the others are more updated

More often updated are A Publisher's Confessional and An Author's Blog; I've been busy moving shit into CreateSpace.com and going through my files along with new material too. The new material is haunting as hell too to boot. I am looking to finish an anthology and get another filled as fast as possible because when October hits I am planning a 25 year anniversary event for my writing period. 18 years as Writings From The Grave and nearly ten years as a video blogger too. I've with you guys on blogspot.com as long as I was with Diary-X.com in their original run -- you can see occasional reviews on Psyche of a Bipolar since I returned in 2014 after a year hiatus. The challenge I issued on Linkedin.com is the Lock and Key Challenge for short story writers who can do 3000-6800 words and see how fast I can fill a 180 page volume and this will have public domain artwork. I am training a classmate to be an editor and I will walk her through getting a new e-mail address and establish a blog account for her on DreamWidth.org so I can teach her how to use what I use with InsaneJournal.com. FictionPress.com has a few freebies I wrote back to back. I am fan funded with my channels on youtube.com so ultimately I can go on assignment too as I am planning something very unique for 1000 subscribers when I get them -- full length video blog as I will host this as entry on InsaneJournal.com as they have the html based cut tag. My testimony is published if you want that as that's linked from An Author's Journal.

Don't Call Me A Rapist!

Post by Nickolaus A. Pacione.

Post by Lake Fossil Press.

follow me on tumblr

I will update the blogger more often but I am more active on tumblr.com because I know how to embed videos and allow guest video blogs on there, guest bloggers on An Author's Blog are welcome but the e-mail address for guest blog submissions are nickolauspacione@aim.com (send them as a .doc or .abw attachment and keep it between 2200-2400 words. Along with your facebook or google+ profiles.) My domain is down so my presence is now on AuthorsDen.com and Codexed.com for my freebies. But tumblr is where I am candid and uncensored though. I can say something really offensive without getting in deep dodo for saying it and no one complaining when I do say something offensive too either. I have added a few things to my codexed.com journal, and pulled out some old drawings I located as well along with short stories I thought I had long been lost.

new free read on deviantart.com

I decided to make a new short story available for free to read, you have to join deviantart.com to read it. There are some assholes saying I am not worth reading and acting like ta Fandom Wanks. I was going to submit the story to Morpheus Tales but it got too long, I am working on a new nonfiction story called "The Ward." I got one holier than thou asshole acting like he is better than me because I sold work to token markets. I am making the rounds with Gruesome Cargo II. Feel free to post a link to the story on your blog if you like it or send the link around to a few newsgroups.

