Don't Call Me A Rapist!

Post by Nickolaus A. Pacione.

Post by Lake Fossil Press.

Skullvines Are Scumbags

This video is to the scumbags of Skullvines Press, they got mad at the nut cancer crack so I am not going to apologize for that and I respond to the faggot RainGods video calling me out of name. I am working on new material right now and to see them advocate bullying and piracy of books, they need to be closed down because they are with the horde that hang out in the legion of fuckwits message board to harass me, Lawrence Dagstine and now Sheri Gambino. The reason they come after me the worst is that I am the one who is the most vocal about it and will jump to video when it gets ugly.
     I begin to think they are the scumbags who are impersonating me on goodreads and stole one of my pen names to start up shit on there with the help of Melany. It is driving me crazy and she wants to screw over any dating life I have too. Well she needs a life too. I am not going to let her screw with my career as much as she has and I am not going to let Skullvines Press screw with any career I have too -- calling me a fanfiction writer, they don't have the balls to say that to my face because I will take a swing at Balzer. If they went after his crazy batshit wife he would be on a warpath. Well he is a batshit piece of shit who got mad at one offensive joke at his expense. I am not apologizing for it either.

This Susanna Holmes Character

Since Susanna Holmes likes to do a smear campaign about me -- I am giving her the right place to start up with me on here and handle this on my own terms, if you want to respond to this post my e-mail is posted. Sites like Fandomwank.com or Encyclopedia Dramatica aren't viable sources for a journalist. Holmes you're not a jouralist and you're chasing me around forum to forum just so you make sure I end up like Poe or Lovecraft who were both scorned in death. This joker is trying to get me scorned in life because I refuse to publish slash writers and because I refused to tow the party line.
     I wrote about these kinds in my book, and they are mentioned in the bio on Writings From The Grave. I've seen these types come and go -- I dealt with them all my life and in the progress of writing the novella, I am going to make this particular joker into a horror target and give them a very brutal death. I am trying to keep it clean with this particular one but I want to bring her out to a playground where I have more dominion than she does, since her game is more getting people to gang up on me in a message board. I am not going to let her do that on a place that I just called home.
     I watched these types start trouble on Lulu.com almost a few years ago but I am not going to let them do it on a new board. If they want to start something -- that's what my board is for because I do allow swearing and I do allow personal attacks. But if you try to post doctored pictures like what you tried on the forum, don't let the door hit you on ass on the way out. Let me present this question to those who follow both those libel sites, do you think those websites are reliable sources on a person? I want you to bring that arguement to this blog if you're going to respond to me. Best response goes on the blog as a guest contributor.
     I sometimes wonder if can either of you respond to this without being ignorant. You're not going to scare off contributors because of the antics both of you try to do on the message boards. I guess you really don't have anything better to do with your life than piss on mine. The one called Professor Norwood, come on -- can you do someting that doesn't steal from my creations? Do you even have a life? This Susanne Holmes character is going to be making her appearance in the novella I am working on and yes the kill for her is going to be graphic. Since the bitch is trying to go after my cousin too, I am going to have a little fun with her kill in the novella -- her's will be one of the more graphic kills in the novella. A kill similar to Vlad The Impaler.
     Since this Susanna Holmes likes to cause some trouble on the message board I am starting to get settled into -- I am going to make an example out of this coward. Along with the jagoff who calls himself SoundGardenFan, (using my birthday as a birthdate? Cute move asshole -- getting people thinking you're me. Do you think that will work?) They're trying to do something that gets me kicked off another message board, but I am not going to take the bait over there -- they came there just to see how much they can do to get me banned.
     I am very curious if this Susanna character goes around stalking people to every forum they go in, or just the ones that I found myself home in for the very first time since the days that Trench has his forum. I am thinking this Susanna Holmes is another WilliamDoitTheSecond or someone along those lines because she's carrying herself like one of those piss bloggers I dealt with over the years -- someone who doesn't have a real website except for some LiveJournal.com presence.
     Susanna if you want to start with me, don't do it on a board that asks people to keep it clean and forbids personal attacks. I refuse to go after someone on a board that forbids that, and don't want to do anything that will get me thrown off another message board. I will say this much if anyone has a mental imbalance it would be the one caled Susanna Holmes if that's her real name. Yeah I can imagine the bitch being a character in a horror novel and not living very long for picking apart every little thing -- and in fact I made the sorry bitch a horror target because she decided to pull those fucking links out trying to make me look like a criminal when I've been keeping my nose clean on a forum.
     Someone like her is truly morally bankrupt picking on someone with a mental illness, but she doesn't know me very well in terms of being a writer or a journalist. If she likes to come after me on a forum, I am not going to take the bait there. With that Susanna, welcome to the wall of shame on my blog you sorry sack of shit. Don't ever mention my family on a forum just to see if I would flame you openly on there. If I see you doing it anywhere else I will see to it that you're on The Wall of Shame for all time and I will have other horror writer buddies making a horror target out of you as I am doing. You go around trying to make me look like a villan or demonize me because I don't like slash writers.
     If you hate my guts and made it clear that you want to make other people who barely know me try to make me demonized when I did nothing wrong. The only reason that you bastards do sites like on Encyclopedia Dramatica or Fandom Wank is because none of you do your fact checking about the person and harass the publishers that run my work like you have a death wish coming. Calling me a damn con artist, lady there is one thing I have to say to you is to look at my picture on facebook long and hard -- see what the photograph is telling you. I really think that people like you support e-piracy too because it's in your nature, do you go to the movie theater with a video camera and tape the picture? That's exactly what you're doing when you go on a forum to cause trouble. I've seen twats like this come and go -- trying to pull out an old piece of shit of a board that intentionally lies about me and passing it off as truth. I guess you're quicker to let people believe the lies when the truth is written, and the truth is written by the source of the person.
     I really think this bitch also behind the storefront, LAKE FOSSIL PISS. Very cute lady, it shows that you're nothing but a fucking bitch.

