It's available now..

The wait is over for the non-fiction book, An Eye In Shadows. The 235 page print version is available now. And then the other version is available by direct link. The e-book is $16 to detract people from pirating the damn thing. (The lulu.com version will be available upon e-mail request only and serious inquiries only.) I am sure that Mark Brennan might have pirated a few books in his time if you know what I mean. I guess you assholes are just waiting to get that counter-book done. Yes I know about your little "counter-book." This is the counter book to both Best of Hail Saten and the fucking "Truth About Dick" book -- yeah I am talking about you Fox and Taylor (you're still fucking cunts.) You want get the real dirt, that book will have it. That's if you'd be willing to spend the scratch to get it. Trying to "friend" my long time friends won't help you either.
       Media Black out this assholes. You want to try to stop this book from getting out there -- you failed amd failed miserably. You dicks want to sue me now -- for what the fact that I exposued a damn hierarchy and now that hierarchy is just a house of cards waiting to fall. Good luck trying to doctor up the covers too because even these are doctor prootf too. This book was two years in the making -- two false starts, but decided to get it written inside of three months. Three months time I have a full length book. This is what happens when you don't write short fiction or do as much as blogging for a month.
       MacDonald, still want to derail me asshole? This book will expose all the assholes for who they are, including the coward behind the effiminate green mask too. I've seen what the asshole did on his blog and he's nothing but a cyber-bully. Yeah I guess this will piss off a number of people the fact I did this kind of book but I knew it needed to be out there and published. I am going to be ordering up a few of these for a few book fairs. There is a lot of anger involved when I did write this book and the fact it needed to be written. I refused to tow the Leisure horror partyline and this was a middle finger in the face of Brian Keene, yeah I know now he wants to punch me right between the eyes for this kind of book because it will counter the New Fear. The cocksucker made me the butt of his sick joke for far too long and he's going to get a bucket of piss thrown in his face.
       Cyber-bullying, False-Friendships, I covered them in here -- the fact that Dagstine pretended to be a friend just so he can get information on the non-fiction book. As for the Kody Boye thing, I am not going to say anything vicious about him right now but I've seen the vicious thing he's said on the boards. That's what happens when people get too much power too fast, at such a young age. I do these tags on my blog just so I can keep everything organized. The fact That I've seen all this before on different message boards over the years. It will be things like this that will crumble the house of cards that is the current state of the genre. I've seen it on a number of levels, and this is where they kept me silent for way too long. It will be said and the frightening thing is when it it will be said -- there is nothing that can reverse the damage.
       It bothers them that the maps are being redrawn, and this is where the shadows dwell and real-life takes over from their fiction. The fact that I was a teen harassed made this book even more potent, and the ideas that assholes out there who are going go make my last part of my twenties a living hell and my thirties hell. Yeah right you fucks, you need to get a life already and quit with your goddamn'd stranglehold. Let a guy make his money on a book or a publication he made instead of going around passing around e-books for free on WildTangent, Napster or all of that shit. I know that The Other Dark Place does encourage e-piracy and I've seen it when they are posting passages of my fiction on the board. Freeman you had no permission to post my work on that forum so I guess you have no respect for copyrighted material. That's right keep foaming at the mouth.
       No one is safe in this book, the ones who made my life a living hell the past four years were the ones who are going to be the ones who are the ones who are going to feel the sting of this book the worst. Have fun drying your face off from the bucket of piss that was thrown in it. The whole thing with Mark Brennan publically lamblasting Lake Fossil Press on The Other Dark Place got me pissed off, and fucker your time is coming -- I will destroy you.
       As far as Dagstine calling me the Monster, yeah I seen his kind come and go over the years too. I penned a 235 page monster with the right motivations and the right reasons to do it. The timing was right and I will disturb the goddamn universe. Yes I am throwing a bucket of piss in the face of all the assholes that gave me flack with this one. I know a few are saying, "Oh Gawd!" Angeline I guess you are wanting to write a counter book now -- I dare you to try. That will make your feud public. You should have never started a feud with this. I guess the feuds will fucking grow now. I am the man of many feuds, but that is something that comes with the territory -- I am going to end up butting heads. Now I am just trying to figure out how to get an ISBN for the versions on CafePress.com. Those will be the ones that I will get the copies of for book fairs in the area.
       I just put a cigarette out on the collective foreheads of the asshole committee who has a thread that is 2000 replies wide. I wonder when that crapfest will come out. My advice to those who are running with Keene and them -- never get into it with me because I am the dude that will expose it all. Much as I exposed McKeeman, take that for a lesson there. A long time friendship disolved from that one, he decided to defend his clients before he would listen to a friend. That's the reminder that this whole industry is a business. You assholes are devoted to my every fail, I guess I should start playing that game too when it comes to you -- be devoted to your every fail.