while I flesh out two works

I am going to post something that will give these fag macabre writers a run for their money -- I can be just as perverse but more personal with it. So I am linking a personal dark entry from codex.com -- it is titled 21 Days. I am working on a novel that is a true tribute to the horror writers who are fathers and son, Richard Matheson and R.C. Matheson, Stephen King and Joe Hill. Those are the four I call to mind here -- Joe is going to influence a lot of writers like his dad does. He is his father's son, talented and imaginative with his approach to horror. I read the bonus short story in Heart Shaped Box -- I will be reading the novel soon. A few writers I appeard with cite Joe Hill as an influence on them. The new short story I am working on is going to give some of the more perveres horror writers a run for their money. It is not erotic horror -- I will never write that sort of thing but it would be my first forray into writing body horror. I always thought about writing that sort of thing for a long time, I did it with Bite of the Spider and lookming to publish this kind of horror when I do my real person horror anthology for creatspace.com. I have the guidelines posted and I will not look at male male romance because it is disgusting.
     I am sick of that kind of literature flooding the market -- I don't want to read about two men kissing each other or two women kissing each other, I can see people screaming at the computer calling me a bigot but I am a regular guy and think that is repulsive. I find it morally wrong. It is too much flooding the market and it is flooding the speculative fiction market. That is what I was talking about when I said no alternative romance in the pages of Tabloid Purposes. When I saw the preview of the sniveling brat's novella in the magazine I appeared in I was thankful he wasn't included in the pages of Tabloid Purposes IV. I get pissed off when they flood the inbox with message saying, "take me out now" and he was towards the middle, at the time he was just fourteen and trolling the Lulu.com message boards. I don't want to see anything gay lit for submissions to my anthologies or the magazine -- I am a born again Christian I don't agree with it and will speak out against it. It is not God's desgin for a man and another man to marry nor a woman and another woman to marry. I believe firmly that marriage is a scared vow between one man and one woman before God. The novel will have this aspect -- I am trying to play down the inspirational stuff but focus on the genre nods. I am looking for a genre publisher for the novel when I have it done. I am actually thinking about sending it to Deadite Press. If I co-write with a writer I will send to Bizarocentral.com.
      I have I I got a lot of flack and criticism for my no sex policy. I had a lot of sex with women just don't like writing about it -- I don't fuck and tell. I already did the sex and horror type fiction -- I even wrote a sexual mutilation in a story where the guy has his own dick cut off and it was shoved in his mouth as he was crucified upside down. That is something that put me up there with the writers on The House Of Pain. I am capable of the transgressive fiction like Bret Easton Ellis but I am not influenced by him. I wrote a story like that n Dirty Black WInter called FUCKBEATER a psychological horror story where one of the characers get their throat slit with a papercutter. I am capable of very dark and psychotic takes of traditional horror -- the straight version of the author who wrote Fight Club. My memoir has about as many fights as that novel. The new story I am working on might end up having a couple fainters if I read it live. That would be the funniest thing seeing people faint from me reading something really graphic -- the imagery of cockroaches crawling in human flesh might get to some people.
      J.M. Heluk noticed muy extreme stuff in 2002 when I was posting on a site called Thought Cafe.co.uk. I am one of the heavyweights in the small press macabre being I can do the truly macabre work where I would make me vomit in the mouth a little bit when I think about it -- I don't portray someone masterbating in a story but I play around with a concept Stephen King did in Survivor Type. The new short story is very depraved for me -- it is a sequel to the short story that broke my journal on diary-x to having a following because of The House of Pain appearences. I appeared there three times -- Dirty Black Winter will have the entries of mine that appeared in the final edition to carry fiction. I met a lot of talented writers on The House Of Pain some are too depraved for me to personally publish but I will refer them to a market that publishes that sort of thing. I suggesed to one writer to tone it down because he wanted to go pro with his work. I am just in the last three years writing extreme material again, the novel is a little moodey with the darkness in there with colorful characters. The short story is very dark like Richard Matheson's Hell House. I am doing a story that has the dark surreal yarn but having my macabre traits -- I am using some fetish imegery for this one, sort of making Marique De Sade puke in his mouth a little bit. The new short story I would send to Deadite Press if they were putting together an anthology. They pulbish cult horror. Dirty Black Winter could had been something I might had submitted for publication there but theyu might not allow The Fandom Writer as the lead story. There are a lot of people in the business that save the most backlash towards The Fandom Writer. Nine years later they still want my blood over this short story. I penned a controversial classic. I did the really dark stuff without being perverse or depraved -- keeping it PG-13 for publications but the new story is an adult horror story.

