did this with a freebie and a print exclusive

I write like
David Foster Wallace

I Write Like by Mémoires, journal software. Analyze your writing!

I ran my freebie Revelations Obscured through it and got H.P. Lovecraft, I ran my print exclusive from Issue 13 and got this result. I posted the freebie on this journal. Now I am curious about this writer too. I am trying to get my anthology going here and got some interesting submissions. I was running the submissions through there to get some comparisons there out of curiosity so I can market the thing. I had to reboot Issue 10 because of the faggot named Marc Lyth, and one thing is this if I see Lyth face to face he's getting punched in his. Some of the stories got Arthur C. Clarke and William Gibson. I am the Arthur C. Clark of horror because of Ghosts In The Tornado. That is very unusual to pull off and found this thing on a few searches. I am working on the nonfiction book right now and waiting for the introduction. I am just waiting to upload the thing from a library.
     I was analyzing the writers in the anthology too to see what I can come up with. It's a curious thing indeed but now I know how to market the anthologies too. I am wondering what famous authors would compare to. The print exclusive story is found in this issue. Now I know how to gauge my work to the famous counterparts, the Lovecraft one is a very strong comparison. I just hope the writer I got compared to with the story in the magazine is not a faggot. The comparative author died in 2008, but I haven't heard of him. He did a book that was about John McCain so there is some hope there -- I am looking to get this because I am curious now, it's driving me crazy with this comparison. The comparative author is originally from New York, but raised in Illinois.
     For those saying I can't write look up their own styles to see who they compare to -- I am kind of shocked that I got this one but at the same time I have to admit it's pretty damn cool. I was comparing my rival authors' styles too to see where I measure up. Now I know why Poppy got worried when it came to me challenging her, she might as well been insulting H.P. Lovecraft when she did that. I am doing this with my other print exclusives too namely the fan favorite story that's creative nonfiction too. My creative nonfiction is like David Foster Wallace and my fiction is like Arthur C. Clarke, William Gibson, H.P. Lovecraft and a female author who appeared with Stephen King. I am looking to compare some of the famous counterparts -- the novel that is the one I created the answer novel to is the one I am curious about. I am getting a lot of this thrown at me because of GAME OVER -- I ran GAME OVER through the thing and they compared me to H.P. Lovecraft so I am curious what the story it challenges would come out to be. They don't do the famous writers having their modern counterparts, but it's the lesser known writers who are getting the famous comparisons. I am posting this from the site where I got it from -- Conservapedia.com. This is the response people don't want you reading. They're going to scream this when they read GAME OVER -- they're going to call that book homophobic because of the portraying of The Picture Of Dorian Gray being urinated on.

"Conservative Christians and other people who strongly object to homosexuality often take offense at this term, which had led to the use of the term heterophobia to describe those who manifest an antipathy to those who uphold heterosexuality as normative or exclusively valid."

I get this because of I uphold heterosexuality as normative and exclusively valid. This is where I call one editor heterophobic. I am waiting for him to get a load of GAME OVER when it hits the streets. I portray a denim n leather vs. PVC world as a good vs. evil kind of thing -- something that Stephen King writes about. Then what some people see with the nonfiction I didn't expect myself to have the comparisons to because of that. I put one of the ex-contributors at odds with me because I challenge the status quot when it comes to genre fiction -- everyone wants to be on that publish the gay bandwagon, I am not going to play that game. I get a lot of flack because of this, and really they can ask me if I care for that matter -- I am not phobic, I just don't want it in the magazine.

making progress

The new story is now 8200 words and looking to top it out at about 8800 words and seeing where I can send it off to. I got that faggot claiming he wrote 15 Minutes Before The 11th Hour but how could he had written the story when I have the master manuscripts here in my files unless he's another David Boyer -- ahem B-thoughtful go after him too. The new novelette is one that I plan to shop around too, and for those looking for some entertainment at the expense of Sherrod DeGrippo I found this on uncyclopedia. I kind of wondered if she had an adam's apple.
    I am beginning to think that DeHippo is AngryInIllinois or something along those lines and another I think it is is another Thomas in the business who got pissed off at my strict guidelines -- the asshole has to realize I have Lake Fossil Press across the bottom of the front cover of Issue 13 and on the front page of the magazine. So I am not about to change the name of my company because some faceless cyberbully thinks it's funny -- well he can give his mother a baby as far as I care. I had to clean out and ban people from my cbox because they are doing things that are really insulting and abusing the thing. The got a ban that is going to not expire and the fucker behind spookyfiction.wikia.com is going to show he's bias towards Sam Cox too.
    When I get done with the story I am working on some more for the journal and another story as Lloyd Phillip Campbell -- and no he is not a fag poet that people are trying to get him convinced of being and that is the work of trolls by other trolls passing a blog around blogging as the fake handle. I will be reporting that blog to wordpress.com saying that I didn't create a blog there nor that I write fag poetry as him either. As Lloyd I write Conservative tinged Gothic Horror that is as hard edged as my own name.

new feed added

Since I have a hard time getting the archive page set up, I am going to have a feed of five entries from http://np1976.codexed.com as an atom feed on this blog for people can read each entry on there -- I have a tagbox for those who want to interact with me on there. I want something for people who come to this blog and read the entries in the feed and some of my works from fictionpress.com are on an rss feed too. If you have a livejournal, I encourage you to do a feed to the journal too to give it some traffic because they do one entry at a time when it's a feed from another place.
     There will be links to each entry individually too on there and they have a zero tolerance for impersonation. So if you have a hard time getting to each entry, this will be an easy way to access them as they are released on the location. I am always working on new entries for that location and it is often updated when I have something that's 2100-3000 words to read and when I get about 20-30 entries I will choose a few from them to make a book for lulu.com. I am doing a few anthologies too and will be announcing them on Blurty. InsaneJournal.com and Blurty.com are the only places I have that are similar to LiveJournal.com left. There was a lot of bullshit on LiveJournal.com and a lot of the bullying I got stemmed from LiveJournal.com.

just written and working on more

For everyone's reading pleasure I give them Grotesque Wanderings -- I got this from reading Reverend Beast's blog about Joe Osteeen. Yeah Osteen gives me nightmares I remember when I would go around Chicago and wait for the train people would draw on his picture making him look like the Devil. Kind of trippy to see but what you see with Grotesque Wanderings is more of my background as I am working on a new short story. The new story is about 3,100 words so far. I am working on some others as well too and while I am doing that I am reporting all the libelous tags I got with Lulu.com. I am going to share the e-mail from Lulu.com about the tags on Dirty Black Winter and A Library Of Unknown Horrors -- I got one of the contributor copies ready for that one and the second to last newspaper I have from the Joliet Herald News -- I will have to photocopy future copies of this for people if they want to see the complete thing as it appears in the paper.

