Graphic Violence

Chiming in on graphic violence in horror fiction, I've been a practioner of graphic violence since the beginnings of being on the internet. My first story had a sexual mutiliation where the dead body was found crucified upside down and his own severed cock was shoved in his mouth. I recycled that death in A Cemetery Dream again in 2000, but I am now playing with themes of self-cannibalism. That alone is going to be something that will be a bitch to place. I am writing a story as a pen name where the characters make fun of gay vampires. I am looking to make the rounds as Lloyd Phillip Campbell too with some publications, but that will be hard to place because it is a work of metafictional horror featuring the cunt behind the defunct Panic Press. This is the first time as a pen name I had a character named "S.E. Cox" I am thinking of submitting this to BizarroCentral for their magazine but they might turn it down because it is too traditional horror for them. It is the first story I write as him that has references of drug use. This is the first time I am getting some payback for what she tried to do to my publishing company three years ago. Both stories are graphic in the horror -- I am talking Edward Lee graphic. I am showing that I am even more graphic than Clive Barker can be.
        In my other blog I talk about trying to find a home for a story that graphic. I am thinking this might be available on smashwords if I can get an account going there. I have Mike Philbin's infamous pen name make a cameo in the story making reference to Chimeraworld being it is the pages where nightmares are made. Gruesome Cargo II wouldn't be out of place in the pages of the first one. I sent it to TOR.com for consideration and going to write an exclusive submission for Morphues Tales but trying not make it as visceral as Gruesome Cargo II -- story has a lot in common with Survivor Type by Stephen King because of the graphic display of self-cannibalism. The story I am doing as Lloyd Phillip Campbell is equally as graphic and it is critical of gay horror and horrotica. I had this subgenre shoved down my throat by the ex-fiancee when she would read Clive Barker and Poppy Z. Brite, she would say, "Why can't you write a graphic sex scene?" I am working on a toned down story called Fandom Weirdness featuring the character A.J. Poe a character I introduced in The Fandom Writer in 2004. I introduced a character that was his best friend in The Fandom Writer II.
       I link my freebies to the wordpress blog as I post them on AUthorsDen.com. Codexed.com, WritersCafe.org, and Deviantart.com. On Deviantart I go by my first name as my screen name and I use that site to get a wider readership posting the dark literary fiction stories and the articles. I post my more transgressive works over there too. UncleFossil it is the autobiographical and codexed is my nightamres. I haven't had a nightmare to write about on that journal for the longest time but I use that place for writing samples for magazines to check me out. I am trying to find an illustrator to illustrate Gruesome Cargo II if I have to release it on smashwords.com. I am saving that one for longer works. I am trying to get placed in a bigger place to piss Brian Keene, Mary Sangiovanni and the skullvines staff off because the cunts like to edit my comments to pass me off as a crazed fan and a fan fiction writer in the Will and Grace fandom -- fuck that shit, that is gross gay shit. Who the fuck they think I am Tristan Wilde -- the nonfiction faggot blogger on wordpress.com. I will not even look at that gross gay shit. I was glad I didn't include Kody Boye when I found out he wrote that gross gay shit. Bandersnatch Books were all a bunch of flaming male cocksuckers who like to have a load ejaculating in their ass.
       None of the founders on Bandersnatch Books have a legit publishing history selling work to magazines in the small press and their leader Scott Colbert took a ripe shit on my anthology that is a museum in print on goodreads.com without even reading it. He likes to read about vampires that take a trobbing cock up their ass. Colbert is a faggot that needs to find a new hobby than to ruin my publications and sabotage contributors for being in the magazine. He is just mad because I don't look at gay horror for the publication. His novella sucks -- I can do better than that without aeven trying. I don't like to read about graphic displays of men taking cum up the ass, that is disgusting. I find lesbianism just as gross and don't want to read about it. I am critical of the GLBT community because they are corrupting the youth. The reason I refused to look at that content is because I didn't want to go against my beliefs to put an anthology together. One contributors after he was pulled from the book came out as gay and said my career is going tank just before I sold my work to other magazines. These so called writers insult every magazine I was ever published in or sold work to. Skullvines insulted withersin for publishing my nonfiction. I didn't promote the issue I was in with Dark Gothic Resurrected was the inclusion of Kody Boye's serial novella and I am glad I didn't publish him because writes horror with all male romance -- gross man I really didn't want to read that.