policy posted on fan fiction

I am detailed about fan fiction guidelines of my work and will allow it for Lake Fossil Only with the condition I get to publish it in The Ethereal Gazette. I am doing an anthology of real person horror featuring me as a character but I ask contributors to read Namesake II for the model story to this idea -- I want them to be straight up balls to the wall scary horror. Nothing sexual or slashy oriented -- I don't want to see male male romance, female-female romance, female female erotica, no trans shit either, or male male erotica. That is gross. The memoir is the source material for the fan fiction stories based off me, I want them written in the vein of Richard Matheson and Richard Christian Matheson. Intelligent and surreal is what I am looking for with one story being features on the blog with a page dedicated to the best story overall. I am not looking for anything resembling Andrew Wolter or Poppy Z. Brite. But I want stories to feel not out of place on Mike Philbin's anthologies he published over the years. I want the writers to be creative and have a full range of creativity with the dark subject matter. My trademark style is using real haunted places -- akin to In The Reflection Of A Lens. I am looking for help to format the book to publish it on creatspace.com but I am looking to work with Lulu.com -- my strict guidelines for the magazine are in effect for the anthology and the size I am going for is 260 pages. Think the publications I put out in the past and what I was featured in for examples here -- the suggested reads will be posted on this one blog entry too for those looking for help to get ideas for the stories. I am looking to pitch the anthology to fanfictio.net since I joined there nine years ago to play around with ideas that are unique to me but sneak great deals of originality in there--I got in trouble for being too original for fanfiction.net.
       I want to work with another editor to make this anthology work, something that needs a collaboration between two editors to make it happen. The weirder the stories and more surreal -- the better, I write with a lot of surrealism like Mike Philbin but it is more toned down. I am working on a short story right now that is another sequel and looking to send it off to a paying market. I am trying to convince Jordan Bobe to be the co-editor on this project because it's got some of the traits of Darkened Horizons: Issue 3's closing story. I can hold my own with Gabrielle Faust and Kevin Lucia in that anthology but that one had a lot of egos -- none of the writers involved got along except for Colin who appears in The Ethereal Gazette as the closing writer. I want to do something that has an oil painting for a cover like the namesake 2 has. I have the rules laid out for the masses here -- and want everyone to be on the same page when it comes to this pet project as an anthologist. I want to work with createspace or Lulu.com on this one. I want to publish the book in a 5.5 x 8.5 trade paperback. I want to do this as a print only anthology -- but I want to co-edit a kindle or nook only anthology too with another editor who can operate software on a desktop computer. Laptops are good for writing but when it comes to editing a publication it is hard as hell.
      I know my fans well in the business, they like to kick peoples asses -- they fight, drink beer, smoke cigarettes, pissed off and intelligent. I stole one of Poppy's fans with Library of Bones -- so I am looking for fan fiction based off that short story. It was published on HorrorMasters.com and it was one of my stronger stories I wrote in 2003 -- it got noticed by Nicholas Tillemans. I am looking for that kind of dark but not perverse. If you want to collaborate on the stories with another writer that is fine. I welcome collaborations. I published a collaboration between two brothers and they are billed as The Davis Brothers on the TOC. I published a writing team on The Ethereal Gazette: Issue One. I want to do more with collaboration teams as a publisher. I am trying to do this real person fan fiction anthology as an excise as an editor to train my eye to those who can stay faithful to my visions as a publisher. Tabloid Purposes broadscope was twisted horror and mind-bending Science Fiction but accessible enough to the teenager to shock their parents -- I wanted a cover where the parents will say, "What the fuck are you reading? At least you're reading books and not watching TV all the time." I like weird and surreal -- but nothing too pervers. I am co-writing a story with one of the contributors on the namesake one's reboot. I will be writing the introduction for this anthology where it will pay tribute to Richard Matheson and his influence on the writers in Tabloid Purposes IV and my story in the namesake one. The model for the fan fiction anthology is my story in namesake 2. I want nothing that would fit in the queer horror anthologies that are published out there or the erotica anthologies that are published in the small press. I want inventive not sleazy.
       I noticed that slash writers are little sleazy--and that is why The Fandom Writer seems to piss them off. The story is a swipe at Poppy Z. Brite in 2004 when I first wrote it -- I submitted the story for a contest but the judge was the editor of Queer Fear. My anthologies was the straight writers answer to that trend. I wanted writers who are straight and Christian. I was blessed to worked with Christian writers from the very beginning but I want something that wouldn't be too out of place in a bookshelf along side Frank Peretti or Ted Dekker. I want an illustrator who is talented as A.P. Fuchs illustrating this anthology but helping me design the covers on photoshop because I want to have the cool spine layout. I am thinking of making the anthology available on cafepress.com but they don't have the size I want for the anthology. The thing with working with Creatspace is you need a pdf blender to put the pdf's together into one document. That is what I like about Lulu.com they do that all for me. I just need someone to help me design the wrap around covers to make the anthology seamless. I want it something cool that I can see what people do with me as a character in a story -- but make the story original.
      Tucker in Chimeraworld so Mike gets some attention for his anthologies -- give the books supernatural powers. I want the stories to be genrecletic. That is Mike's term. I want a dark delivery that belongs entirely to the contributor. I am looking to run this through some channels and have working titles going in my head for the anthology. I might enlist the Tabloid Purposes roster to look over the stories with me -- I want to borrow a trait that Kaplan did when he edited Emanations having more than one editor working on a project but one editor calling the shots who stays or who gets cut. I want writers good enough to invade Clive Barker's website like I did 13 years ago. I linked up the short story that did just that when I did a wall post on facebook.com. I am promoting the anthologies I did and appeared in hard on the groups. It is hard to get contributors who are keen to a vision you have for an anthology but when it works it works. I was blessed to work with as many writers as I did over the nine plus years as a publisher -- I have been a publisher almost as long as A.P. Fuchs -- I was lucky to work with him to illustrate Faraday Nelson's short story in The Ethereal Gazette: Issue 12.

