, and fucker your time is coming -- I will destroy you.
       As far as Dagstine calling me the Monster, yeah I seen his kind come and go over the years too. I penned a 235 page monster with the right motivations and the right reasons to do it. The timing was right and I will disturb the goddamn universe. Yes I am throwing a bucket of piss in the face of all the assholes that gave me flack with this one. I know a few are saying, "Oh Gawd!" Angeline I guess you are wanting to write a counter book now -- I dare you to try. That will make your feud public. You should have never started a feud with this. I guess the feuds will fucking grow now. I am the man of many feuds, but that is something that comes with the territory -- I am going to end up butting heads. Now I am just trying to figure out how to get an ISBN for the versions on CafePress.com. Those will be the ones that I will get the copies of for book fairs in the area.
       I just put a cigarette out on the collective foreheads of the asshole committee who has a thread that is 2000 replies wide. I wonder when that crapfest will come out. My advice to those who are running with Keene and them -- never get into it with me because I am the dude that will expose it all. Much as I exposed McKeeman, take that for a lesson there. A long time friendship disolved from that one, he decided to defend his clients before he would listen to a friend. That's the reminder that this whole industry is a business. You assholes are devoted to my every fail, I guess I should start playing that game too when it comes to you -- be devoted to your every fail.

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As for Brian Keene -- cease from calling my house you piece of horse raping shit. If you ever show up at an event I am doing -- I will personally have you removed or I will remove you myself. You're constantly harassing my family someone needs to put you down for the rabid dog you are. I don't fucking appreciate when my family gets harassed asshole. The shitstorm is coming and someone bragged about having a pirated copy -- was that the person who bought the e-copy of the book just to see what it would look like? The fact he was rushing me for passages of the book. You keep calling my house that is null and void on the "restraining order" you constantly dangle in my face. I will see to it that no books of yours will ever be sold here in Chicago or anywhere in the Midwest if you keep fucking with me -- this non-fiction book will go to the press and I will see to it personally your ass will be toast here in Chicago.
      This the very last signing of mine you ever fucked with -- the fact I got a signing in Morris that was cancelled due to you mother fucker. Yes You will fucking pay for what you did there Keene, the constant accusations of plagiarism as for A.C. -- when did you become such a goddamned cunt? F and H I feel sorry for your kids right now because you're giving them the wrong example. Let a man make his money off his books even if it is a book such as An Eye of Shadows. What kind of example are you white trash assholes setting for your kids?

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

Flame Wars, Flame Wars ... They're everywhere

Seems like that threat of the media blackout started, and yes it also started with the Chicago Gothic Communtiy boards. One cool headed offensive joke and they get all pissed. I just found out that someone sent Tabloid Purposes IV to the schmuck brigade.

So yeah I am still writing that book, and there will be a lot of macabre un-pc humor in it too so those who want to know who gets bitchslapped and when. Keep guessing because I am not leaking the damn thing.

It is too damn large to be leaking but I will say this much, it is really abrasive and heads are going to roll when it is finished. More than what happened when Tabloid Purposes IV launched.

I guess the more when I work on this book, I can only imagine who is going to try to leak it. I won't say much right now but I want to make people think what's going on. I am not blowing my temper either with this but seems like mosnter blew her top at the friendly challenge. I didn't mean any harm by what I said in the sense of encouraging her to start her own editorial project. She took it as an insult, when I was just being friendly about it and being a smart ass at the same time. The shithead convention jumped down my throat about it.

Damn, I never thought she got all balistic about it. Well that was my entertainment for today, fun being a cranky editor. Yeah I actually added another part of the book. I'll make ya famous -- as one friend of mine said when I lived in Iowa.

I guess she was burned at the idea that when she dissed me she was dissing where she originally came from. How could she even be a Goth if she doesn't like horror novels or short stories that scare people? I wasn't even blowing my top, just wanted her to see the world how I saw it as a publisher for a week. Hell I gave her the GL's to play with, and even the tools to do it. I guess she didn't want to play.

fuck this is getting huge

You know when things are huge are when the Sodomite Magnet bitches about you. Damn the moment I get something published she's bitching about it again -- shut the fuck up already Poppy. Right when I am getting published, she shoots her mouth off about my non-fiction book. I am laughing right now because I saw the posts the assholes are doing on The Other Dark Place, now they are trying to pull out the petition that got them in trouble years ago. Wouldn't you like to know what are in the contents of that non-fiction book? I am not mad -- I am just laughing because the more I get my work published, and believe me the more people are going to bitch and moan.

This time Poppy called me out, damn. Fuck you bitch. You're making a big mistake underestimating me -- the same mistake that became Darren's funeral as the editor of Gothic.net. Poppy you were dealing with a pre-published Pacione last time. This time you're fucking with someone who is a publisher and a published author for a different field. Nothing funner than a sodomite magnet starting up an old feud. I read parts of that book you called good, when I have to say it sucked ass. Not even a good cover design would get some sales of it.