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As for Brian Keene -- cease from calling my house you piece of horse raping shit. If you ever show up at an event I am doing -- I will personally have you removed or I will remove you myself. You're constantly harassing my family someone needs to put you down for the rabid dog you are. I don't fucking appreciate when my family gets harassed asshole. The shitstorm is coming and someone bragged about having a pirated copy -- was that the person who bought the e-copy of the book just to see what it would look like? The fact he was rushing me for passages of the book. You keep calling my house that is null and void on the "restraining order" you constantly dangle in my face. I will see to it that no books of yours will ever be sold here in Chicago or anywhere in the Midwest if you keep fucking with me -- this non-fiction book will go to the press and I will see to it personally your ass will be toast here in Chicago.
      This the very last signing of mine you ever fucked with -- the fact I got a signing in Morris that was cancelled due to you mother fucker. Yes You will fucking pay for what you did there Keene, the constant accusations of plagiarism as for A.C. -- when did you become such a goddamned cunt? F and H I feel sorry for your kids right now because you're giving them the wrong example. Let a man make his money off his books even if it is a book such as An Eye of Shadows. What kind of example are you white trash assholes setting for your kids?

Mike Brendan, Go suck a dick

Hey assfuck do you got something to say about Lake Fossil Press? Say it to my face you fuck -- I will make no qwams of throwing a bucket of piss on you. Do you have something to say to me, say it in the comment area bitch. Go suck a dick asshole.
    Telling people to avoid Lake Fossil Press that's fighting words, bitch. Let me guess the next move you would do is pirate all my damned anthologies just because you're an everlasting cocksucker. I need a new photo to piss on so I guess I will get a printer then piss on yours.

More added

An Eye In Shadows is now about 78,000 words and climbing from there. I got the back cover designed and working on different concepts for the cover and it will all be in black but the text will be a grey in color. Yes I am including some hate mails in the thing too just to piss people off even more. Keep running your mouth jokers because that is all you bastards who repeatedly hate on me are, nothing but jokers who swallow too many flesh poles. I am trying to keep passages to a minimum that I want to let out for free, because there's many parts that will gouge out eyes in the process.
      I am pleased that I am able to get this far along with the book. It is mid September and I am at a good pace with it right now. Some are squirming and yes it is a given there. The fact the fancrapper behind Sabledrake is bragging how she gets fanfiction the rate of the book in two days time. Bitch listen up -- writing fan fiction won't get you the money. If you stole the character you have no right to be writing a novel from it. I would rather write a book that I am proud of where the characters are all mine or based on something that put something into the other books than do something where the characters aren't mine.

Attention Capt'n Douchebag

Listen up asshole, I guess you're nothing but a coward who hides behind a fake name and a fake picture. Taking what I say out of context, I guess you go around biting everyone's pole. You're a cunt that needs to be eliminated like some termite or cockroach. Yes and that is exactly what you are -- a fucking cockroach. It is douchebags like you that need to be dragged out and shot.
      I would really hate guess what your stomach contents would be if they performed an autopsy on you. Or if they were pump your stomach, god only knows what was in there. And knowing how much pole you were biting, it would be telltale what kind of shit will be in your stomach contents. See L.A. Confidential for the referrence.
      You claim yourself to be a profesisonal but the shit you're doing on your blog is less than professionals. I guess you've been sucking Nelson Ford's dick all night. Just a another dumb ass mother fucker who has un natural sex with small animals wile he blows his dad. Reminds me of a former room mate I had when I lived in Iowa who used to take small pets from others and use them for his cat toys. I guess seeing a rump ranger like that who hides behind a fake name and a fake picture, claiming to "tell the truth" about me. Well the way I see it the fucker is hiding something of his own there just because he knows what will come out will be his funeral.

64,000? Goddamn.