You Asshole -- Welcome The Wall Of Shame

I am not going to throw the entire body of this e-mail up there but I am going to throw in the part where he says Erotica, and he doesn't read my submission guidelines. I refuse to publish Gay writers -- never did and never will, and I am not about to start now. He uses the name that the fucking libel site uses for my magazine. My comments in the body of the e-mail are in gray. I am going to toss up that little "cover" they did of my beloved magazine. I treat the magazine like it's my second son. I don't have the offical wall of shame like other sites do but I've been playing around with the idea since 2000.

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From: Stefan Wiles {anchor69@yahoo.co.uk}
To: npacione@gmail.com

Mr. Pacione.

I let you know I want to make submissions to your magazines and enter into conversations with you regarding future erotica (Erotica? Since when the hell I did that? I will never publish erotica.) projects.

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From: John Smith {savageotter10@gmail.com}
To: Nickolaus Pacione {npacione@gmail.com}

You still haven't paid other writers (paid one of them $20.00) why would anyone trust you? Not that anyone takes you seriously enough as a publisher to submit to.

Your pathetic and give real small press publishers a bad name. Guess it's time to get you committed again.

Don't they even read the magazine? I ask people to at least read the magazine first before submitting to the magazine and I refuse to publish any stories relating to homosexuality because the lifestyle is disgusting. I openly refuse those kind of stories, I turned down one joker who tried to pitch a novella to me where the father was sexually attrached to his main male character. I tell those jokers to submit to Bent or some other magazine like that.
     The Ethereal Gazette never published that sort of thing, but when I published Daniel Willow's Testimony, it caught me offguard. That was the first time that I heard the story from an Ex-Gay. It stood out to me because I knew him for a long time but had no idea. It complimented the rest of the line up nicely -- but these assholes coming to me trying to say they want to submit, but they say they want to write faggot erotica for the magazine. What I say to them is this, keep walking.
     I will have a policy for real person fiction type stories and I am drawing this up too as I speak. If someone writes slash fiction, they're not welcome to be part of the magazine -- but if they write a cool dark real person fiction story of me in a story based off one of my creations and it isn't slash, they will get publised but it's exposure only on those kind of stories. I will draw up the GLS for people who write those kind of stories, but I am very strict with the magazine -- my reputation for being strict as a publisher follows me everywhere I go and for these assholes on the Writer Beware blogs who smear me every step of the way. An Eye In Shadows was written s a swipe at those who would go around smearing my name like I am some kind of villian in the industry.
     The cover for AVARICE will be a public domain painting. Those of you saying AVARICE is available online, it's an urban myth along with all my new works -- also urban myths. I just started writing that novel and working on two other novels at the same time as I am working on this one. I have a novella I am working on that's making steady progress. The lying assholes portray the cover of someone swallowing a load -- yeah they go around with an ANALLY INFLICITED DEATH SENTENCE. The real cover for Issue Seven was part of a larger picture called Watcher at the Sea, a photo I took in 2008 while in Chicago standing on the rocks. Revisiting the photos I took in 2002 for the website and AuthorsDen.com.
     I noticed that Regina Cook actually stole the candid photograph of me from The Editor's Lounge on Issue 10. What they royally fail at is ruining all my focus on the novella I am working on, and this novella is a masterpiece for me -- it's saved especially for issue 11. If you assholes are coming from the libel haven trying to say I will look at turd burgler type erotica yarns, you're sadly mistaken. I won't even look at those kind of stories, and I will make fun of you without mercy on my blog.
     I am not only trying to write three novels, a novella and a few other things -- what i am trying to do is return to my roots of where my writing got it's start, on an official website. I am in the progress of looking for a right click block. Some people are too lazy to actually write HTML these days so they seek ways to do a site without the coding so they turn to wordpress, Blogspot, and LiveJournal for their website. I notice that the assholes of Stupid Free can't come up with a solid concept for a short story or can't have a solid idea, so they shit on the people who do.