Dear Nickolaus,

     Thank you for contacting Lulu Support and for your patience. I have requested that our engineers remove the inappropriate tags from your product's listing page. You should see them removed within a day or two. Thank you for bringing this to our attention. Your assistance helps us provide a more pleasant shopping experience for all Lulu customers. If you should need any further assistance, please do not hesitate to contact me via return email. Have a great day.
     Thank you,

Brittany W.
Lulu Enterprises, Inc

I love it when they get ahold of me as soon as possible about these sort of things. I have a few projects planned and working on the sequel to the namesake -- there are a few writers who just signed on for this and waiting for more. I am working on getting Issue 13 uploaded but I am at the mercy of my uncle because he's the one that drives in the house. If I can get him to get me up to the library I will have the issue out some time tonight, if not today I am aiming next week -- so the issue will be out before Halloween. I noticed on the artwork of the cover -- the book spine has "Edgar Allan Poe" which is pretty damn cool because I am publishing The Black Cat in the issue.
     I am keeping my story under wraps in there because I don't want that asshole Baupdeth plagiarizing the damn thing. He's not only another David Boyer but he's also slanderous as well -- it may not be far off if he was one of the people who did some of the slanderous tags on the 10th issue and those tags ruin sales of a publication. It is because of them I don't get the royalties for a publication and without the royalties I can't get contributor copies sent off. I have written something on http://nickolaus.deviantart.com that is also in the 2000 word range called The Bully Effect -- those word ranges are coming out like nothing for me for some reason or another. If I really sat down and did a novel I might be able to pull it off using MS Office 2007 since I own a legitimate copy of the program -- I was forced to using demos of the program to write sometimes.
     I wrote the story for the next installment of the namesake for this. I am sending the contributor not only a copy of the anthology but a copy of the newspaper that the book appears in for him to frame it at home. I thought he moved to L.A. in the year since the book was re-released. I am close to the one year anniversary of Issue 12 and promoting Dirty Black Winter hard too. I am working on getting new readerships with the codexed location. The thing about baupdeth is he can't write an original title so he plagiarizes from me -- that is typical of a bully too cyberbullying overlaps with the whole plagiarism thing. I've been a damn writing fool in the past few days I've got the computer home.
     I got about 275 pages in the 13th issue's body alone so the issue will be about 284 pages for $13.98 so the reader is really getting a deal for that amount in terms of a trade paperback literary journal. I am happy I am able to get back to working on the magazine after having to be on a public computer to communicate for nearly three months. I was sacrificing merchandise copies and contributor copies to get them in the hands of newspapers and magazines to review now I can send pdfs to review again. Some dipshit decided to tag my new book "homosexuality" and that will be reported to Lulu.com -- I am not a homosexual. Sorry I am not Andrew Wolter, My name is Nickolaus Pacione, orientation straight male and hate author Poppy Z. Brite. Some asshole also tagged the book "Pedophilia" they need their ass kicked for doing that because they clearly want to ruin a guy's hard work and career. I worked very hard on Dirty Black Winter and I am not about to let some faggot ruin a book.
     Some bastard wants my book to have Poppy Z. Brite's fanbase but I don't agree with her fanbase so I insist that someone ceases from doing those tags to the books because it's giving me the wrong audience. It is something that horrorworld.org would do because they had it in for me from the beginning.

Progress On New Short Story

I reached the 2000 word range with this one and man it is a story I am going to be proud of when it's finished -- I mean House of Spiders and Spectral Exile proud when it gets done. Don't get me wrong I have special places for stories like Ghosts In The Tornado because it got me a readership in the United Kingdom, but this one I am going to aim high with the market to submit it too. I am doing this to see what I can do with it -- God willing. I am shocked I was able to pick up where I left off when the computer needed to go into repair for the motehrboard. I am using my Edgar Allan Poe delivery with this one but at the same time it has the Richard Matheson vibe going for it.
     I am thinking about sending this one to Zoetrope when it gets done, but I don't know just yet -- it would be cool to get something like that placed big. Though it is hard to crack the larger places I've been trying the past eight years to hit the bigger places -- the first place I was turned down from was Book of Dark Wisdom. I hope that none of my friends get mad at the story I call Casting The Stones. I noticed that the story about me from the Joliet paper caught wind at Hellnotes.com. I found this one when I was searching around for the Joliet article.
      I also wrote a new report called The Bully Effect which is on Deviantart.com. I did that after the bullying Brian Keene had done to me -- his bullying is thinly veiled. Though I had put this out in the open -- I did that for people to read to get some background about why I am the way I am now. The reason I grew the hair and the facial hair. The bullying became a social normalcy and that is a disturbing thing especially since the adults are the ones who are also doing the bullying ahem The Crusty Rail who goes and violates copyrights with posting certain articles without the newspapers permission. I had the permission to scan the Courant when it was done, and I printed out the other paper for a magazine out east. I sent my anthology to PRIMO Magazine and looking to send it to the other one that's in Riverside, Illinois.
      I am working to get the anthology noticed by the Italian-American community because I am not too far off from sticking to my heritage. I sent to Primo recently out of curiousity to see if they would do a review of it and document the speaking at the museum. I noticed that the bully Thomas M. had tried to say he hasn't sent anything well he doesn't run Lake Fossil Press though he is going out of his way to sabotage anything I do -- one of the bullies created a fake site called Lake Fossil Films when I don't have a film company and clearly I will not do gay porn if I did. I am looking to do an umbrella company that will be filed as an LLC. I am looking to call it a Trust and this will be the umbrella for both Lake Fossil Press and Writings From The Grave -- the namesake anthology is the second book to be published under Writings From The Grave. Dirty Black Winter is the third to be published like this.
      So with that -- there are two new free reads that came out in the same day one later that night and one earlier that day. I am doing that to keep people occupied while working on the new short story I am writing exclusively to submit out.