I dated a psycho

Looks like Melany is at it again with me on goodreads saying that my son will never find me and she was sucking off Brian Keene with one of his rants at me making fun of my single life. He goes as far as to mock my publishing career back then, but now Keene put a truce out there because we been going at it for eight years. He should had not gone in the defense of Darren McKeeman though because McKeeman likes to bully people and create fake accounts. She befriended one of the plagiarists who tried to pass GAME OVER off as theirs. I will say this of Melany, I used to love her but now I wish she can go to hell. If you're going to fuck her please be kind and put a bag over her head first.
     If I saw a picture of her in 1997 before I met her I would not had made the trip to Iowa. I was told to go by mutual friends of ours from firefly because she was trying to contemplate killing herself. She was too much trouble than she is worth, now she wants to try to steal The Storms Of Armageddon for one of her titles that she is writing for the novel writing contest. I was planning to have GAME OVER for that but I couldn't get the bad boy done in time. She is supportive of the impersonators on twitter, I wonder if Keene knew about that and the fact that Melany might do something akin to what David Boyer did. The stunt she is attempting to do is something that was egged on by Janrae Frank's publishing outfit. They should remove Janrae Frank from Wikipedia for being a self-publisher if they deleted my page for this they should do the same with hers.
     As for Kevin Lucia following the fake, I have to say this of him -- started out a nice guy until Lawrence Dagstine pointed out he was playing both sides of fame. Melany became a horror target when I wrote Media Darling for Emanations. There are a few who are crapping on the book because of my inclusion on the anthology. I am still writing though as much as some people try to defame me and all of that. Lieder was one of the people who did this by tagging my books "gay erotica" and "gay sex" -- my books are not Queer Fear (I am taking a shot at Micheal Rowe here in his part on the comment about Keene's rant about my craigslist personal ad I took out on there.) I am happy to say I will have a date, and she is a woman from my past (the sister of a previous girlfriend.) I dated since Melany left me, and she smells like a fish taco. No matter how much she showers she smells like a fish taco.
     I am going to keep wise cracking about the ex on here because what stunts the fat cow pulled on goodreads.com. She caused me to lose the account the first time and now I am back on there using facebook to login. I am happy to be back there now and you can track me as napacione there. The only thing Melany is responsible for and she can have this is giving me the face to my website on the internet in 1997. I tried to do video in 2002 but the technology wasn't quite there yet to do it. I use tumblr and insanejournal.com for my vlogs, and submission calls on insanejournal.com. I am also addressing the one called FoxyGothicUnicorn because he got his head up his ass. If he is defaming me why doesn't he show his real face instead of doing this shitty videos and uploading them to youtube.com. What makes me sick is Melany had been talking with them and became fast friends with some of them too. She belongs in a zoo if I am the one that needs to be locked up. I think Melany is obsessed with me failing for some reason, this will piss her off -- what if our son wants to go to the Poe Muesum and check out the library of the museum. If he goes there, he will see what I look like and haven't really changed much since he was born in that sense meaning I still have long hair. She tried to change this about me and didn't like the fact I did smoke, but that was part of the package. Saying that I am abusive, she was the one mentally abusive. I never raised a hand to hurt her in any way but she turned around then punched me when I made the catty noise.

A new free read

This one is also tossed up on InsaneJournal.com but you can read it on Deviantart.com entirely for free. A new video will be produced later tonight to go with the article and the one that was published on Associated Content. The short story I mentioned is finished and now trying to shop the story around. I might not intended it to have a similarity to The Monsters Are Due On Maple Street. but it will have that vibe behind it. Trying to picture that particular story in the age of the blogosphere. Well I found what the honorary queer's blog had to say about me.
     The new article was very pointed towards Brian Keene and his recent rant about Tabloid Purposes, making fun of one other publisher who took a similar stand to the one I took. I am very pointed with the article towars the jackholes who went and penned "mock fiction" of my work trying to make it look like it is faggoty. What's sickening about that is that Karen Koehler actually goaded them to keep going, but I have to bring out a dirty little secret here about her that I learned from finding another website. This was found in my research when I was writing House of Cards.
     The dirty little secret is she writes Vampire Hunter D fan fiction (that's right kids the "Golden Girl" writes fan fiction.) The story that is up there I wrote was from a buddy's notes about a character he came up with. I was trying to write it for how he would draw it up. That's a dirtier secret than her owning Black Death Books. This puts her in no place to be blasting my non-fiction book because I think she was found out in the book that one scene I had coded was ripping on her. She can run for her life but she can't hide from that past. At least when I did things on there, the characters were public domain or my own.
     That's what happens when you post libelous things about my family and malciously review a book that was pirated. I guess that is the kind of thing that Pathogen enjoys reading fiction by authors whose characters they got no ownership over. I've watched what these mid-list cabals had attempted to do to my company in the past two years, but I will keep going with it. There's nothing Keene, Koehler, The Crusty Rail, ExposeTheFuckstain, or the Goon squad has to say or do about it. Nothing but a bunch of 4chan bastards. All your base belongs to me assholes.
     The monsters really are coming to Maple Street now when I make this observation if they haven't came already. All of them are collective trainwreck no matter how you look at it. They are long ot be looking at what I say now as being public enemy number one now, but I appeared in the same magazine as Brian Keene (get that fucker, we're linked by a magazine.) I want to see the chumps rebuttal this for a while. Especially the bastards who are on Stupid Free. Some people need to kindly shut the motherfuck up. I haven't busted my concentration once with my work because I managed to get three short stories done, and finished I.O.W.A.