     Blogs aren't a good place to feature fiction beacuse the stories will go longer than blog page, especially when the blogs have about five to twenty entries going to them. Cut tags or not, I never posted my short stories on LiveJournal when I had the shitty place for a journal. I often notice how often writers are using a blog these days as their official website, but I would rather have a real website than just a blog because there is so much involved with working on a website -- I don't mind the work, but it takes a lot of tweaking to get the coding right. I am very old school when it comes to website design and that means hours of coding from scratch. It's a lost art because everyone will go with a CSS format for their layouts -- MySpace.com tends to frown upon advanced HTML for coding and shit like that.
     I will never toss up my submission guidelines on this blog because too many people will read the blog and get the wrong idea about the magazine -- I will be using my offical website for the magazine or other publications that are going to be done by Lake Fossil Press or Broken Mindframe Books. The blog will be home of the wall of shame, and I will be making comments about people who can't come up with original ideas such as HorrorGal who tried to con me out of $100.00 for backups of Tabloid Purposes II. Then there is one that would go picking apart every story I've written like some asshole, and that asshole calls herself Persephone In Pink or some other colors for each time I tried to block them on a site the cunt would pull out her other handles. I want to see this shit come up with an original story and concept.
     The bitch picked apart a story that got me my first sale -- and that got me angry as hell. I wish Matt did something about some of these reader accounts. I got a lot of shit from a flaming faggot on Amazon.com with a shitty review of my book -- I tore him a new one via e-mail and the faggot still decides he was going to take a shit on my career. These kinds go after me all the time because I refuse to write with Gay content -- I don't agree with anything of that lifestyle and what Dan Willow said basically kicks that community in the head. I knew what he was going to do, and I knew the magazine needed this angle going into the fray. But when I see someone like the asshole suggesting that I take that kind of shit, I will get pissed and tell him he will never get published with me.
     Wiles, if you're reading this blog you asshole -- pay attention as I spell this out for you. I will never take Gay Erotica, never have and I never will. So with that being said, enjoy burning in hell. I found the website of the male flesh pole sucker who took a shit on my first book so publically. I am curious if the asshole got pirated copies of my book and reviewed it from there, but I hate to say it to this asshole. I got published because of Collectives. I am willing to bet the little fruit has fun getting some from his nearest blood relatives. So with that being said, I could quote Eminem on The Marshal Mathers LP but I know he would say things that are even more offensive than I would ever write, though I've done just that with the upcoming novella. I am just taking a little time out of my busy writing and coding scedule to post an elaborate response on this blog of all the assholes who are going around posting fake covers to AVARICE or trying to say the story is a short story -- I am putting that urban myth to bed right now.

I guess the fuck you here is to McKeeman for making it hard for me to get a twitter but now I am on there and I am blocking people who hate me and trying to follow me over there. McKeeman get your own life and get your fingers out of mine. Mine is linked up but I am not adding people right and left. I can't even do a facebook posting in peace without these fucks stealing from me.

#@$$!

You assholes thought I was a vile human being before, I guess I am willing to say that the Goons of SomethingAwful.com does quarters with EncyclopediaDramatica with shots of their own piss with a bowl of shit as a chaser for breakfast. (I am talking about them drinking piss.) Right now I just feel like taking a piss in someone's cornflakes. I am still working on the new story that is called Copyright Infringement. I am proud how this story is going too and these bastards are bound for failure. I proved that Ben is a basement dweller. Where I live is not a basement, in fact it has two kitchens.