.org is live

I am pleased to finally announce this. The domain in some part, is now live, right now I trying to get the gate page looking pretty damn cool. I am sending the submission guidelines of my planned anthology to some newsgroups because it would be interesting to see what kind of stories I'd get for this. I am looking for dark, true stories told from a first person's point of view -- if it is about someone you know, work with them on the story because this might give some chilling insight. The title will not be made public because I don't want pyromaniac or the theif from the British Isles going around stealing it. It is clear that none of them clearly can't come up with an original idea for something of that nature. There is something posted now about the incident that happened over here, but no names of the locals or the region is mentioned in the story.
      It was written last night, but if one wants to straggle into reading the story it's public but the profile is viewed by friend's only over there. I've been doing a lot of stories with the real-life aspect that I've became rather known for. The one story I sent around to a few people as the test story for this anthology is going to be part of it. I will not be working with lulu.com with the main anthology because one author has a class action lawsuit going with them, but I will be looking into a low or no cost print on demand place for this anthology if they let me merge the pdf files for the book first. I am working on a brand new short story and this is in the vein of something Edgar Allan Poe wrote titled Words With A Mummy, well the idea intrigued me enough to look into some urban legends in my area of Chicago.
      I am trying to see if I can sell this story for enough to go into my security deposit. (I am looking for an apartment back in Chicago, I want the Chicago address because it will help with getting something really going there as a publisher.) Well the one story I am working on, I want to make it top out at about 5600 words -- much as the nonfiction story I penned for the anthology project I am pitching. I have a few createspace accounts and turns out they were my ex-publisher with Collectives In A Forsaken Landscape. Well I found that someone also did a listing for Lake Fossil Press trying to say they were In Charge, well when I get the domain fully operational I will be setting the record straight. A few around would say I am libeling the publishing company when I am the one who is telling the truth. I proved the pyromaniac a liar when I did the one video and also dealing with a bitch who goes around calling me a damned retard.
      Well I just love it when I get some high profile encouragement, a writer from my teen years I grew up watching his work on television said he liked one of my nonfiction stories. Coming from him this meant a lot to me, it shows I can carry myself there and do this in a way that can give H.P. Lovecraft a run for his money in the realms of fiction. I doubt that Sammi E. Cox can do a scary nonfiction story if her life depended on it. Being that she lacks a professional publishing history or a semi-professional one for that matter. I have a few stories I am looking to submit out, but the ones I want to submit to I need to plunk down $20.00 just so they can have a look at the thing -- that is the creative nonfiction market for you. It's hard to break into that field. It is hard because they give you a particular subject for the journal and that's about it -- I wish they had some that had no particular concept or theme so I can send the stories to them. My book Dirty Black Winter will have a few of these type of stories in there too.
      A new highly controversial book released (waiting for the proof copy to come home,) a newly christenned website for the imrpint, and still looking for some remaining spots on Issue 13 -- I want to make this one special too because of it's being the anniversary issue. I want to make this at least 240 pages, better still 260 pages. I also want to state that this month is the anniversary of my official website (it grew with me) -- this will show a lot of people coming on here how old that site is, it's from the second era. I still can't believe my website is actually fourteen years old, that's a milestone for a website -- and Lake Fossil Press is seven years old on my birthday while the magazine will be six. The nonfiction project I am looking to do a huge broadscope of scary true stories from a first person point of view. Trying to picture if Edgar Allan Poe wrote true stories as dark as his fiction. What I am looking for is a lot of possibilities for this one, the subject matter is limitless in terms of true stories there. But the no sex rule and the no gay rule is in effect because I want to keep this anthology an R rated project but not a pornographic R.
      As a few dickheads out there claim that I was killed by neighbors or committed into an asylum -- sayin the magazine is closed because of this. I hate to say it that they are in for a rude awakening when the magazine goes to print within the month. I will also do blogs on my insanejournal which is called Psyche of a Bipolar. The one thing that blogspot I like about it is they have a huge tolerance of what can be said, but at the same time it's got this nasty side where people can blatently violate copyrights on stories. As some people have no respect for a man's titles of newly written works -- that is something that Cox showed a blatant disrespect for over the years. When a publisher lacks that kind of respect they will not be around a long time.

Fight Fire With Fire

Right now I am currently doing new material and attending a funeral for one of my blogs, because one author got really pissed off what I said. I have a new story, this one is going to be on me. I don't mention any names, just their personalities in charater. And the last month and few days, I've been majorly tormented by an asshole from Quebec. What's really pissed me off about him is that he would not only personate me, the little dick impersonated and aspiring model. That shows what kind of moral fiber that fucker has.
     He's the kind of person who would knock up their own mother. This bastard was part of a cult called The Church of Subgenius, whatever the fucking hell that is. This fucker earned a spot as a horror target (yes Martin I am going to use your fucking name in the story. You should have never fucked with my family, especially my sister. If anyone in Quebec sees this son of a bitch, call the authories in Montreal. In other words, dick for brains, welcome to hell.)
     This one was the biggest shitbag of them all. You can smell his heart a mile away, because it is a heart of shit. In their perfect world, they want to see me retire and put the pen down. That's not going to happen, and that video I did when I was out in 2008 -- I am going to set the record straight with that. That was at a hostel, not any hostel but the one I would stay at when I am make a four day trip out of it. That proves him wrong, Martin Jolicouer, made the claim that I never leave the house. Aside from going to the doctor. I am actually battle torn by this bastard, especially when he went for the sick photo game -- I already know about tub girl, pal.
     Some people who deal with a crime on the world wide web, some people hide behind not having a name or having a face such as underhill242. I am trying to report this one to AOL because he's abusing their service. I've exposed this kind many years ago, and he's a sock puppet of someone else. Martin Jolicoeur emplys sock puppets. This asshole is like expose the card and THe Crusty Rail. One author murderd my blog, I am on a waiting list right now for another wordpress based blog. I am trying to find out if they can make the press row layout in black and grey. As much as I am self-proclaimed old school webmaster who used to hang out in the computer lab, trying to see who could make the most shocing website.
     I've dealt with his kind, and one person tried to get a media blackout on my ass. Giving up is not an option, nor retirement. What I did in 1999 according to Andy Hogan (this guy is a true gravedigger, I this is what I call the followers of my website who've been good to me over the years.) As of right now, I have a few ideas in mind when it comes to these losers. I wrote something exclusive to another site called Unwanted Publicity, which is the true horror this bastard unleash. You bastards do a canned hunt.
     As some of my friends from Iowa would say, "Stupid people, bullies should never flurish then smear someone everywhere they go just because I got one page yanked -- check this out, the listing for my dark literary magazine is back to the rightful owner. Pull out the video, the liars shut up fast. I got someone on my side there, I might recruit someone to help keep an eye on the listing every now and then just in case there's a goon infestation.
     When that sad fuck called AngryInIllinois, called me at 2 in the fucking morning on my birthday to start shit. So in revenge I posted cell on the listing of the magazine. I was encouraging visitors of the listing to really rip the sad shit a new one a new asshole. Some on here might not be handle the raw language, but been using hard profanity since I was a kid. If my parents wanted to know where I first learned how say "fuck," I didn't learn it from watching a movie. I actually learned this offensive word when I was reading JAWS for the first time.
     Well, moving on. Forgive me for the profanity, but something like this is compared to getting kicked in the soft bits. Being the Encyclopedia Dramatica page is torn down, libeled me really hard. That's part of the reason I had such a hard time selling my own collections or anthologies. But when they do pick something up, they would try to get it in the hands of a heavy metal band to read on tour. So with this bastard, Martin Jolicoeur (keep smiling asshole the next picture you will get is a mugshot looking right at the camera and then looking to your side. Your name will no longer exist and you get called by a number. I know this because my early readership are the prisons.) When this one blogger said I was at the hospital with the police looking over me, that was in December 2008. I was snowed on my medicine, and they wanted me to be alert.
     All in all, the past month I was living out a true nightmare with this loser. What pissed me off even more is he actually impersonated a model who knows someone who met me back when I did my book signing in 2007. Where the faceless is trying to say I need to be locked away someplace, yeah I heard that before I also heard the term vacation in that tone. There are just some things that one doesn't say around someone who is open about struggling with a mental illness. If I get really mad, I will swear and swear hard. Where my listing isn't messed with grown adults just like little kids, yes it's sort of like that. Fucking people!
     For the misconception about going to a Chicago White Sox game for my birthday -- I wanted to go out for my birthday, sort of a tradition I had sine I was nineteen entering my 20s. I learned how to be off-the-huff in high school. One teacher told a student not to bite his head off. I cracked, "Which one." So when I go out like I do, I am just being a normal guy or try to be normal. First impressions are something that's a key and Mr. Jolicoeur be kissing his freedom farewell because he did something rather fucked up.