The Monsters Are Due On Maple Street

Someone is out to pick a fight...

Well I just saw this entry on a certain "musician"'s blog, and thought I would chime in on this one because he's threatened to have my blog shut down over on the other community (Man you need to grow up and grow a spine when it gets ripped out of you.) I hardly post on my own blog over there but I use it to run the community that I have. So I will chime in and say he's a flat out asshole. I want him to chime in on this one because if someone like him mouths off like that in turn it would hurt sales of his band's CD. Make nice with the writers otherwise you get your life made a living hell on the road. It's clearly a crock of shit that he's doing. I am going to stay the fuck out of his livejournal, but I am going to bring this asshole to the world's stage by making him choke on his words.
     I am expecting an all out fist fight by the time this is said and done, but I knew I have to say something about him here. The fact that LiveJournal you have to watch what you say and do. Quicker to believe the yellow journalistic faggots before he would take it right to the source. Places like Encyclopedia Dramatica are not fact checkers; they are just fucking cowards who nave nothing better to do -- and Kevin Defeckt had fell right into their hands. That post is the second time the little fuck had decided to start a war with me, this was the first. Man, get a life you little loser. You might have opened up for some good bands but personally your attitude smells like shit.
     The threats of having my blog shut down, I had to do the rant somewhere where bitching wouldn't do him much good. The little boy is still wet behind his ears. This is the type of person I would actually see trying to throw the first punch. I guess his little fame these days decided to take a pot shot at me so he can further it. Seems like the fucker likes to argue when I Am busy trying to get a new story written, and I noticed that The Other Dark Place is still taking jibs at a new organization. I welcome this new org with open arms, being it is another chance to get the word out about writers people wouldn't normally have the access to get. The one who was starting up on me is a white trash loser.
     I noticed that Miss Bohmer decided to take a cheap shot at me while I'm not looking. It's not like I read the boards every fucking day, but I know the ones who steal content from me on a regular basis then stalk members of my extended family. Look, my family did nothing to do you leave them out of this. I really think the one person who did that is the most pissed off about the fact I did do the non-fiction book. The only reason it hasn't sold yet because it is still looking for its target audience and fucks who decided to distribute the e-book just to ruin sales of the thing.
     I will say this much of both Kevin Defeckt and The Other Dark Place here -- both of them have no respect for anyone, and I think they would find good company in each other. Yeah one big fucked up happy family. I will say this much, Bohmer might try to ruin my career in some ways just because she hates my guts. I am waiting for the look on her face to happen if that story of mine appears in an anthology and her story is in it. That is the best revenge I think, irony. Yes there is a sarcastic tone to this entry -- more scarsm than usual these days. I am busy with a new story that is right now about 8.7K and pissed off about the fact I lost 2000 words on a 9880 word story, and 3000 on a 10,000 word novella because of my system failure. So right now I am not in the mood for anyone's monkey business.
     I guess flinging shit is their favorite past time. People like Eric Enck is one of the biggest shit flingers I've seen in a long time, and yeah there are feuds in this business. Being a horror author, but also writing other things too. I've seen trends come and go, Eric Enck isn't going to last in this business. Either would be this little boy who writes gay romance, yeah I am not mentioning names there but I will say this much -- I've seen these kinds come and go. I've been around for 11 years online, I am not an idiot as some people claim that I am -- just because I have a mental illness. There is some brains behind this person and yes also some brawn.

Oh Naysayers. Kindly -- go fuck yourselves.

I guess they don't like being toyed with in real time. Take a look at what the faceless pussy sent me. This is the same cocksucker who pirated my book. Yeah you can't dictate what I can or can't do mother fucker, if you think you can then move to North Korea because they will love your kind there.
      They don't like me more now because I know using video I can have more fun with them. Now they're threatening to shut my youtube down. I guess they eat that faggot's cornhole too often. You fucking dared me asshole, and yes I got the balls to do it again. If I had sound it would piss you off even more because I would had done a video tape flushing Brian Keene's picture down the toilet after I've taken a nice big steaming shit on it. Grow a dick and do a video showing who you really are! My silent sarcasm continues. Yeah I will stop when you fucks are living in Arizona Bay.