Fuck off Beresford

She's still fingerfucking herself with her dead brother's asshes. I guess she's mad because the company I notified about her domain, she said I was lying about my picture being stolen well I wasn't lying because I can throw up the very picture it was she used for the domain. You're not supposed to do that Rusty Nail. I guess you fucking your other personality in ExposeTheTard. Going around making snide remarks and driven to see me fail even when I have some minor success with a few short stories here and there. She's going to learn an expensive lesson not to practice defamation of character even the asshole who now owns Encyclopedia Dramatica been fucking his dead relatives in the process. I guess he thinks it's perfically fine to spread lies about someone in a public website, encouraging people to load up pictures of children too -- I am thinking people like him jump online contributing to people wanting to kill themselves. I guess the dead relative fuckers get off on that sort of thing.
        Just because I jumped on video that doesn't mean Rusty Nail has to make my life a living hell everywhere else now. Rusty NAil do you have a life? I guess not and now it is time to take all your activity you do online to the place you work at. Is it worth getting yourself fired for doing this shit? It is things like this that make me not contribute to the Preditors & Editors legal fund. I guess she's beyond piss with the domain being non-functional -- suspended lady. Fuck you bitch, get a fucking life. You're 47 years old for fuck's sake. You acted like you never really got out of high school. That is why you don't want people owning my work unless it does get pirated, you're a fucking cunt who gets off on destroying people. You're a stalker for doing it.
        The bitch said so herself in her own real website that she's unremarkable so she goes creating two shitty ass websites that smeared on people who've had made some solid accomplishments and doing so on their own terms. Face it lady, the Revolutionary War ended and you're starting to do the brits vs. Americans again all over again. Supporting authors on The Other Dark Place who proved themselves to be assholes. You're nothing but a shitheaded pissblogger. You know why you created nickolauspacione.com to make sure I would never be able to get a domain in my own name and I noticed you gave Benny-Fag the same idea too. What are your biggest ambitions in life besides make my writing life a living hell. I am busy writing three manuscripts at once here and thinking which one to send off where, but as far as you fucks are concerned you are hellbent to throw a monkey wrench in each of those plans, and I also know that Black Death Books is ran by Todd Karen Koehler. They might claim that she's an employee but there are two employees there and they also run the place.
        It seemed like when you're a writer, it seems like maturity among authors have gone out the window ie they hide behind fake names and fake pictures to start trouble with someone. I am not hiding behind fake names or a fake picture. One thing that drives me is my honesty. When I go video it is an extension to my honesty I have an easier time putting ideas to paper than I do when I go video. So there is nothing scripted there. Everything I do with my youtube.com channel is very unscripted. Would be nice if they allowed longer videos though as in up to 30 minutes again.