progress on the new

It will be almost a year since I started GAME OVER, when they get up there I can only write in bursts of 400 words at a time when it gets higher in the word counts. I am still creating the graphics for lakefossilpress.org, and I got my flesh and blood proof for the namesake anthology. Whoever does malicious tags now will have their account disabled from Lulu.com. I brought this crap to the staff's attention and especially when I am waiting for two flesh and bloods of Issue 12, one person decided to do a malicious tag and Brian Keene appeared on anotehr social networking site as "Todd Hollis."
     That was something the cocksucker did when Lulu.com had the original horror message boards upon when I released Tabloid Purposes 2. My new location for An Author's Blog is blog.com. I am thinking about getting a third domain for this blog because it's became something akin to what I had when I had The Ethereal Journal when that was on Xanga.com. It's been two weeks since Wordpress.com took The Crusty Rail and An Authors Blog down because of ongoing conflicts. I just found out how disrespectful and dishonorable Brian Keene is because now he wants to do an anthology called Writings From The Grave, and calling his book Lake Fossil. I am trying to get an injunction about getting this stopped.
     Hate the person all they want, but leave something that's their signature story alone or a website the person been indentified with alone too. I am now thinking of going after his Hail Saten name, but going as "Fuck Saten." This is up there when he had his hissy fit about Shocklines carrying House of Spiders 3. I am going to put this out myself as a two pack book or just include the novella in The Ethereal Gazette: Issue 13. I am still working to get Issue 11 finished up and ready for press. I am still writing up the press releases for Issue 12. I found out that there was a typo in the TOC and went back and fixed this. I will be doing the same with Issue 10 too.
     That flaming faggot, Marc Lyth, took his anger out on Collectives along with the hasbeen Lame Goat Press' Wild Weasel. Anyone who was left high and dry with Lame Goat Press, Lake Fossil Press and WritingsFromTheGrave.com will be glad to help these authors become DYIs. I always believe in the do it yourself ethic because that was something my family instilled on me when I used to help with the home improvement projects at our home in Glendale Heights. At the end of my freshmen year we painted the whole house from a puke tan to a blood red. I remember the old english C on the garage door and we used to have a basketball hoop hanging from it. Until the fucking neighbor's kid did a Shaq and tore the hoop down. This might be funny for Shaq but not for us because a basketball hoop isn't cheap in the 1980s.
     I actually wished I owned a basketball at the apartment because I found out that Justice had the largest basketball court in the south side (over 18 basketball back boards.) I didn't really blog that much from the apartment because I was busy editing and writing at the time. I was editing Issue Four from the apartment and then doing Tabloid Purposes 3. I was working from three computers at the time. I started the current and published version of An Eye In Shadows when I was living in Justice, Shawn was able to save all my files on a CD-R related to that era. It was a Godsend because when I was reworking the namesake anthology, I actually took the master copy of Ghosts In The Tornado and pasted it into the anthology again.
     I am working on a new short story, but I am not saying the title because I don't want that faggot stealing the name and the story. Robert Baupader is anotehr David Boyer, and I exposed him as this. I also noticed he did something unconstitutional when he decided to make my private facebook postings public. They subscribe to this "You have no privacy you fucking crazy person" mentality when I am telling the truth about everything. That is one of the reasons I keep all the publisher's idenities a secret until after the publications are long in print or just released to print. I noticed that the faceless troll calling herself HorrorGal did a malicious review of my magazine's twelveth issue also. I am trying to find out who did she harass to get a copy.
      I also noticed that the everlasting cocksucker, Scott Colbert, also had a hand in trying to sabotage sales of my publications. Does he realize he's sabotaging his friend's sales? I guess someone like that really doesn't give a fuck as long he's going to burn in hell in the end. Same with his allies who go around pissing on other Christian writers when they profess to be Christians. I found out that son of a bitch's last name so I am using it in GAME OVER. There is a death in the novella that I got inspiration from when I used to watch Ren and Stimpy. I told one other person about this one, and I am going to keep it like that for now. Let's just say each death is very aggressive in parts. Some deaths actually came out of the brawl scenes. With GAME OVER -- there are scenes in the story I am going to say hello from the gutter.

Well this is cool.