To: Nickolaus Pacione
From: Valetine Vegan <valentinevegan@yahoo.com>
Subject: your silent film days are over...
Date: Dec 3, 2007 1:07 AM


"...why?
because we said so. and we can. and we will. we've reported you to youtube.

pull another stunt like this, greasy, and we shut you down for good. then you wonder why the 20 of us who use this handle keep wannabes like you back and bring in our own or who we prefer.

you have no class. you can't write. you copy from other authors. you're a fake. a fraud.



do this again, we dare you, and you will see what horror REALLY is.

Career Fineato-"

I think this says everything that I want to say to those assholes who steal my work and artwork. No respect for copyrights what so ever. My career is far from over and far from dead. I am not even done with the writing for that matter, let alone publishing. So with that I give these naysayers one thing they needed to see from me on video. That is also my answer to them demanding me to take my book down too. Choke on that awhile pricks. That was said loud and clear in silence.

What the hell...

I guess the Other Dark Place are wanting to be dicks about me when I am trying to ignore the asshole convention forming over there. I got a book to write and a deadline to meet with the book being done. I guess they want to get me from writing on it as much as possible because they don't want a book like this to go out there. Contracts will be lost and authors will lose book deals, some authors need to lose their book deals I think. They got a lot to lose when this book comes out and guess they are trying to do that counter-book they want to do because it is in their nature to ruin someone's career. Let a man gain his book sales, and that is all I want -- leave me to make some money on a book. R.J. take your head out of your ass for one minute before you claim parody, it is doing what Susan Taylor and that asshole boyfriend are doing.
    I've been quiet because I want to get this book done and to press. Keene go fuck off and let a guy write in peace. You made your royalities for being a major asshole about railroading someone's projects. Especially you dickholes who go around stealing copyrighted photos and doctoring them up to make them all pornographic. That is libel right there. Why the fuck would you want to libel someone when there is money involved here. You bastards are ruining a career of someone and that is a violation of someone's rights. Yes I am out of the entitlement generation and my entitlement is to my royalities on a book. Even you assholes might think its funny to knock someone around when they're quiet. Piss off and let me get my sales of projects out there. Fair enough?
    Face it you all hate my guts, and don't like the fact I did get legitimate sales under my belt as a short story writer -- true I might self-publish some short story collections, but do I go around ruining sales of R.J. books -- no. Yet you assholes libeled the shit out of a charity anthology -- a charity one for fucks sake. That's worst than pirating the project, and you assholes actually admitted to do that too.
    It goes with the territory with that board, devoted every way in libling the living shit out of projects. Yeah keep trying assholes because you're going to succeed in one thing; what is that you ask? Failing.

Updates: An Eye In Shadows

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53,104 / 95,000 (55.0%)

Every novelist seems to have one of these items, I guess this should work for every writer who is doing that lengthly book too. I attempted to have one of these before but now I am going to have it now so it can help me gage what I wrote on this book. I can just imagine some are either trying to spread many lies about me right now and it is unbelieveable that they're willing to do that. Bastards who have no life if you ask me. I am going with an all black cover of this book -- no about the author here because this book is basically an about the author in a backdrop basis. I am truly thinking about putting this book out with Lightening Source directly. I can imagine what Ms. Temper Tantrum is saying right now wondering who gets libeled or slandered the worst in the book. It's not like I am writing that book that Susan Taylor and her boyfriend got drunk and were writing between sessions of eating peanuts from each other's shit.
      I guess there are many who are going to do everything they can do within their ability to stop a book like this from being published because it is the kind of book that will ruin some careers in the process as one person said. The damage to them is not reversible.

more details on the book itself now.