New Short Stories I am working on…

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One of the large stories are done

CYBER:TERROR:MACHINE is done and now it is in the body of Tabloid Purposes 5. I was looking around at one of the sources for all the trolls I've been getting on WritersCafe.org, and I am going to pull one of them the surface here. Since they're threatening to post my work on a torrent; I am going on record that they'd go around impersonating me one site to another. Then one of them got me in trouble for confronting them about celebrating the impersonator. I will post the messages of the imposter word for word on this blog in the blockquote.
     I would like to see them try to get their hands on the new Tabloid Purposes for that reason but this is something they will be a failure at. They failed at life so they are going around making their living by ruining the lives of people who have worked hard on their work.

Helo ther, I am writer of horor storys...

So, goons... what should my first epic horror story on writerscafe.org be about? I want to include both spiders, ladies and fathers being sexually abused. I'm thinking of a hospital setting, perhaps an abandoned hospital, with spiders, and ladies and perhaps... fathers?

Oh and by the way... please send any bills and/or death threats to nickolauspacoine@yahoo.com so I can pay you whatever you desire and shake in my boots.

The Dickwad got a little pissed off becuase I refused to let the asshole steal my name and picture once again; but seems like he wants to make me a regular feature on his blog for that little victory. More of the bastards words here -- trying to say that another author wrote House of Spiders and Spectral Exile. I gave the exact date I wrote House of Spiders and the exact date when I penned Spectral Exile. He's pissed off because he got that fake account shut down by the admins.
     I am looking to see what the jackhole has to say of the blog entry here knowing what he's attempting to do. The only thing he's going to suceed at is having sex with his nearest blood relative.

#1. I am contesting the deletion of the story and the banning of my account with the administration of writerscafe.org. If they were not aware of exactly who Nickolaus A. Pacione was before, they will know his full dirty history after reading my reply, including his expulsion from the horror writers guild, his history of harrassing other writers and proven plagiarism. Any complaint he has made against me is most likely pure bullshit.

#2. I have everything saved and it's most likely going up on my personal garden of havoc called www.autoaim.org later on, together with my latest epic entitled "Spectral Sexile" - however, I want to see how the whole writerscafe.org thing pans out first. Rest assured, there will be much action to be had here yet, so... LOCK & LOL, people.

Actually when I think about it, I just might make "Nickolaus A. Pacoine" a regular feature on my site. Who's he going to complain to? Me? I'll take his Cease & Desist notices and wipe my rear end with them, photograph the event and post the pictures together with some more fanficion about it.

Yes, I know. Toxx clause. I'm ready for it. I'm game

Now here's the fuckstain's website. Seems like I'm on the receiving end of everything now and some of them would love to see my imprint disband but they are not going to see that happen. When Dagstine admitted to being valentinevegan, he saw an equal hatred on both sides and wished he didn't see it. Something I saw early on with another writer; the kind of things I saw coming in 2004 when I published the very first anthology. I am guessing they didn't see the article that came out and the new article which I tore that entire website a new one for attempting to impersonate me on different places. I did a video cutting into them in the entry before this one. I noticed that one of the assholes of the asshole brigade thought it was cool to steal my article word for word then post it on their blog.
     I love the fact that the fucker who calls himself George Thompson is trying to pass me off as a complete liar about everything; oh that's original. Seems like this is going to be the upcoming hell that everyone has in store with me because I got that impersonator account pulled. The fucker calling himself autoaim, is trying to make it his personal mission to smear my name across the web. Come on man -- I am sure you can do it without stealing said stories.
     Some of them are taking a page out of Brian Keen's playbook of dirty tricks. Coming on as my characters and flooding my inbox, that's original. Seems like the loud mouth dork is hooking himself up with the asshole commitee to promote their work too. That really stings if you ask me. This particular individual reviewed the impersonator favorable but when I messaged him defending the fact I wrote the stories he didn't buy it, someone like him shouldn't even be a writer if you ask me.