I got a short story accepted but I am really not at the liberty to speak where it got accepted at. This story is something my IM contacts will know because I used to pass this short story around. It was taken right from the headlines in 2008 about the infamous myspace mom that told a teenage girl to commit self-murder. I am publishing another story I wrote from the same period in the 11th Issue -- I am publishing them in reverse for a reason. I will say one thing that this coming issue will have on 12 that other small press imprints lack, it's two words and those two words are star power.
      I am getting all the accompanying artwork for this issue and one thing is this. The magazine is going to be really badass. I just got done and republished my namesake anthology between editing the magazine. The publication that I am going to be in will be launching me hard in March 2011. The namesake anthology I am publishing the book under Writings From The Grave because it's a history of horror fiction as told in the realms of horror fiction. Anyone wanting to grab this book up can do so by coming here or going to the Lake Fossil Press storefront on Lulu.com. I couldn't get the shoot that I wanted to do booked so I took some new photos when I picked up my Metra ten ride ticket. Meaning I will be prepared for a couple promotional shoots for the issues of the magazine, Dirty Black Winter, and the reboot of the namesake.
      I jokingly thought about doing the pictures in the true black metal corpse paint because I wondered what I would actually look like if I was a black metaller than thrash monger. I did the photos akin to the 2003 and 2002 era of Writings From The Grave and my diary-x journal years pulling out the drab tops and black jeans. One of these photos became the table of contents header of Issue 12. The photos that my cousin took will be used on AuthorsDen.com. I also learned that AuthorsDen.com is interested in doing a vehicle for me as an editor too. I think I still might have a line up for DYERS EVE, and no it won't have that fake femine hygene cover that the loser "AngryInIllinois" came up with. I am thinking of doing the photo that's a homage to R.L. Stine's opening sequence on Goosebumps. I used to watch this show more as a writer studying how to make horror accessible, but at the same time not lose my edge as horror writer.
     What one will see with the story going into the publication in 2011 is one that really shows how ambitious I can get in writing a short story. GAME OVER is that ambitious too along with a new story in issue 12 that's done. When I redid the anthology, I brought in four more current authors and three more public domain entries. I will say this much with that one story I wrote, I am really fighting back against the gossip bloggers and the liar websites like Encyclopedia Dramatica and Fandom Wank. Sites like that contribute to the most teen suicides in the 2000s. I learned of another incident that was in the UK because of bullying. One band is looking to do a song about this, and they were wanting to grab a copy of An Eye In Shadows for some of the source material for this one song. I will say this much of 2010 so far with my work, I might not have many freebies to provide because everything I have is becoming epic in nature.
     GAME OVER is now 33,000 and it's 66 pages right now, The Fandom Writer 2 is 13,000 and climbing from there, then I finished one story I wrote as Mr. Pacione and that one is being submitted around for consideration. That one is about 7900 words. I've been very selective of where I send my work to in terms of magazines. I submitted to an e-zine with the story Misguidance. That story was an online reprint from my days on WritersCafe and that was an exclusive story to that website. The some of the stories in the collection Dirty Black Winter (and no this won't have a naked queer on the cover. The troll put a name called "Dick Sinu" which I think is a fake name.) I've seen these trolls also put the "fan fiction" and something connected to Harry Potter Slash fic. I pointed this out to Lulu.com and they're going to help me remove those tags because whoever is tagging the books this must be getting high on dog crap. It pisses me off when they do this because they're also insulting the writers in the magazine and on the anthologies.
     This same troll decided to get an account under my pen name saying that I kept Boyer in the anthology after finding out he is a plagiarist. In truth I actually took the book down from sale so I can rework the book. I had to copy the .pdf to open office, after 2 weeks and 18 hour shifts of editing. I managed to make it available once again and having ISBNs on all the editions. I am considering of putting this available on kindle. I had to do line up changes on both the 12th Issue and the namesake. The longest story bowed out, and I had plenty of time to remove it. So I had about 5 more authors come in to fill the spot that story left. I will say the issue's body is 281 pages, I am trying to make this the size of Tabloid Purposes IV. The Editor's Lounge section is exacly 6 pages on a 6.14 x 9.21.
     I did a new cover for the namesake's back cover and this one is also one of my drawings too and it's signed as Nickolaus A. Pacione so it worked with the back cover. I borrowed some things from other dark websites and that's the dividers. I really wanted to show that this book was 100% DIY. I take from the punk fanzines with that ethic. Something that Atomic Jack and it's sister mag noticed, they also counted the kinds of horror stories in there. And this would also apply to he namesake. I included my notes as the acknowledgements. With Issue 12 I am ready to compete with newcomers in the small press with authority as what I am doing with these newer stories. I am writing the very dark parts with authority.
     I will say this much about 2010, my readers from FictionPress.com are all now in their 20s. I will have something for everyone in this collection I am compiling in terms of the horror stories. When Angels Wept Blood is an urban fantasy yarn set in DuPage County. God might not have given us a spirit of fear, but I want to approach the subject of fear on it's own terms. But as far as Boyer goes, if I knew in 2007 that he plagiarized the story he sent me I wouldn't have included it. When it comes to horror, there is a delicate balancing act between darkness and light. I will say of the readers of my official website, they come in different religions meaning that includes pagans and Satanists.
     I was actually slated to do my first interview in 1996 with a black metal fanzine in Glen Ellyn. The person who ran the magazine read some of my binder era and was shocked when I told him I was actually a Christian doing it. When Coach put his project out, I wish he did it in 1997 because he approached the last taboo. What he taught me is a faith that's a grittier approach than the watered down kind of thing I encountered with churches that frowned upon heavy metal and horror books. I didn't get rid of my collection in 199-1998, it got stolen when I was hospitalized. I am guessing my former bosses daughter stole them to see if she can get money from the CDS in a pawn shop, and I got my tape collection back without the stronger bands in the collection. So what people will see with my CD collection of the present. It was an accumilation from 1999. My best friend gave me some of his CDs and of them came some of the most unique ones I ever came across.
     I lost all my faith books when I moved back to Illinois given to me because they were trying to get me from shying away from writing horror fiction. If that person is reading this, horror had always been in my blood. It's something I wanted to write for a long time. Last month I celebrated my 20th year as a horror writer and a writer in general. I got a lot of flack for having a dark website in 1998 when I was living in Iowa. One of the daughters of the owner of a place I went to for editing my place when I was homeless gave me the most flack and someone from their family actually stabbed me five times. I was commissioned to design a website for Upper Room Ministries, but the owner of the library banned me from ever appearing in the library again. They allowed me access just one time because I was trying to keep in touch with my family about coming home for a week.
     The churches I got involved with in Iowa really shunned heavy metal music, and I told them I would openly listen to secular metal whether they like it or not. My short story I almost got published with actually came out of this along with a friend's personal history of metal. I was trying to form a heavy metal band in 1996 but everyone was getting into KoRn and Limp Bizkit around that time. They didn't want to do thrash metal with TOOL styled vocals. With these new stories I am doing, I am going to be really living up to my nickname given to me in 2008 and that's The Heavy Metal Author. That is part of the reason I jokingly do a photo looking like a black metaller. It would be a bitch to pull off because I actually have facial hair. I got accused of being a Nazi Skinhead because I used to have a shaved head in 1995. Part of the reason I grew my hair out was to get rid of that tag on me. (I have a drawing of a KKK hanging from a tree, would a racist do a drawing like that?)

more progress

The Fandom Writer 2 reached the 9500 word range. I got a fight scene in there that's sort of like They Live but with females brawling it out. The story I am writing by last name only is 5,000 words. The question will be with these magazines out there is will they even look at a story that's nearly 10,000 words. The novella GAME OVER is about 32,500. When they get up in the higher word counts I have a hard time really get going and go to town on the stories. I am in the process of editing the real Ethereal Gazette at the same time of writing three different things at once.
     I even figured out the occupation of the asshole who made my life online a living hell for seven years. I think it would be funny if they found him beheaded in a car accident and then at the wake they urinate in his open casket. I did an entry on my wordpress.com blog in response of his "fucking joke" remark on his Xanga.com. When I learned his occupation that explains a lot because he deals with a lot of customers, and he got this customers suck attitude. I didn't realize that I was dealing with someone who claims to have gotten a copy of my anthologies without paying for it, well that is equal to shoplifting.
     So with that I am thinking of doing a wikia for the entire blogosphere, including authors who use blogs for their websites and shit like that. I bet the LiveJournal set might want to do something like this. It might prove interesting to do my own wiki site, it will be separate from Writings From The Grave or An Author's Blog. I keep my wordpress blog as a separate blog from the blogspot, blurty and insandjournal accounts. The last of the named is still linked and active. The version of Writings From The Grave on actually went black so I had to move the site somewhere stable for it to grow as large as it was in 2000.
     I had this account on blogger almost as long as I've been with zanga in some form. With that and all trolls aside, I am really making some progress on The Fandom Writer 2 and still writing the other ones in the process. I am getting submissions here and there, but I got a novella submission. The whole thing with that one will cause controversy because I wanted the writer to not use the six letter n-word. I have no problem with people dropping the other f-word because I do drop it on my blogs. That is one thing I like about blogspot and wordpress, they don't censor anything but I wish they closed down The Crusty Rail or HorrorGal's blog because she supports piracy and stole a domain I was trying to get for my anthologies.
     So I will be working on lakefossilpress.org to make it active. I have the Tabloid Purposes section done and got the magazine section don first. I just opened a wiki and calling it after my wiki the blogosphere. Basically seeing who'd be willing to put information about their blogs and published works on the same thing. A few years back I wrote a chilling article about the blogosphere, and it seems that many people got nervous about this article because I am putting the reader's on the spot because many of them don't have a fully functional website or have e-zines that are a complete eyesore in the layout.
     I will never submit to an e-zine that pays about $5 for stories. I actually take the ten dollar sale over a $5 one because I can use the money from the ten dollar sale, and pay for my post office box in Joliet for it. I am shopping around for some magazines that will take one of my stories outside of the genre, since that was something late author Gerald Grimmet enoouraged me to span out from just writing horror fiction. But if one looks at my blog or memoir looking to write horror from someone's life that would be a good start.
     As one wiki states, the more angrier I get the more inspired I get. The Fandom Writer 2, Jesus Freak, Bleed The Freak, The Fandom Writer, House Of Spiders, GAME OVER, and FUCKBEATER were born out of anger, but The Fandom Writer 2 and GAME OVER are relatives. I do have a character from The Fandom Writer getting published in a fictional magazine called IN THE DEPTHS, which was enrtirely something that will have a personally of it's own. As does the issues of the magazine, each one takes a personality all their own at times. Issue 12 is going to be a work ib progess because I am waiting for some visual submissions as in the artwork or photography.
     I got a cool submission for the magazine, and now I am trying to seek out a photographer to help me with my editorial photos. I can't reveal who will be on Issue 11, and I want to keep Issue 12 a bit of a suprise so that is why I am secretly seening out the artist for the covers (as I told a contributor I am trying to make this issue a conversation piece along with my book collection because %45 of the books are signed.