Hard to believe I managed to reach 45,000 words with the book and this thing I am aiming to make it at least 70,000 words by October. I will say I got an e-mail from a publisher interested in running the book when it is finished. I sent this publisher a sample of what was already done and that was the 1990-1991 section of the book. This thing has a lot of insight to how I think, and I guess some of the trolls are still guessing about the book. I am going to piss off the wank community now too. I will say that The Other Dark Place committed the P-word now not me. They're the ones posting my fiction without permission. I will say this the person who invoked fandom wank to stalk the hell out of me managed to plagiarize characters from Marvel Comics.
     Now dickhead, I know you accuse me of stealing stories from an author I have a lot of respect for -- at least my work is original, mother fucker. Before you blast on me for self-publishing my work blast on this bitch for stealing X-men Characters. My original works are comic book ready in some ways but this bitch shouldn't even have access to a word processor. So with that being said what gives you losers the right to post my fiction on your forums? Do you have any respect for copyrighted material (you want to comment on this use the form below.) I guess Elizabeth Peake and her friends have no respect of anything I've written to the point they would steal it and post it on the forum. I noticed dickhead did post the google search of my book and magazine. They don't allow the whole preview of the books on there so I guess the magazine is still needed to be purchased to read the stories in it.
     You assholes have no permission to post my works on your forum so I suggest it isn't a good idea to do so. Angeline, what if someone decided to post your stories up without your permission? That is exactly what you fucks are doing to my works too asshole and Koehler, I've read your story on Covenhouse you two-bit slut -- it sucks. You assholes want to know who's reputation gets dirtied up in this book keep guessing bitches.
     Oh by the way Marlowe1, listen up you libeling fag -- I've paid the authors in Tabloid Purposes and Tabloid Purposes II, so do you want to keep libeling my books. You are just mad because I am seeing publication of my works outside of lulu.com now. I will say this the non-fiction book will be the death of you man, keep libeling me you have more fuel added to the fire. I am just trying to get books sold like the next guy -- it is immoral what you're doing and it goes against your entire belief system. Thou shall not steal, and you're stealing from my pocket you pushy little fag.

I learned something who is behind the loser...

Nice try asshole. I put your response in the spam thing and you can kiss my ass motherfucker. Good thing I got that moderated blog too because it tells me the ip's of the jerks who frequently harass me. All you're doing is pissing me off. I didn't put your actual IP up on the blog this time around just linked it behind some vulgarity. So I am not exactly making someone's private information public.

What gives you assholes the right...

to go posting my address and phone number? You have 24 hours to take down the address and number from your blog or I will take you to the authorities because that is a felony. Leave my relatives out of this. I saw the blog posting to that and you assholes need to be shot for doing that. It's not even funny the first time. There's three sick people in this house, and if you address I will call the FBI on you. You will be put away for good, I have never listed someone's address. Leave my family alone. Threatening to post my entire family's address just because I am writing a non-fiction book. I have a right to my privacy you assholes.
       Things will get violent if someone doesn't take that address and phone number down. I never listed the address of people I hate so give me that respect For fuck's sake, it isn't even remotely funny when people do that. Magnus Press had my address when I submitted a manuscript so if you submitted a story to them and hate the person, they will list your address. The head editor gave them my address, I know where they got my address you gave it to them cocksucker. That is bad business practices. That will explain how they got my address. David, piss off this non-fiction book will be written and published.
      It isn't even funny when people list someone's number one number at a time. You're a piece of shit for doing it, and yes I will make it clear that you're the fucker behind this one. I saw the e-mails from a loser who goes on as "valentinevegen" and I won't give away what is his isp on it but I will say the asshole is trying to harass authors I haven't even published either. Yes this asshole will be toast when I get done with him, and I will take this to the press too. You fucks double dare me about it, I will blow it all open using the press to do it. I began to put it all together and this is the MO of the Moderators of the Other Dark Place. You want to try to burn me at the stake via the world wide web, you assholes will be burned at the stake offline via the press.

The Other Dark Place Is Unconstitutional

Being published is a right. Not a fucking privilege, and sabotaging publications of stories is unconstitutional. I will take this shit to the press and they will suffer the fate that Gothic.net suffered, half the reason why Gothic.net was burned under the McKeeman management is because of the fact I did take what they were doing to the press. Keep messing with my books and publications, I will take everything to the press and you will all be done in this business. Freedom of press mother fucker, and you're violating my right to freedom of press. The first amendment is designed for the unpopular speech and that pisses you off even more. I am going to fuck with all of you using the document that this country was designed on.

The way they treat the industry is a fucking dictatorship, and this is where I am going to fight even harder to keep the stories published. I fought hard to get published, and I will fight even harder to keep published. You think you fucks can strangle me keep fucking dreaming mother fuckers. This non-fiction book is your funeral. As some of you noticed there is a poll up -- if you vote no on any of those -- that means you're all in my crosshairs. I will take a personal bounty out on each of you, since you bastards put a bounty on various publishers for running me.