Hey RAINFAG piss off.

I want to see the rainfaggot rain in on this parade. The only reason why he's pissed is because he can't get any ladies to get his dick wet on. I don't write for his crowd nor I have the desire to write for his crowd. Meaning I will never write a story for that crowd he represents. He got a little boy for that. Chime in on that chester the child molester. Asshole I got better things to do than to argue with a pair of faceless faggots, as in I got stories to write and novells to finish up. Looks like an asshole went as far as to try to review a story that isn't even finished yet. White Trash who hide behind fake names and one "representing" my home town of Glendale Heights. Motherfucker get used to the fact my work is getting published in different places.
     It pisses me off when people like him go around degrading what heterosexual writers contributed. Hey faggot, try writing something and submitting out then if you get a few strong rejection letters then you can sound off about my work. In otherwords -- get yourself AIDS first. Come on asshole you want a culture war, you're starting one right now with your blog entries. Twisting my fucking worlds around like I am a criminal when you are having sex with your closest blood relative. Heterophobic bitches like you really piss me off but it gives me more fuel to write what I am writing. Fuck your relatives much, liberal cocksmoker. Another reason why I am voting for McCain so assholes like you will NEVER get the vote to say I Do.
     You're little blog caught my attention and still pisses me off, so you want to ruin my readerships do it to my face you mother fuck. FUCK What you do as a writer if you even call yourself that. Put your money where you're mouth is.

thrown off Journalfen.net -- big fucking deal

The owners of the place are dicks anyway and they get off on stealing characters that aren't even theirs. I personally did nothing to Brucha Meyers first so I am going to address her here by saying what have you done that is so noteworthy besides take a collective piss on my name. If you want to beat me at my own game, then create something that you can truly call yours. Instead of going on and stealing characters from The X-Men, and by the way does Marvel know you're stealing from them? At least I am getting paid for my stories I write now. What's your excuse? I personally want the bitch to say exactly what she's saying about me online to my face. How fucking dare you call The Fandom Writer fan fiction? Yes I do plan on expanding the original version of the story, and make it a lot more offensive than it was when it was first written. The moment that An Eye In Shadows is finished and published I will concentrate more on newer short works.
      In fact Brucha, I challenge you to create a story that is entirely yours, and I will even publish it in my magazine just to prove a point. Just the kind of person I am, I am a sporting person and you're a heartless bitch. No stolen characters and no acts of copyright infringement then maybe I will judge you on that than the fact you steal with a word processor. If anyone are the wannabe writers, its both you and your asshole friend of yours Jim Smith which both of you are both comic book geeks who steal characters from your favorite comic books and write unauthorized stories. I expect this from people who are teenagers, not from dipshits who are both thirtysomethings. If you two assholes write an original fiction story and get it published in the small press level I will not rail off on either of you again. But of you keep discrediting me in public both of you I will say, your asses are grass and I am the lawn mower.
      I bet my entire fiction writing career on the fact both of you can't come up with an original plot and have 100% original characters. Come on you know you want to show me up on this one, I want to see you assholes try. You want to start a rivalry with me then you're fucking with the wrong person especially if you're local. I'd rather write original fiction and publish with lulu.com than steal characters write fiction with them. You can even get your new "friend" at The Rusty Nail to publish your fiction. Since you like to discredit me nail let me see if you would do it without stealing my content or berate me every chance you get -- you can start by publishing these two fan fiction wanks. I want to see what they are truly capable of -- try me mother fucker. Try me.
      Really I want to know what you two assholes have done that is so special, come on assholes you know you want to comment on this post and the form is posted below. I want more than a one sentence post, and an intellegent comment. Challenge my mind and make me think -- the fact that Brucha is a Militant Leftist makes this even better to go at it verbally with her. The Other Dark Place -- I know you assholes are already chiming in so stay the fuck out of it. This is an old score. Riser this includes you, fucking punk. This is an old score that I am settling and this has nothing do to with you wankers. This is a call out from a jouranlist to fan fiction author. I want to talk to you from original fiction author to fan fiction writer here, and to me you're nothing but shit at the bottom of the barrel.
      Both of you remind me of an asshole who was named mr. grand marshall a few years ago. The fact he got paid more for masterbating on fan fiction novels than coming up with original fiction will make me even more pissed off. I got more talent than all three of you put together. You accuse me of not being a talented writer, tell that to the magazines and the publishers who bought my work. You're both not even farts in the wind as far as I am concerned, but enough to be a pimple on my ass and I will say this -- go fuck yourselves, both of you. I guess doing threads like this shows what kind of shitty life you have.