added a new article

Well I just added a new article to my wordpress.com blog, and I wrote this about the time whe I was just about to get kicked off Dark Writers. I will go on record here that I didn't write anything sexually violent in the chatroom. I was getting bullied left and right by House of Horror (I am not going to give the bitch the pleasure of linking her site.) So I did this article, Bully: A Study. I do allow comments on the wordpress.com blog but under heavy moderation meaning I will not allow comments that come from a fake e-mail address or a fake name. I am addressing Jon Pack here too with this particular article because I talk about his kind, I've seen this before when I was running the Goth Community on LiveJournal.com. I saw this in Matt Pathogen.

Progress on a new story

Welll I am working on a sequel to a story, not just any story but the one that they wanted my blood for writing. I am putting the link to The Fandom Writer for those who want to read this one. That story is by far me at the meanest and rewriting the story three times over, each rewrite became more notorious than the original version I wrote six years ago. I can say this much the real person fiction community is going to HHHATTEE me for doing this one. But who cares, I am writing it because I know it needs to be done. I will say this much about the sequel it's going to make me notorious, as notorious as GAME OVER is going to be when it gets done.
     I will say this much with The Fandom Writer 2 -- I am not holding anythining back when it comes to writing this one. I will say this much, I wish James Fletcher took his head out of his ass when he took my words to heart because he was listening to he the trolls too much. So I am giving Fletcher an open invitation to respond to this via e-mail.

Writing progress and more....

Guess who made their appearence on the site I called home five years before all this shit decided to make it's way on the site all over again. Yes the asshole who invoked the harassment of my grandmother and posted the address on a new site.
     Thankfully the admins are zero tolerance about posting physical information on members on the website. Some of his friends weren't exactly happy about this so they posted doctored pictures of me portrayed as some Anti-American sect that burnt American Flags and shit like that and I am going to be posting a comment by some emo bitch about my photography too with a link to her site so the bitch can comment on the post via my e-mail I noticed that some people have NO RESPECT for privacy or for creative properties so I made the destruction of her artwork comment.
     Yes even my psycho-bitch (bubble butt) of an ex-fiancee shows up on this one -- yeah I still stand by what I say about her mother kicking the bucket a few years back on my old blog on xanga.com. That one was the one I got in backlash to the shallow fucks on LiveJournal.com. The cunt that said the one content said she would rather have a LiveJournal than a real website. That's an insult to all the old school web designer types who write with HTML as the coding for their websites.
     The fact she said this about my novella too that shows how Nazi-like she is--it makes me sick when they do that along with harassing my family via snail mail.
     (I got some asshole from Turkey calling me Comrade like I am from the Soviet Union -- hey asshole this isn't The U.S.S.R. The U.S.S.R. is dead and rotting in hell.) Put it like this she's been living a miserable existance in Iowa while I've been busy getting the contributors for an upcoming anthology planned by Lake Fossil Press. I am not linking the jokers who did the fake ass website trying to make the site all faggoty and girly. I am an equal oppertunity asshole -- if I am going to mess with them, they don't have a gender they can be an IT as far as I care.

"Irene Baker" DownwithPVC@yahoo.com

That's great he came in here pretending to be a professional photographer only to have Dominae utterly shatter any hope he had of that.

Now of course he's going to show us all by going back to writing his fire fodder I mean kindling I mean novella. Burn baby burn!

Dominae

It doesn't matter how long you've claimed to be a "photographer" for...Your "work" is actually just snapshots. You're WORSE than those emo kids.

Actually...Some people (unlike you) are intelligent enough to come to their own conclusions about their things. Here, let me dissect your "photography".

Your images aren't colour balanced, your ISO is wrong for every single image...If you are using a higher end SLR camera you're probably using auto settings.

By the looks of it you're probably using an 18-30mm lense and seem to have virtually no interest in working with depth of field. You're clearly not using a tripod, and if you were then MAYBE your images would look less like snapshots. Maybe.

You're using low resolution, you haven't adjusted the camera to adapt for your lighting condition, hence the yellow glow which is created by indoor lighting when the camera isn't set to adapt for it.

That's not all of them either this time around, while working on this novella I got a few harassing e-mails saying they will leak the fucking thing when it gets done or try to find ways to pirate the fucker the moment it gets finished -- I am saving that one for the magazine when it gets done. The fucker impersonating me -- we don't say represent out here, we say based or hails from. Here's from the one I call Fakeione.
     First off, I will never get an e-mail address where it says hairdresser.net. This tool really wants to make an asshole of himself. but one thing that came out of the message boards -- got in touch with an old friend from the mid-period when my website got the most traffic. It seems that "angryinillinois" *knows* how my novella will end (yeah right pal, telling me to retire. Ain't happening)-- I don't even know how that one will end. I got the ones who think I am evil because of my views too on the world -- hell even my own family think my views are fucked up, but they respect me because I am driven by them. This isn't the first time I've been impersonated on a blog, some actually tried to do this stunt on Xanga.com and some cunt created a fake contest just to see if they can sneak into Tabloid Purposes 2 -- one of my friends stopped that dead in the tracks and I am in debt to him for doing so.

Fakeione [nickolauspacione@hairdresser.net]

What do you have against Illinois you fucking prick. Going after me because I represent the 815 -- that's the act of a cunt right there.