Yeah you can go to hell. Keep running your mouth about me lady -- I was already writing better stories than you were in your twenties when I was in my twenties. Don't ever doubt that I was a writer again bitch, don't ever underestimate me -- at least I didn't rip off H.P. Lovecraft's THE HOUND. So yeah in response to that, I am posting the original uncensored version of THE FANDOM WRITER (tempted to expand this version.)

this non-fiction book will be written

"Prison for praise is not worth thinking
Sin is still in and our ballots are shrinking
So unleash the dogs - the only solution
Forgive and forget, FUCK NO
I'm talking about a REVOLUTION"

--- COC, VOTE WITH A BULLET from BLIND

Now I seen some of the posts on here -- I got work to be done on the non-fiction book and some careers need to be fucked with. This book is happening and will be done. I am doing a dirty deed that is done dirt cheap and coming in as a real investigative journalist not a fiction author here. Dagstine, nothing can stop this book from happening. You called that interview a publicity stunt. Now he's saying my career needs to be stopped. It can't be stopped it won't be stopped. This thing is bigger than I am now. I am seeing what is happening the shit storm is becoming bigger by the day. Even if I have to put this book out myself, and shell out the $195 to publish it with Scars Publications I will put it out.

Since I've written stories that tend to flip the masses off if they are naysayers, this one is going to throw up the shocker. The index finger and middle finger up then the ring finger is bent over the thumb with the pinky sticking up. Two in the pink, one in the stink. So yeah this thing is going to be ugly as hell once it gets published. I am even going to talk to a few publishers in the higher markets who are daring enough to do a publication like this will be willing to run a book like this. I am starting to learn how underminded some could be in trying to ruin a person's career and I think this is another reason why I am going to get this book finished and in the hands of the newspapers. All 6 million of Chicago, and all of Joliet will know what's going on.

Then some are claiming what I said in the interview is hate speech, yeah right that just me being myself. Using the f-bomb here and there and using the fag-word like there is no tomorrow. I say this with wry smile -- Publish America will be one of the places that will get the book after it is released with another publisher. No names were mentioned that are libel -- I mention authors I am influenced by in there. Controversy will follow with this book.

I know it is going to happen every new mass marketer is going to feel the sting of this one (the ones who are in my age bracket are going to feel this one the hardest.) It seems like the ones who blasted on me the worst will be the most scared of this project -- and yes I am smiling too because I dropped the nuke. My career is going to live on a larger level. Philbin said the genre is going to die out by 2012, and this book will easy be thing that will echo the catalyst of it.

Dagstine is another Nicholas Mounts and I will write him off as such. That's why the interview with Skullring.org is all the sweeter. True people will be trying to sue my ass over the book to make sure it doesn't get written but the more people will try to back stab me about it it just give me more fuel. Don't worry I won't mention you in there, just I know similar people to you when I was younger and my real friends will understand more about this because they've seen me go into this mode. This is the real Pacione writing the book and the angrier it is the more I think people will relate to it.

I guess the more he did this interview I had this weird feeling he would really turn. A smiling assassin scenario. Someone told me back when I started out and getting published in more places I learn fast who my friends and enemies are. I am making people nervous with this book, but then again I started this book originally two years ago before the controversy started. Someone with a bullshit contest did so to humiliate me so this book when finished is my vengence. Anger in eyes, sucess is my revenge. I don't get mad, I get even.

I knew that getting published with The Literary Bone was too good to be true, when the saying goes -- when it is too good to be true, it might be too good to be true. This book is going to allow me to be a real bastard too, and I am going to be a bastard about it. The Illinois Bastard Son is going to be heard. This book has a lot of hype behind it and there will be people losing their contracts when this is done, and the one whose going to feel the sting of it is going to be the Rockaway Hooker.

This book will start a revolution and yes I live to start them. This country is born on revolution. That's the beauty of being an American, knowing that revolution is our history -- and this is what drives me to do the books and the anthologies. I know I need to get something of a rally here and this is it. Mother fuckers like The Other Dark Place will come and go, despite some of them intending for this media blackout. I will expose them in the papers and take them to hell in the process.

They cost me a really good writer and one who really wanted to be in the anthology, history repeating itself and I am pissed as hell. Shit like this always happens when I am doing the flagship project, seeing what Dagstine pulled is another Mounts -- pretending to be someone's friend then when they decide to do the interview it all goes too. Motherfuckers, and this non-fiction book will have more added to it. I can understand the hornets nests that were stirred up when my old room mate posted on the phonograph lists because this is the same fucking thing with certain circles in the horror community. And Ron H, mentioned shit like this on the midnightersclub saying, "Play the game you're all treated the same, but when you do something that goes against what they do -- they're quick to start a witch hunt."