"This town needs an enema" -- Jack Nicholson, BATMAN

Damn this thing is just 129 pages but it is taking a real personality of its own. I am smiling at how far along this is and this is just the beginning of September. I can't say when I will have this book finished but I am re-doing the back cover of it. My plan is to self-release the book privately then order up copies as I need them then would send them to various newspapers in the area. I can see the suckpuppets are dancing. The Rusty Nail is someone's suckpuppet. The fact that I know that I am getting a lot of shit already because this book isn't even done but I am getting a lot of prank calls and bastards making my life a living hell on myspace too. Fucking assholes stealing my photos, RJ you're a dick if you go around stealing my photos for your so called "parody" purposes. As Keene claims he comes in with a bucket of cold water -- this book is a bucket of scalding piss. I won't start the pre-orders yet for this book but I will say this much, it's already creating a buzz. Let the evil diatribes begin.
      I am letting a select few see the uncorrected proofs when I get finished with it, and that will be my test crowd with this. Hell I could even consider doing a book from my blogs maybe -- the idea is very tempting. But I can say this, An Eye In Shadows is going to be a bucket of piss and exposing a social hierarchy that will crumble when I get done. They want to see my career become buried, sorry dickheads hate to disappoint you. I am not hatelaced just tired of everyone's shit and trying to push me under a fucking table. When people do that -- it's just a ticking time bomb. When authors who are self-published are equal market share here, and the frightening thing is that these mass market authors don't know is this. Someone just redrawn the borders of the nation of horror under their eyes.
      It seems that the time is coming that change is going to happen that they don't like. They're deathly afraid of it. As some say they are that bucket of cold water, what's more effective is the bucket of piss and I am that bucket of piss. When they vandalize pages that were originally on Wikipedia for me, and vandalize my amazon.com book listings by posting libelous things about the books (Ahem, Marlowe1, you're ass is mine.) Bastard is willing to piss on everything a person worked hard to attain. I have a blue collar ethic and that is why I am always working on something new. Either being an anthology, a short story, or idea for a book. When I get this book done then I will be ready to do a full length novel or two. The ideas are there for them and I want to explore them more. I just want to write more novella length stories for the time being. This book is one of those that really devoted a lot of my writing energy into and the suckpuppets are trying draw my focus away from the book.
      I never really concentrated into a full length project before this so I am kind of nervous about it. I enlisted six beta readers with this book too so I know when I get it ready it will be one of those that will rip the doors off the place. I know that the Other Dark Place has absolutely no respect for people's copyrighted materials so that is why I am guarding this project. They want to try and pirate this book they have to kill me and pry it from my cold rotted fingers. I begin to think that they have The Turner Diaries in their regular reading patterns because one of the dickheads reads Hilter's book.
      Don't ever underestimate me, because that is when I will make you tap out so to speak. Someone is going to end up tapping out and it isn't going to be me. This is going to be a brawl so to speak and the fact they are doing something that history did for many years.This constant holier than thou attitude that these assholes carry will be the death of them I think. The fact they are going around with anonymous e-mails harassing would be new readers. The fact that I will put this out there the curse of the blogging generation is the curse of the daily press of the 1880s.
      I am waiting for the torches and pitchforks now to come and this is what I am going to say I am not going to blow any sunshine up someone's ass about it. I will tell someone to piss off online take it as how I would tell them in person, the fact I will tell someone to their face to piss off too. The very fact of this book being written is going to be a testament to what I am capable of. The fact these assholes on The Other Dark Place have no idea that I am really capable of doing. Don't tread on me, and that is the bottom line. So yeah that is what I say when I deal with these kind of assholes because I've dealt with their kind for 24 years. I am expert in dealing with these kind of people and I am a little more methodical in doing so. So in that with working on this book it will be their epitaph to what their career was, the fact that they could have handled this a lot differently than being assholes about it.

You know when Tabloid Purposes is out....