Piss Bloggers

What is a piss blogger? It is similar to a yellow journalist, and I will explain more via video on here because I noticed someone said I am basically fair game because I got deemed a public figure now so are the assholes I am taking digs at too because the asshole that I took a dig at also had a book out there. His novel sucks ass too. But going back to what I said -- piss bloggers are the ones like ExposeTheTard and The Rusty Nail, a pair of cunts that go around violating every copyright imaginable just to get under someone's skin.
      Also a Piss Blogger is someone who passes off lies as truth on a regular basis and quicker to convince people not to believe the person who the truth comes from. If you want to see what I am talking about with yellow journalism click on the link here. Piss Bloggers should have their computers taken away from them and not be anywhere near a computer. Some examples of Piss Blogging can be seen in the Chicago Gothic Community on LiveJournal when assholes would write slash stories of me and some fucking popstar I don't give a flying shit about. The cocksucker finally sounds off too, the little radio show "jockey" is showing his true colors. Goddamn piss blogging donut puncher.
      It is often that kind of thing on a regular basis, fucks who went around fandomwank.com and other piss blog fags going around in a smear brigade. Hey Brunca, did you have permission to run The Fandom Writer on FandomWank.com? I clearly didn't give you permission, fucking bitch. My fiction didn't carry a creative commons not now not ever. I also am using this particular entry to address the bitch known as Jane Beresford, does your work know the shit you're doing with myspace, blogspot, and wordpress? Copyright raping cunt, hey Jess Patrick keep your bitch on a short leash. I can get that accountant twat fired for this shit. Seems like the Douchefags have nothing better to do, but slam on me to no end. I guess they have no morality to them at all, so with that I tossed up this video as a response. I am waiting for them to do a response to this calling me an asshole, but I would rather be an asshole than a douchebag. All in all, dealing with piss bloggers especially when they are white trash.

Look who decided to spew more venom and he admits that he's exposethetard.blogspot.com.......

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It shows that the people who are posting anonymously are cowards on that copyright violating coward's blog. I can prove that the other dark place has no respect for copyrights too because they created a fake tabloid purposes 5 on wordclay.com. Fucks.

Everything in italics is this loser valentinevegen@yahoo.com, every fucking story and accusation of plagiarism came from these assholes and I am posting all their e-mails in this blog and on the bulletins just to get the word out what kind of asshole I am dealing with here. I will relate here that some of you who are on my tops list know the stories about my dealings with bullies when I was going to school and I equate this loser to those bullies except this fuck doesn't have a face. I have the ip's to match where this fuck came from too. If you want to see the little faggot's IP: this is it -- 209.191.87.234 (I got you now asshole.) My IP doesn't start with that. I am trying to pull out my old IP Sniffer software so I can trace this fuckwad down. I used to have an IP sniffer on earlier computers so I can detect trolls a mile away, now it is time to track one of these programs down once again. He uses the handle archanearchiver to stir up shit on lulu.com, so if you seen this fag on lulu.com it is under this handle and here's his email address, archanearchiver@gmail.com. I am busting them out right here and right now.
        So if you end up getting an e-mail from him, tell him to burn in hell and those of you who knew me from way back knew I won't back down when I got pushed. This is push comes to shove because he's trying to get to me via my family. He's already tried to stalk one of my cousins.
        I am beyond pissed about that and I will take him to hell once I find out who he is. Maybe some of you who have a detective background can do some detective work on this loser because he was the one who started all the plagiarism rumors this man is connected to faceless dipshit who has a blog at xanga, http://www.xanga.com/Peter_Barnes and the faceless loser who calls himself Otto Bremman. I begin th think that ValentineVegan sucks pole from Peter Barnes.
        IF you want to give Underhill242@aol.com a piece of your mind go for it -- the fucker caused me to get a lot of spam at two of my submission addresses. They are a pair of yellow journalistic fucks who teamed up with a local to really try to take me to hell. (those of you who know who Kevin_Defeckt is -- that is the bastard they teamed up with. Hey Ben the blood is on your hands too you little fag. Take what I say out of context. Tell me this you uneducated fuck -- were you an asshole to both my step-cousins over at St. Charles too? This is on the heads of every asshole who is at The Other DArk Place doing that thread devoted to destroying me, it's on all of your heads mother fuckers. I am not closing Lake Fossil Press down for you cowards or anybody. This imprint is going to go on as long as I am able, and when the time is right I am going to keep it in the family. Lake Fossil Press is a Family Business. Any public relations I have -- I will do it myself.. Also you dicks -- you're starting to give yourselves away with some of the insults. I kind of felt that one was Jerrod talking shit, yeah that's right you fucking poser keep running your mouth. What was the number of books you sold you fucking chump.