This little joker thinks I am dissing my home state of Illinois. I've represented Illinois ever since Writings From The Grave started and going into it's thirteenth anniversary, I am still hailing from Illinois. This time part of the 815 Nation. The fact some of these assholes are trying to hijack threads on different forums like they're saying this isn't America but a social networking website -- I will use those words against them. The fact I haven't skipped a beat with this novella but I have these assholes who are finding the pirated book like it was the published book. It pisses me off when they support e-piracy then play dumb when they are approaced about it. The fact this fake is trying to take my real insults and trying to become me with them, keep dreaming pal.
     The thing that makes me sick with these people giving me shit, they call themselves artists -- when I made the statement about setting their work on fire, they have a similar response to when people set my work on fire or when they doctor pictures portraying me as a flag burner. I already know who did that one and she's known as DatAss, fucking commies get a life.

accepted to AC: Nature of the Cybertroll

The Nature of the Cybertroll

Author explores the nature of the beast, the nature of those who are cybertrolls, and go around posting private information about a person as far as overseas. The language here isn't for young readers.
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The Crusty Rail doesn't want you going to the actual website where this article is published at so I am going ot link this here and now waiting for the damn thing to go viral. I think going viral works with articles too as it did with youtube.com. These kind of sites are the worst nightmares of the online liars who go around posting things about people and gettng those people to believe them.
        The crazy bitch actually posted screenshots of the fucking article too which I am not going to give her the honor of being linked. Fuckers have no respect for copyrights when it comes to that sort of thing. My clout level went up one too which means for every 1000 hits I get $1.50. I am thimking the more I write for this site, I think I might be able to be in the professional circut yet. I write articles here and then I submit out at the same time, use the AC stuff as samples of my actual journalism. This place is the worst nightmare for gossip bloggers.
        I guess this is the ugly nature of the beast too; and seeing that a few of those fucking liar sites will be seeing the articles and not link them because they know the more hits those liar sites get and in turn link the articles -- I do get a performance payment. There is a reason why these liar sites hate these places, and one reason being you can't personal attack people in the article by nane. Though when you do an article like that one above or The Hive Mind. It's bound to piss them off becuase they know you're writing about them without actually mention exactly who they are.
        If you're a content producer they're going to hate you on FandomWank.com, they're fucks anyway who are nothing but liars. You fuckers on Stupid_free who are doing that kind of shit to people, read the article and choke for a while. Those three groups: The Wanks, The Dramatrolls, and The Goons are three of the most unfunny groups I've seen on here in a long time then what you see on The Other Dark Place is just as bad, but what makes them worst is they are playing the political game. The articles posted above are an answer article to the shit posted on New York Times.

I guess this is a new thing for the asshole commitee.

Stealing new stories when the ones are being rewritten or being expanded. Another author told me to expand the thing so I am listening to them on this. I was originally very sketchy on purpose because this concerns real people, so that is the reason I will not use names in stories like The Room Mate or Damnation Observes. For christ fucking sakes let a man finish the stories and try to let them make the rounds to different magazines before you go around pirating books -- I bet you bastards pirate movies too if given the chance or keep pirated copies of the movie when it just comes out.
      It's the glorfied Sodom And Gomorrah who do this and believe me they are the ones wanting to be remembered but they will be forgotten by the time they turn twenty. Saying that I will be forgotten, I have one thing to ask -- would you want to bet money on that. I already got a betting pool of my own and ponied up the $20.00 to get the pool started. I am not going to take the bait from a sixteen year old male / male slash writing brat. I am just busy trying to get manuscripts done and got a paying editor gig I am doing which finally got that done. The very thought they are pissed about the idea I am publishable.
      I guess Sabledrake needs to take her head out of her ass because all she smells is shit. 41 year old twat thinks there isn't room for a Nickolaus Pacione in this business. That if there were a bunch of Nickolaus Pacione styled writers out there and getting published, that would be her nightmare come true because she writes Harry Potter Slash. I am a slash writer's worst enemy. Believe me when I learned that Boye wrote that shit thank god I didn't have him in Tabloid Purposes IV because he would have tainted the series with his faggotry. The sad thing that people like her shove the Liberal Agenda into the industry so often and when I see more liberal minded people taking over this business it pisses me off all the more. I write science fiction in the near-future so it will allow me to criticise it with a perspective that rips their balls off from a safe distance. The very fact fucks like Sable Drake would go around downloading torrented books like it is favorite past time of hers. YEah I want to see her get pissed off about this kind of post. I think people like that are all over the industiry and just like her there is a cocksucker who stole my photographs and doctored them (violating every copyright imaginable.)

Fuck off Beresford

She's still fingerfucking herself with her dead brother's asshes. I guess she's mad because the company I notified about her domain, she said I was lying about my picture being stolen well I wasn't lying because I can throw up the very picture it was she used for the domain. You're not supposed to do that Rusty Nail. I guess you fucking your other personality in ExposeTheTard. Going around making snide remarks and driven to see me fail even when I have some minor success with a few short stories here and there. She's going to learn an expensive lesson not to practice defamation of character even the asshole who now owns Encyclopedia Dramatica been fucking his dead relatives in the process. I guess he thinks it's perfically fine to spread lies about someone in a public website, encouraging people to load up pictures of children too -- I am thinking people like him jump online contributing to people wanting to kill themselves. I guess the dead relative fuckers get off on that sort of thing.
        Just because I jumped on video that doesn't mean Rusty Nail has to make my life a living hell everywhere else now. Rusty NAil do you have a life? I guess not and now it is time to take all your activity you do online to the place you work at. Is it worth getting yourself fired for doing this shit? It is things like this that make me not contribute to the Preditors & Editors legal fund. I guess she's beyond piss with the domain being non-functional -- suspended lady. Fuck you bitch, get a fucking life. You're 47 years old for fuck's sake. You acted like you never really got out of high school. That is why you don't want people owning my work unless it does get pirated, you're a fucking cunt who gets off on destroying people. You're a stalker for doing it.
        The bitch said so herself in her own real website that she's unremarkable so she goes creating two shitty ass websites that smeared on people who've had made some solid accomplishments and doing so on their own terms. Face it lady, the Revolutionary War ended and you're starting to do the brits vs. Americans again all over again. Supporting authors on The Other Dark Place who proved themselves to be assholes. You're nothing but a shitheaded pissblogger. You know why you created nickolauspacione.com to make sure I would never be able to get a domain in my own name and I noticed you gave Benny-Fag the same idea too. What are your biggest ambitions in life besides make my writing life a living hell. I am busy writing three manuscripts at once here and thinking which one to send off where, but as far as you fucks are concerned you are hellbent to throw a monkey wrench in each of those plans, and I also know that Black Death Books is ran by Todd Karen Koehler. They might claim that she's an employee but there are two employees there and they also run the place.
        It seemed like when you're a writer, it seems like maturity among authors have gone out the window ie they hide behind fake names and fake pictures to start trouble with someone. I am not hiding behind fake names or a fake picture. One thing that drives me is my honesty. When I go video it is an extension to my honesty I have an easier time putting ideas to paper than I do when I go video. So there is nothing scripted there. Everything I do with my youtube.com channel is very unscripted. Would be nice if they allowed longer videos though as in up to 30 minutes again.