When you get a lot of prank calls from Brian Keene. He brags about he how tries to get the book for free and shit like that, what the hell. Get a life asshole. Aren't you getting too old for the prank calls? Yeah I stopped doing prank calls when I was a teen, but my long time friends still will play around with the prank calls. Keene reminds me of this particular individual I used to go at it with a lot when I was in Firefly. Yeah I got pretty disgusting when I made the jokes at his expense. I can't remember his domain name but it was a four letter word. This dude protested everyting I did on FireFly.com when that site was there. This reminds me greatly of the firefly years. My rise came from FireFly.com. Firefly.com was the direct ancestor to MySpace.com. So when you see a place like Myspace.com emerge, it was a second coming of that site. I've seen this kind of bullshit emerge in FlreFly's chatrooms. The way the Other Dark Place is and these other online communities who are devoted to trashing on me -- reminds me of the bullshit that a jagoff named CoyoteShadowJacker used to do. They've went as far as to list my old Glendale Heights address and I had my own phone line in. They were listing my phone number to that address too. So if there are people who live at my old address still getting prank calls because people think I still live there -- I left there in 1998.
      They hated journalists back then, and those are the kind of people who didn't hide behind a fake name. I've seen shit like this come and go. This is just a continuation to what went on in 1997 but taken to a more epic level. One of those things you know when Tabloid Purposes is out is when the harassment becomes more intense.

::laughing::

"So, I open the book, Dead Sea. Gee, a story about zombies, etc.
     Soon, I find out the main character is a faggot. Why?      What the hell does that have to do with Zombies wanting to eat someone.
     Are you, Brian, trying to ram (No Pun Intended) political correctness down out throats (Again, No Pun Intended).
     If you want to lure your zombie loving fans, please leave out the faggotry, that life style is more disgusting than zombies eating my mother in front of me.

With Love, of course.
Do you also hug trees?"

Whoever wrote this earned themselves a copy of my non-fiction book when it is finished. Dude -- you rock. That is the funniest fucking thing I've ever seen. Someone just got Keene's goat and it wasn't me this time who pissed him off. That's the funniest fucking thing I read. Keene thank you for giving me a new reader, a legitimate one. This is the kind of guy who reads Tabloid Purposes and loves it. I don't think he reads The Turner Diaries because he's not that kind of person. He's too UN-PC for it. To the dude whoever wrote that, what's your fucking e-mail address? Better yet I might have a few copies of Tabloid Purposes IV saved for you when I order the next round of the books one's yours. Keene fuck you man, and thank you for giving me a new reader. Yeah from that message this guy really got to Keene. I am laughing because of it -- I think Keene eats Queerios for breakfast.
      Someone finally got the best of Keene right there. I think it is funny that he actually said it too -- that took some brass balls. I can just imagine him foaming at the mouth at that response and here I am laughing really loud about it here. I wonder if he hangs out in the forums I sometimes post in. I think the guy is an average joe who is voicing the opinion of many which is hilarious. If I had the dude's e-mail address I would thank him for taking the heat off me for while. How does it feel to be called a Tree Hugger? I prefer calling him a pompous asshole. I needed that because it would break up the stress of writing a non-fiction book, and this thing is at about 60,000 words on a 6x9 format. I am going for broke here when I am writing 3000-6000 word bursts. For an asshole who accuses me of plagiarism. I just see the guy who posted on that board as a dude who refuses to suck saten's cock.

You have to be able to write to write a book. Just pasting the word "buttsecks" into a word document over and over doesn't count.

FUCK OFF PRICK.

-Brian Keene

It's like I said, there will be more people like me out there who will tell Keene to go fuck himself. This was just another guy who has the balls to say it, and I will never give Keene a dime of my money. Keene is another McKeeman, except that McKeeman's kingdom crumbled and can't push one copy of his novel. The dude who said that above, I actually follow that advice when I write horror and non-fiction. The non-fiction book has a lot of harsh observations and I will paint a lot of disturbing pictures from stereotypes out there. I will not use the names of the assholes I hate in the industry when I write this book. So yeah I can see where a few are going to e-mail me telling me to fuck off. I am just waiting for his F.U.K.U.'s to start up on me again.
      Keene you've been outclassed by a younger guy, and someone who's got more heart for the genre. The fact I am willing to get published outside of horror and other genres makes me more well versed in other genres such as writing Literary Fiction with elements of horror, but not making the horror element dominate the other parts. There's a method to my madness and you don't get that. The fact you accuse of me stealing from Stephen King, what the fuck -- I have my own voice you dick. Perhaps you and McKeeman steal from each other on a regular basis. I guess you constantly run a round with a loser in a dress. (I had to throw the loser wears a dress thing in there.) Now everyone wonders why I wear regular baggy jeans and basketball shoes, it's because I am being honest with myself and write street level Gothic Horror. There's more to Gothic Fiction than just weepy oversensitive vampire, I like to create monsters and have stories with that "Pal, you're beyond fucked" aspect to it. I like my brand of horror and I Will not change up the style any other way as much there are fuckers out there trying to pass it off as shit, I guess what they're reading these days are a trend.
      By the way TABLOID PURPOSES IV is doing better than this book. Darren -- how does it feel that you're book isn't selling for shit when an anthology about the same size as the book is outselling you. Someone who flat out pissed on your photo, you know you should use that pissed on photo as the cover. This is a note how a lot of writers who hate each other behave. Yeah one of them "tried" to flood my inbox already -- fucken assholes. Don't you fucks have anything better to do? I guess Keene had nothing better to do when he was twenty except for punching kids and robbing the disabled. Final note Keene -- PISS OFF. Welcome to Tabloid Hell, it is a lot uglier than your scorched earth policies.