..from: valentinevegen@yahoo.com

another blogger entry? haven't you learned anything greasy? weve already handed your friends enck and dagstine their asses on a platter, and now were gunning for you. you're our little bitch. our plaything. we know where you live. defeckt knows where you live, too. you know what we can do. go out of that dusty cobwebbed room, go upstairs and look at the window across the yard. yeah, the pickup. watch the lights flash three times when you go to the window. we are always watching. we know what you and the pedophile's masterplan is too, were not stupid, and we dont take lightly to ultimatums. so keep writing posts marked Fucker and making bold claims about us. in your case tabloid purposes five will not debut because we are getting an injunction and ceasing publication before it even starts. papers have been served and phone calls have been made to lulu. lake fossil press will be shut down effective immediately! you hereby quit writing and forfeit publishing rights to brian keene and karen koehler enterprises. susan taylor and dan fox of the other dark place will take over ownership of the tabloid purposes trademark, and do as they so fit with it either on or off of todp, or respectively give the trademark name to the community to play around with as such. when were done with you the only thing you will be able to retain is your pathetic name ---- and, if you're lucky, your shirt! hold on, nappy!

The Tragedies of Publishing ..

This is what I had to deal with the past year. Ever since planning Tabloid Purposes IV -- and one of the reasons why I pushed the guidelines as soon as I did because some asshole decided to create a fake account for that one -- V doesn't have an account nor do I plan to have an account for that one. But I will say this much every one of his e-mails I am putting on the myspace bulletin and he's convincing everyone of the naysayers that he's going to impersonate me to no end and he fessed that he's the asshole behind http://exposethetard.blogspot.com.
        This is what I learned via e-mail and he basically made it clear that he was this fuck too. The little bastard is getting enough rope now he's going to hang himself with it. You gained a new alley so what, and that loser seems to know the most about me too. Defeckt you're a dick, and so are the new friends you gained. This asshole and the yellow journalist named The Rusty Nail tag team seeing what kind of shit they can get on me -- now they are trying to bully around any new supporter I get. I saw that one reader got caught up in the bullshit they fed them after they bought my book, and that person if they are reading this right now I sincere apologize for the hell they invoked upon you. Yeah I caught hell just because I got accepted with stories and they came up with the false accusations of plagiarism. My stories are 140% original.

..from: valentinevegen@yahoo.com

too late the terrorists have won. so start eating the peanuts nancyboy.


you know, when the twenty-three of us (yes, we gained two more members since christmas), formed this regime we never thought we'd see the day where we'd "expose" pictures of your mother and shirley. if you only had had the pics we have right now...

...give up writing, quit lake fossil press, turn over tabloid purposes, the pictures are yours.

Valentino Career Fineato

From: Valentinevegen@yahoo.com

GAME OVER - YOU HAVE UNTIL VALENTINE"S DAY OR ELSE!!

Valentine....

Those of you who are journalists with the press, An Eye In Shadows is yours to grab when you put these e-mails together -- two and two together. The asshole is also known as archanearchiver too. Those of you who ran me in your anthologies -- I am looking for all the e-mails the loser sent you because we got a story that we can take to associated content then send it to the newspapers in Tinley Park, Illinois.