I noticed since that interview in July you bastards each felt the sting of it so you're taking it out on my publishers, they did nothing to you. Rule number one, an editor stands behind his writers. A publisher stands behinds its editors, and you mother fuckers refuse to honor that. You want payback -- fine, I will give you payback and it is hell. I know who is behind the piracy of Tabloid Purposes IV, and he was responsible for fucking with the first anthology. Your career is cursed asshole, even your teaching career is fucked with now. You won't be able to collect unemployment when I get done with you. This nonfiction book is my bounty hunt, and yeah be afraid mother fuckers, this nonfiction book will go to press soon -- it is not done yet but it will be. Mark my words, do you want to keep fucking with a man who has nothing to loose?

You motherfuckers are Nazi Germany and I am storming the beach. Denying a mentally ill man a chance at having a story published is discrimination. Discrimination in the worst form and that makes you as guilty as murderers or book burners. In turn you're becoming the very thing that Nazi Germany created, and that enforces book burning and all of that shit. Stealing people's anthology as a .pdf is the same as book burning in the 21st Century. You think it is doing the industry justice no you're just hurting the authors and colleagues who decided to get published in other places.

another chump

"You're a waste. Matt posted something. You banned him. I like Matt, so i researched some stuff. In conclusion?

Kill yourself. Honestly. I see no reason as to why you shouldnt kill yourself. You're son? Better off without you. No one needs synchophantic, useless troglodites mucking up the air we breathe with low, conniving, spiteful, shitheads like you.

I tell you what: Give me three reasons why you shouldnt, you know, literally kill yourself, and i'll say i'm wrong. Please, i beg you. Because as a non-religious secular humanist, i'm OK with differences of opinions."

--- fractalnoise

I guess this isn't the first death threat I got for banning someone, and it isn't the last. I am going to make it easy for a simpleton like you, gives me more fuel to piss mother fuckers like you off with more spiteful horror fiction. I am around just to speak you. So in this I thank you for giving me something to add to my non-fiction book.

Yeah I am not going to rage at this asshole, but I am posting his hate mail here for my amusement. It's seeing shits like this post make me laugh at the fact that I am alive and pissing them even more. I am going to make the shithead's eyes bleed. Yeah I am going to post all my responses on Blogspot where they have to send me an email in response to it instead of getting a mob action.

Easier for me to respond to one or two at a time than a shitload of them. Yeah I figured I was dealing with a humanist leftard. That's right mother fucker, keep making yourself look like a fucktard because you're giving me more material to write about. You wanted three -- I gave you five. The non-fiction book is now reached the 37,000 word mark and this thing is a bastard too. 97 pages of cynical venom -- yes there are parts in there that are sick in nature, I am tossing around horror and sci-fi humor in there too. Someone turned it into a pissing contest and I am just trying to keep it off LiveJournal.

So this isn't the first time I got messages like this and it won't be the last. If the guy wants to call me a tool, I am going to be a real tool and respond on my own blog here. Seems like the blogger account is more visible, and working on a non-fiction book that dealt with people like that over the years so it is nothing new. He's a piece of flyshit who has too much time on his hands.

House Cleaning and now official blog

Since Xanga decided to delete my blog because I went and told someone to blatently to fuck off. I will continue using this blog now and the updates to the book are going as planned. Comments will not be allowed on this blog and I am reworking my main website since the host batcave.net is closing their doors to free hosting so I am moving the site back to where one of the 2002 incarnations of the site resided but this time I am doing everything as PDF format. I am sure some of you who want to blame someone for closing down my Xanga Blog it was because of an obsessive anti-fan bitch named HorrorGal.

I am still doing my blogs at Myspace and won't say the same thing twice on each one but I will say I am still working on Tabloid Purposes IV. I will also put this in the open that someone who goes on as The Dime Dropper had clearly tried to get me pulled from another magazine and he got bitchy about it when he was strugged off. It also seems like it burns their ass that I am getting published still and one bitch of a faceless coward got me fucked over almost on another publication. That didn't fly with me, and he decided to link up various information on the story that did get published.

I think it is rather shitty what some people would do just to discredit someone, more the reason I am doing this non-fiction book because I know it needs to be out there. And there will be always be bloated sows like HorrorGal out there who are going to constantly shoplift someone's works. I begin to think that she actually downloaded mp3's of copyrighted tracks on Napster too when that was a site that Metallica got stopped -- now I understand why they did it. My works got pirated repeatedly by fucks like HorrorGal and her crowd. I won't stop writing despite it.

This blog will be started new again, just a continuation of what I did on Xanga. People like HorrorGal and Girlvinyl are amoral sacks of shit, pieces of white trash, and what makes it worst in the case of HorrorGal is that she is a mother of two. What kind of example is the bitch setting for her kids, that it is okay to steal and okay to ruin someone's career. Well it figures as much because she's submitting to faggot's magazine who leaked my vampire story.