New Wall Of Shame Post

I always wanted to make an example out of Sangiovanni for the shit she gave me for doing Lake Fossil Press then treating the first roster like shit because the peers I published in the first anthology have more talent and heart than she does. She lives for discrediting me as a writer. She may have insulted one of her dear friends in the business without even knowing it. Mary kept changing my comments to make me look like her loyal fan and was jealous of her. Well I was never jealous of her, the magazine who ran my nonfiction and I were comparing notes about Mary over the phone and the conclusion she drew about her was "professional jealousy." Mary took a shit on the different path I chose to become a published author.
     She was inclined to warn people away from my company because my "shoddy guidelines" for the anthologies and "criminal practices." I am going to include her e-mail address too so everyone can take turns ripping the stuck up bitch a new one. She doesn't have the heart to go on sites like FictionPress.com to go seek out new blood of writers who are hungry and willing to give it a go as a published author. For the first time on the wall of shame, Ms Sangiovanni. The only way she will be noticed if she was the guest of honor at a Bukkake party. Dammit Philbin now you got me making Bukkake jokes. Whether Mary Sangiovanni or Mike Brendan like it or not -- I am one of their peers. I published a lot of my peers in the industry, not just the young writers came to me when I did the first Tabloid Purposes but I got a few who were a year older than me. The first namesake I had a few writers who were my age contributing. I began to know who my peers are in the business. her e-mail address is included in this hatmail message so play nice. Her text is in baby batter white.

From: marysangiovanni@hotmail.com

I don't have to like you, respect you, or accept you as one of my peers. You are a psychotic, probably closeted, filthy little asshole whose insecurities run so deep that hate is all you know. You are not a publisher or a writer, you're just a miserable little dork that never fit in and you're taking all your impotent anger out on me. (All the publishers and writers I worked with will tell her otherwise.)
       I wouldn't suck that shriveled little pud you call a dick if you were the last semi-human being on the earth because 1) I'd never find it and 2) I don't want your diseases and 3) you repulse me so much I'd rather turn to women than be anywhere within touching distance of you. (This is the lulz worthy comment. She makes a crack about my cock. She can suck it if she wants. Has she even seen me naked? I don't like someone walked in on me and six people walked in on me at my apartment party. Fucking voyeurs. Did she come out a lesbian?)
       You are seriously I'll. A doctor needs to medicate you and lock you away. You need decades of therapy. (There it is -- this is how she fucked herself)
       Don't bother to respond to this. I'm blocking you everywhere I possibly can. Now for the 8000th time, LEAVE ME ALONE. (The aftermath ladies and germs; see the wordpress.com tag where she really fucked herself. She more worthy of Encyclopedia Dramatica than me on this one comment along. The anthology she actively stifled for years -- the wrath of Tabloid Purposes had came upon her. The backlash with this infamous comment became my resolve to end her career. )
       I also have no obligation to put up with your bullshit. Have fun getting kicked off the Internet.

I shared this one with the roster pervert because he jokes about someone should cum in her ass. He is one of the authors who still cracks me up. I respect him and he's got a really nasty perverted sense of humor. I am capable of making such blue humored jokes too, one of those jokes was at Sangiovanni's expense in an interview. She is still extremely pissed off about the joke too calling extremely misogynistic -- I don't hate woman, I love women to tell the truth but there are the few who are just the raging bitches in the world. Mary Sangiovanni has a reputation for being a raging bitch. I made the blue humor jokes at her expense because she kept calling me untalented after the fact I got published and sold my work. I got some holier-than-thou jagoff saying I will never get noticed because the horror genre doesn't care about me. The asshole stealing my characters and titles brag that no one gives a fuck about Tabloid Purposes. Brian Keene is making threats of having all my accounts shut down because he doesn't like when someone is really sarcastic with him and will make disgusting incest jokes at his expense. I told him he had better luck getting his mother pregnant. Keene made a remark saying that he was going to make it hard for my family to hold a job and go after the house as well as making sure the only career I have is flipping burgers at McDonald's. Don't fuck with my personal life, being buddy-buddy with the first woman I dumped a load of cum into and her saying I beat her in a comment edit on her wordpress blog and she e-mails me saying I am a fucking laughing stock. This is coming from my first fuck.
     Brian Keene claims in an e-mail that I am "blacklisted" from submitting anywhere and he wants to silence my digital footprint the fuckhole showed up on my facebook fan page as Brian K. Pacione bragging about a book called GAME OVER: HOW PACIONE ENDED HIS CAREER. This is the second time he threatened my career. He and his fuckwads on The Other Dark Place made a crusade to flag this blog because of the offensive remarks I make about the cocksucking party that is the mass market. Mary acts like I had posted naked pictures of her or found her sex tape. (Both of these are urban legend) Mary had been on a real rampage since she had been publicly insulted. She frequently insults everyone I published and the publishers who ran my work. She used the preview of House of Spiders 3 fro her personal toilet. My career had been the personal toilet for her and Brian Keene. One of my eventual members commented on Keene's blog before he became a member of the roster. One of person claiming who knew me for me for a long time talked about the brutal bullying I got in middle school I get brutally bullied by Brian Keene, the faggot Scott Colbert, the hacks at Skullvines Press (the fucks call my published works Edgar Allan Poe and H.P. Lovecraft fandom. I just happen to echo both writers in style. Gruesome Cargo II was a return to the Edgar Allan Poe delivery. The nonfiction story I am writing as N. A. Pacione has traits of Edgar Allan Poe.