....Valentinevegen@yahoo.com

...then off to expose the tard and rusty with momma and shirley-poo it is... nighty night greasy ..

That is some of the horror story I had to put up with for an entire fucking year, I apologize to my room mate at the time for putting up with these assholes posting our address up -- yeah I tried to pay for an unlisted number for that reason. Valentine Vegan -- one thing I am going to say and it's two words, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RAPED IN ON. You're mine now jackass. I just found your ip and did a mapping of it -- you're out of Sunnyvale, California. All I need to do is e-mail yahoo with all the evidence I collected in the past six months and you're ass is closed up. I am closing your e-mail and your blog down. Well did a little websearch of Sunnyvale, California, now I know where I might do a book signing next -- tempting enough to sign there just to fuck with Vegen in his own backyard. Yeah welcome to the haven of white collar crime right there, those who seem to commit the most of it seem to work in Silicon Valley. A fraudulant account to try to impersonate me by creating that one blog. Stealing everything of mine from old posts, watermarking all my old pictures and artwork, it's all the MO of AL_Kilyu on The Other Dark Place, and the MO of one of the editors of Skullvines Press (would you want to submit to someone who does that crap? I wouldn't; fuck your career Jerrod, this is something you'd do just to get under my skin, guess what -- you fucking lose.)

Oh Naysayers. Kindly -- go fuck yourselves.

I guess they don't like being toyed with in real time. Take a look at what the faceless pussy sent me. This is the same cocksucker who pirated my book. Yeah you can't dictate what I can or can't do mother fucker, if you think you can then move to North Korea because they will love your kind there.
      They don't like me more now because I know using video I can have more fun with them. Now they're threatening to shut my youtube down. I guess they eat that faggot's cornhole too often. You fucking dared me asshole, and yes I got the balls to do it again. If I had sound it would piss you off even more because I would had done a video tape flushing Brian Keene's picture down the toilet after I've taken a nice big steaming shit on it. Grow a dick and do a video showing who you really are! My silent sarcasm continues. Yeah I will stop when you fucks are living in Arizona Bay.

To: Nickolaus Pacione
From: Valetine Vegan <valentinevegan@yahoo.com>
Subject: your silent film days are over...
Date: Dec 3, 2007 1:07 AM


"...why?
because we said so. and we can. and we will. we've reported you to youtube.

pull another stunt like this, greasy, and we shut you down for good. then you wonder why the 20 of us who use this handle keep wannabes like you back and bring in our own or who we prefer.

you have no class. you can't write. you copy from other authors. you're a fake. a fraud.



do this again, we dare you, and you will see what horror REALLY is.

Career Fineato-"

I think this says everything that I want to say to those assholes who steal my work and artwork. No respect for copyrights what so ever. My career is far from over and far from dead. I am not even done with the writing for that matter, let alone publishing. So with that I give these naysayers one thing they needed to see from me on video. That is also my answer to them demanding me to take my book down too. Choke on that awhile pricks. That was said loud and clear in silence.

Attention Capt'n Douchebag

Listen up asshole, I guess you're nothing but a coward who hides behind a fake name and a fake picture. Taking what I say out of context, I guess you go around biting everyone's pole. You're a cunt that needs to be eliminated like some termite or cockroach. Yes and that is exactly what you are -- a fucking cockroach. It is douchebags like you that need to be dragged out and shot.
      I would really hate guess what your stomach contents would be if they performed an autopsy on you. Or if they were pump your stomach, god only knows what was in there. And knowing how much pole you were biting, it would be telltale what kind of shit will be in your stomach contents. See L.A. Confidential for the referrence.
      You claim yourself to be a profesisonal but the shit you're doing on your blog is less than professionals. I guess you've been sucking Nelson Ford's dick all night. Just a another dumb ass mother fucker who has un natural sex with small animals wile he blows his dad. Reminds me of a former room mate I had when I lived in Iowa who used to take small pets from others and use them for his cat toys. I guess seeing a rump ranger like that who hides behind a fake name and a fake picture, claiming to "tell the truth" about me. Well the way I see it the fucker is hiding something of his own there just because he knows what will come out will be his funeral.