From this point on, you are either with us or you are against us. There will be no middle of the road. You do not get to be Switzerland. If you insist on walking in the middle of the road, we will run you over. If you insist on being Switzerland, you will be nuked.

March 3, 2001, HailSaten

There is more to me than you see Keene, a lot more. You call yourself the bad boy in this business, there will aways be someone playing the bad boy game a lot meaner. I don't play games Keene, and when I am writing this book I am playing for keeps. You're swimming in a large ocean full of sharks and you have a cut arm. You're a wounded animal Keene. You're messing with another lion here. There's a new lion in the jungle Keene and you have to accept it now. Calling a project that I worked on for six months dripple, it has more body in it than that collaboration you wrote with David Niall Wilson.
      It bothers you that I sold one book, but wait until it happens more and it will happen in the vein of it will be some of your publishers that will be the publishers of them. This is my canned laughter Keene. You're a scared little boy Keene, under that 40 year old man -- you're just a boy. I am coming into my own Keene and you can't stop me. Good luck trying because there is one thing you're going to suceed hard at, and that is failing. Your novels are out of season. You got my signing cancelled in Morris you cunt, in my adoptive home town you did this -- unforgivable. Trying to get me arrested twice when I don't even have a record. I am not afraid of you Keene, I am just waiting for you to actually take a swing at me in person. I am giving you one free swing too.
      To be a good horror writer, you have to be a prick. And right now this new non-fiction book -- not even your best of Hail Saten is safe because a Catagory Five is coming in. Everywhere I walk, a tornado touches down -- I am waiving my hand, "Bring it asshole." I am coming in defense of that guy who hates your guts, whoever that dude is -- I got your fucking back. You talk a big game Keene, but you can't defend for shit when it comes to a real confrontation. No fruits in my work, at least there isn't a fruit in my books. That guy's got a point Keene, you're a follower not a leader. I could see you playing the pied piper leading people into the depths, sure listen to Capt. Douchebag there.

What the hell...

I guess the Other Dark Place are wanting to be dicks about me when I am trying to ignore the asshole convention forming over there. I got a book to write and a deadline to meet with the book being done. I guess they want to get me from writing on it as much as possible because they don't want a book like this to go out there. Contracts will be lost and authors will lose book deals, some authors need to lose their book deals I think. They got a lot to lose when this book comes out and guess they are trying to do that counter-book they want to do because it is in their nature to ruin someone's career. Let a man gain his book sales, and that is all I want -- leave me to make some money on a book. R.J. take your head out of your ass for one minute before you claim parody, it is doing what Susan Taylor and that asshole boyfriend are doing.
    I've been quiet because I want to get this book done and to press. Keene go fuck off and let a guy write in peace. You made your royalities for being a major asshole about railroading someone's projects. Especially you dickholes who go around stealing copyrighted photos and doctoring them up to make them all pornographic. That is libel right there. Why the fuck would you want to libel someone when there is money involved here. You bastards are ruining a career of someone and that is a violation of someone's rights. Yes I am out of the entitlement generation and my entitlement is to my royalities on a book. Even you assholes might think its funny to knock someone around when they're quiet. Piss off and let me get my sales of projects out there. Fair enough?
    Face it you all hate my guts, and don't like the fact I did get legitimate sales under my belt as a short story writer -- true I might self-publish some short story collections, but do I go around ruining sales of R.J. books -- no. Yet you assholes libeled the shit out of a charity anthology -- a charity one for fucks sake. That's worst than pirating the project, and you assholes actually admitted to do that too.
    It goes with the territory with that board, devoted every way in libling the living shit out of projects. Yeah keep trying assholes because you're going to succeed in one thing; what is that you ask? Failing.