new free read on deviantart.com

I decided to make a new short story available for free to read, you have to join deviantart.com to read it. There are some assholes saying I am not worth reading and acting like ta Fandom Wanks. I was going to submit the story to Morpheus Tales but it got too long, I am working on a new nonfiction story called "The Ward." I got one holier than thou asshole acting like he is better than me because I sold work to token markets. I am making the rounds with Gruesome Cargo II. Feel free to post a link to the story on your blog if you like it or send the link around to a few newsgroups.

Graphic Violence

Chiming in on graphic violence in horror fiction, I've been a practioner of graphic violence since the beginnings of being on the internet. My first story had a sexual mutiliation where the dead body was found crucified upside down and his own severed cock was shoved in his mouth. I recycled that death in A Cemetery Dream again in 2000, but I am now playing with themes of self-cannibalism. That alone is going to be something that will be a bitch to place. I am writing a story as a pen name where the characters make fun of gay vampires. I am looking to make the rounds as Lloyd Phillip Campbell too with some publications, but that will be hard to place because it is a work of metafictional horror featuring the cunt behind the defunct Panic Press. This is the first time as a pen name I had a character named "S.E. Cox" I am thinking of submitting this to BizarroCentral for their magazine but they might turn it down because it is too traditional horror for them. It is the first story I write as him that has references of drug use. This is the first time I am getting some payback for what she tried to do to my publishing company three years ago. Both stories are graphic in the horror -- I am talking Edward Lee graphic. I am showing that I am even more graphic than Clive Barker can be.
        In my other blog I talk about trying to find a home for a story that graphic. I am thinking this might be available on smashwords if I can get an account going there. I have Mike Philbin's infamous pen name make a cameo in the story making reference to Chimeraworld being it is the pages where nightmares are made. Gruesome Cargo II wouldn't be out of place in the pages of the first one. I sent it to TOR.com for consideration and going to write an exclusive submission for Morphues Tales but trying not make it as visceral as Gruesome Cargo II -- story has a lot in common with Survivor Type by Stephen King because of the graphic display of self-cannibalism. The story I am doing as Lloyd Phillip Campbell is equally as graphic and it is critical of gay horror and horrotica. I had this subgenre shoved down my throat by the ex-fiancee when she would read Clive Barker and Poppy Z. Brite, she would say, "Why can't you write a graphic sex scene?" I am working on a toned down story called Fandom Weirdness featuring the character A.J. Poe a character I introduced in The Fandom Writer in 2004. I introduced a character that was his best friend in The Fandom Writer II.
       I link my freebies to the wordpress blog as I post them on AUthorsDen.com. Codexed.com, WritersCafe.org, and Deviantart.com. On Deviantart I go by my first name as my screen name and I use that site to get a wider readership posting the dark literary fiction stories and the articles. I post my more transgressive works over there too. UncleFossil it is the autobiographical and codexed is my nightamres. I haven't had a nightmare to write about on that journal for the longest time but I use that place for writing samples for magazines to check me out. I am trying to find an illustrator to illustrate Gruesome Cargo II if I have to release it on smashwords.com. I am saving that one for longer works. I am trying to get placed in a bigger place to piss Brian Keene, Mary Sangiovanni and the skullvines staff off because the cunts like to edit my comments to pass me off as a crazed fan and a fan fiction writer in the Will and Grace fandom -- fuck that shit, that is gross gay shit. Who the fuck they think I am Tristan Wilde -- the nonfiction faggot blogger on wordpress.com. I will not even look at that gross gay shit. I was glad I didn't include Kody Boye when I found out he wrote that gross gay shit. Bandersnatch Books were all a bunch of flaming male cocksuckers who like to have a load ejaculating in their ass.
       None of the founders on Bandersnatch Books have a legit publishing history selling work to magazines in the small press and their leader Scott Colbert took a ripe shit on my anthology that is a museum in print on goodreads.com without even reading it. He likes to read about vampires that take a trobbing cock up their ass. Colbert is a faggot that needs to find a new hobby than to ruin my publications and sabotage contributors for being in the magazine. He is just mad because I don't look at gay horror for the publication. His novella sucks -- I can do better than that without aeven trying. I don't like to read about graphic displays of men taking cum up the ass, that is disgusting. I find lesbianism just as gross and don't want to read about it. I am critical of the GLBT community because they are corrupting the youth. The reason I refused to look at that content is because I didn't want to go against my beliefs to put an anthology together. One contributors after he was pulled from the book came out as gay and said my career is going tank just before I sold my work to other magazines. These so called writers insult every magazine I was ever published in or sold work to. Skullvines insulted withersin for publishing my nonfiction. I didn't promote the issue I was in with Dark Gothic Resurrected was the inclusion of Kody Boye's serial novella and I am glad I didn't publish him because writes horror with all male romance -- gross man I really didn't want to read that.