What the hell...

I guess the Other Dark Place are wanting to be dicks about me when I am trying to ignore the asshole convention forming over there. I got a book to write and a deadline to meet with the book being done. I guess they want to get me from writing on it as much as possible because they don't want a book like this to go out there. Contracts will be lost and authors will lose book deals, some authors need to lose their book deals I think. They got a lot to lose when this book comes out and guess they are trying to do that counter-book they want to do because it is in their nature to ruin someone's career. Let a man gain his book sales, and that is all I want -- leave me to make some money on a book. R.J. take your head out of your ass for one minute before you claim parody, it is doing what Susan Taylor and that asshole boyfriend are doing.
    I've been quiet because I want to get this book done and to press. Keene go fuck off and let a guy write in peace. You made your royalities for being a major asshole about railroading someone's projects. Especially you dickholes who go around stealing copyrighted photos and doctoring them up to make them all pornographic. That is libel right there. Why the fuck would you want to libel someone when there is money involved here. You bastards are ruining a career of someone and that is a violation of someone's rights. Yes I am out of the entitlement generation and my entitlement is to my royalities on a book. Even you assholes might think its funny to knock someone around when they're quiet. Piss off and let me get my sales of projects out there. Fair enough?
    Face it you all hate my guts, and don't like the fact I did get legitimate sales under my belt as a short story writer -- true I might self-publish some short story collections, but do I go around ruining sales of R.J. books -- no. Yet you assholes libeled the shit out of a charity anthology -- a charity one for fucks sake. That's worst than pirating the project, and you assholes actually admitted to do that too.
    It goes with the territory with that board, devoted every way in libling the living shit out of projects. Yeah keep trying assholes because you're going to succeed in one thing; what is that you ask? Failing.

I learned something who is behind the loser...

Nice try asshole. I put your response in the spam thing and you can kiss my ass motherfucker. Good thing I got that moderated blog too because it tells me the ip's of the jerks who frequently harass me. All you're doing is pissing me off. I didn't put your actual IP up on the blog this time around just linked it behind some vulgarity. So I am not exactly making someone's private information public.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

another comment from the asshole commiteee

"I have the cure! It's an intravenous administration of oxygen. I found this is the best method for silencing unwanted outbursts from patients. They may thrash around a bit at first, so I'd suggest restraint prior to administering the IV. You might place a spit shield, soaked in ether, over the patients head too, just in case. Works every time."

-- one dumb motherfucker

Yeah one rebuttal to that mother fucker and my suggestion for him he he should sit on OLD SPARKY! Keep running your mouth uncle fucker. With me writing this nonfiction book they should be nervous and I will say a lot of them are foaming at the mouth like they have Rabies. I guess a mother fucker such as him is the dumbest they can get and the crazed hostage taker is mocking the non-fiction book. Yeah she will be pissed as I would be laughing all the way to the bank. I will say this much, they can't stand in the way of progress. What does she got to gain by trying to fuck with my career. One of the two interviews I did really touched a war nerve in her. She isn't a real Texan either so I will rip on that fact.

I won't mention her name byut I will say the school teacher is behind it too. The fact he tried to harass one of the authors involved with a project, not cool at all man. Fucking bastard, get a fucking life you failed writer. You failed as a writer so you became a teacher. Those who can't do -- teach. I did want to be a teacher at one point but I am too much of a doer for that. I like to get the job done and writing is a dirty job. I can't begin how many times I got my hands dirty when I was putting the anthologies togheter. It is blood, sweat and gears here. Moter oil is in my veins writing the kind of horror I write. It is more fun to write a good fight scene than a sex scene. Fight scenes come natural for me.

I am addressing the fake gothic witch from PA here who writes shitty anime novels. Can you do anything remotely realistic? I can do better work when I am writing true stories than your fiction. Hell my true crime is scary too. What you going to do commit some black magic on me now? Try to put a curse on me -- when you try to fuck with someone like that, it will come back on you times three. You get burned sevenfold too, so you seriously want to mess with a guy's career? I want you to think about that question long and hard before you answer it then get back to me.