An Open Letter to Girlvinyl

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An open address to the assholes on the other dark place

You assholes are in violation of my copyright by stealing my stories for your sick amusement. Adam Heauser -- I hope someone beats the fuck out of you to the very inch of your life for what you've done. That shit isn't even funny the first time you've done it and I suggest you refrain from stealing my fiction. Does my work have a creative commons copyright on it -- fuck no. Don't do it. Heauser, you're prey motherfucker. You can't hide behind that board forever. Koehler, I have one suggestion to you bitch and that is you can go kill yourself for encouraging the fag for posting the story.
     You assholes have no right to go posting a story of mine on that forum, you had no permission to use it. Heauser I will be sending you a $300 bill for that story. There will be an invoice in your paypal, do you want to pay that large bill -- if not then quit with the theft of my work. Asshole. Sure I respect the copyrights of authors I even hate, but when they see something copyrighted by me -- fuck off they grab a story and post it without permission like assholes. I should go and steal Freeman's story and post it on here to prove a point but I won't do that because I won't stoop their lows.
     You fuckers are worst than those Journalfen losers who steal material from other places and write stories for their own amusement. Example here -- shithead number two, someone who gets off on being a thief with a word processor -- someone who is the big P word in this business. The other dark place supposed to have authors who are professionals not what I seen here they are a bunch of overgrown fandom wanks. And this I will say with a large oversight because these are the assholes I get into the most vicious of verbal brawls with.
     Piss off, slash writing fags, get a fucking life -- pricks. Then I got this dipshit from the Skokie area who went and libeled me on a post on Journalfen.net. Keep running your mouth bitch because I will be sending this non-fiction book to the place you work at and they will be quick to fire your ass for it. So yeah just because you're life sucks that doesn't mean you have to ruin someone else's sales of a book. A dipshit is a dipshit, but when a dipshit is local -- they get fired from a job they're working at.
     All that forum, The Other Dark Place is a bunch of asshole wanks who have nothing to do with their time but trash talk behind my back and derail every project I put together. Fuck off and get a life -- leave my copyrighted works alone. Get a fucking life goddamned fucksticks. If you think you're distracting me from writing, sorry you're dead wrong there -- even when I have to defend myself on forums on a regular basis I am still writing something new.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

The Other Dark Place Is Unconstitutional

Being published is a right. Not a fucking privilege, and sabotaging publications of stories is unconstitutional. I will take this shit to the press and they will suffer the fate that Gothic.net suffered, half the reason why Gothic.net was burned under the McKeeman management is because of the fact I did take what they were doing to the press. Keep messing with my books and publications, I will take everything to the press and you will all be done in this business. Freedom of press mother fucker, and you're violating my right to freedom of press. The first amendment is designed for the unpopular speech and that pisses you off even more. I am going to fuck with all of you using the document that this country was designed on.