Updates: An Eye In Shadows

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53,104 / 95,000 (55.0%)

Every novelist seems to have one of these items, I guess this should work for every writer who is doing that lengthly book too. I attempted to have one of these before but now I am going to have it now so it can help me gage what I wrote on this book. I can just imagine some are either trying to spread many lies about me right now and it is unbelieveable that they're willing to do that. Bastards who have no life if you ask me. I am going with an all black cover of this book -- no about the author here because this book is basically an about the author in a backdrop basis. I am truly thinking about putting this book out with Lightening Source directly. I can imagine what Ms. Temper Tantrum is saying right now wondering who gets libeled or slandered the worst in the book. It's not like I am writing that book that Susan Taylor and her boyfriend got drunk and were writing between sessions of eating peanuts from each other's shit.
      I guess there are many who are going to do everything they can do within their ability to stop a book like this from being published because it is the kind of book that will ruin some careers in the process as one person said. The damage to them is not reversible.

thrown off Journalfen.net -- big fucking deal

The owners of the place are dicks anyway and they get off on stealing characters that aren't even theirs. I personally did nothing to Brucha Meyers first so I am going to address her here by saying what have you done that is so noteworthy besides take a collective piss on my name. If you want to beat me at my own game, then create something that you can truly call yours. Instead of going on and stealing characters from The X-Men, and by the way does Marvel know you're stealing from them? At least I am getting paid for my stories I write now. What's your excuse? I personally want the bitch to say exactly what she's saying about me online to my face. How fucking dare you call The Fandom Writer fan fiction? Yes I do plan on expanding the original version of the story, and make it a lot more offensive than it was when it was first written. The moment that An Eye In Shadows is finished and published I will concentrate more on newer short works.
      In fact Brucha, I challenge you to create a story that is entirely yours, and I will even publish it in my magazine just to prove a point. Just the kind of person I am, I am a sporting person and you're a heartless bitch. No stolen characters and no acts of copyright infringement then maybe I will judge you on that than the fact you steal with a word processor. If anyone are the wannabe writers, its both you and your asshole friend of yours Jim Smith which both of you are both comic book geeks who steal characters from your favorite comic books and write unauthorized stories. I expect this from people who are teenagers, not from dipshits who are both thirtysomethings. If you two assholes write an original fiction story and get it published in the small press level I will not rail off on either of you again. But of you keep discrediting me in public both of you I will say, your asses are grass and I am the lawn mower.
      I bet my entire fiction writing career on the fact both of you can't come up with an original plot and have 100% original characters. Come on you know you want to show me up on this one, I want to see you assholes try. You want to start a rivalry with me then you're fucking with the wrong person especially if you're local. I'd rather write original fiction and publish with lulu.com than steal characters write fiction with them. You can even get your new "friend" at The Rusty Nail to publish your fiction. Since you like to discredit me nail let me see if you would do it without stealing my content or berate me every chance you get -- you can start by publishing these two fan fiction wanks. I want to see what they are truly capable of -- try me mother fucker. Try me.
      Really I want to know what you two assholes have done that is so special, come on assholes you know you want to comment on this post and the form is posted below. I want more than a one sentence post, and an intellegent comment. Challenge my mind and make me think -- the fact that Brucha is a Militant Leftist makes this even better to go at it verbally with her. The Other Dark Place -- I know you assholes are already chiming in so stay the fuck out of it. This is an old score. Riser this includes you, fucking punk. This is an old score that I am settling and this has nothing do to with you wankers. This is a call out from a jouranlist to fan fiction author. I want to talk to you from original fiction author to fan fiction writer here, and to me you're nothing but shit at the bottom of the barrel.
      Both of you remind me of an asshole who was named mr. grand marshall a few years ago. The fact he got paid more for masterbating on fan fiction novels than coming up with original fiction will make me even more pissed off. I got more talent than all three of you put together. You accuse me of not being a talented writer, tell that to the magazines and the publishers who bought my work. You're both not even farts in the wind as far as I am concerned, but enough to be a pimple on my ass and I will say this -- go fuck yourselves, both of you. I guess doing threads like this shows what kind of shitty life you have.

More fucking hate mail.....

"dear diary:

we cannot let this sick unstable man write that book, so i propose we pool our resources and our money together and write a little book of our own. the book will be fiction, based off non-fiction events, and take place in Morris, IL. the book will be about a man writing a book! yes, the main character is mental and happens to be writing a book and trying to railroad careers, but at the end of our book --- better written, too --- he goes nuts and the fiction becomes a tragedy in the likeness of Shakesspeare. yes, diary, you see in this book, he is the pawn."

-- valentinevegen

Sorry asshole I have no plans in killing myself anytime soon. I began to notice the asshole commitee decided to try to railroad me on a few different forums so I had to go back and make my presence felt on the communities once again. They are trying to cause a lot of LameJournal style meltdowns. The nonfiction book is being written and yes it will get out there. If you want to stop me from writing this book I am taking bribes. They can be sent to me via paypal and it has to be a high enough bribe to do it -- none of these $10 bribes either.
     As for Fagstine, I am going to keep writing that non-fiction book and as what he said there will be a lot of careers turning to shrapnel when this book is done. I am just waiting for the rogue's gallery to go fishing around for clues at how much I have left on the book. There are people harassing every magazine that I published in on top of it -- leave them out of this.
      Harassing publishers or the magazines publishing a story of mine. Not cool. If have a score to settle take it up via e-mail instead of doing a rogue's gallery of blogs, libelous websites, or forums the rip me apart without giving me a chance to say my peace -- fucking losers, and get a fucking life. I am concentrating on this book and yes I am more driven to get the book done sooner than later but yes I will get this book finished. There is no webrage here just want to get this book finished. You assholes have your books to sell -- let me sell mine.
     Make your bribes all you want because all you're doing is paying for the ISBN for the thing. I know that you're the people behind the posts that flame on me from one forum to the next stirring up old shit -- Ahem, The Other Dark Place and The Rusty Nail. Dagstinte, keep trying to ruin everything I do because I see only one thing that is going to happen. It will get out there even more, and I will start even more imprints to do it. This non-fiction book will be written.
      All of you are doing is suceeding in one thing and that is pissing me off. Assholes, what gives you the right to do a counter book to the non-fiction book.

"Another thought...WHAT is he putting in this loosely defined "nonfiction" book [no, don't do a blog about it N, I don't care THAT much]...I mean all he knows is the crap that he imagines has happened...hell, we could scrap up all that dirt just from archived ODP posts and write a book to RIVAL his book...write it, wait for his crapfest to be "published", and then BAM! The NEW tell-all nonfiction book that HWSNBN didn't want you to have!"

-- Crazed Hostage Taker

I can tell they want to do a counterbook. the classic thing that Dennis Rodman's ex-wife pulled. This book I am doing originally started as a counter book that Dan Fox and his bitch of a girlfriend wrote about my family. Remember that bullshit that started the TruthAboutNick blog? That book is still there and they went and shelled out the money for an ISBN just to take a steaming piss on my name in print. This book I am writing there is nothing parody about it, in fact it will echo a lot of the bullshit going on these days in the business. The dirty shit that goes on behind the scenes so to speak.
     Yeah they're jumping a shark with the idea of doing this counter book. I am not paranoid about this because I do look at the other boards to see what's going on. Keep running your mouth -- all you're doing is giving me more fuel to write about either way. What they're planning is a crock of bullshit because the project exists. Yes the book exists and it is hanging over your collective heads.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.