The way they treat the industry is a fucking dictatorship, and this is where I am going to fight even harder to keep the stories published. I fought hard to get published, and I will fight even harder to keep published. You think you fucks can strangle me keep fucking dreaming mother fuckers. This non-fiction book is your funeral. As some of you noticed there is a poll up -- if you vote no on any of those -- that means you're all in my crosshairs. I will take a personal bounty out on each of you, since you bastards put a bounty on various publishers for running me.

I noticed since that interview in July you bastards each felt the sting of it so you're taking it out on my publishers, they did nothing to you. Rule number one, an editor stands behind his writers. A publisher stands behinds its editors, and you mother fuckers refuse to honor that. You want payback -- fine, I will give you payback and it is hell. I know who is behind the piracy of Tabloid Purposes IV, and he was responsible for fucking with the first anthology. Your career is cursed asshole, even your teaching career is fucked with now. You won't be able to collect unemployment when I get done with you. This nonfiction book is my bounty hunt, and yeah be afraid mother fuckers, this nonfiction book will go to press soon -- it is not done yet but it will be. Mark my words, do you want to keep fucking with a man who has nothing to loose?

You motherfuckers are Nazi Germany and I am storming the beach. Denying a mentally ill man a chance at having a story published is discrimination. Discrimination in the worst form and that makes you as guilty as murderers or book burners. In turn you're becoming the very thing that Nazi Germany created, and that enforces book burning and all of that shit. Stealing people's anthology as a .pdf is the same as book burning in the 21st Century. You think it is doing the industry justice no you're just hurting the authors and colleagues who decided to get published in other places.

Freeman, you fuck

Now I wish all your books get pirated, harassing authors who are on Tabloid Purposes. Not cool. You want to deal with someone, deal with me in private you fucking coward. You and your faggot ass friend of a school teacher trying to harass the authors on the anthologies, there are serious repercussions to that. Man let people read the anthology legitimately you fucking asslicker. I guess you were harassing me by saying you bragged about owning a pirated copy. I hope you computer gets a fucking virus and eats your shitty new novel.

Magnus Press, man I should have guessed they wanted to fuck my career up. Freeman -- you pirated TABLOID -- you're career is dead. BITCH. I hope someone ends up punching you on the street. Let me ask this honest question, do you think TABLOID PURPORSES as an anthology series deserves to get its legitimate readers yes or no. I am going to get a poll going here for those who hate my guts and for those who support the series

You act like a knob, get treated like one

What the fuck is your problem, you egomaniac? My arguments and issues with the fest, if you had ANY brains, are about fairness to ARTISTS. Since you're a writer I'd assume you wouldn't want to PAY if you were asked by a bookstore to do an autograph signing, right?

You try to start a fight on a forum I maintain, you will get thrown out. Fanale you were acting like a knob not me I won't mention your real name on Livejournal because I don't want to risk losing another account, but at least here I can say exactly what I am thinking. Blogger or my publishers have no control over what I say here, the views on this blog are entirely my own and no matter what I say someone will get offended by it -- now he's crying about it on another community to make me look like the tool here when he was the tool. So yeah you contantly diss me by calling me a fan-fiction writer so how do you expect me to respond, you're damn right I will ban you for it. My e-mail is working fine, prick. My problem is you contantly underminding me -- you never follow the guidelines behind a community and just because I am in charge of a place that doesn't mean you have to be an asshole and contantly test me.

Before you start pissing in someone's cornflakes, think of the aftermath. The fact you're acting like an even bigger douchebag about it motivated me to ban you even more. If anyone is laughing around here it's me. The fact that you started to act stupid, and you pay the price. I tried to be fair with you, you posted your flyers without posting behind a cut tag one too many times also and in that it made you look like the knob.

You're more of a knob than the people who go around stealing my anthologies or trying to railroad my career as an author or as a publisher. So to answer your question doing gigs like this allow me to get my publications out there, doing a nightclub signing allows a different vibe from a bookstore one. The book store gigs will come with time, I am happy with these for the time being.