my rebuttal

I am trying to keep all my publishers secret until I get the publications in print and sealing the deal because I don't want faceless idiots like ExposeTheFucktard, and dickhead-with-the-NY-Cellphone-number harassing who publishes me. Whoever publishes me, it's their prerogative. So if they don't want to publish me, they'd communicate with me in private. So that's why I don't publish my acceptance letters on here, unless I have a photograph of me holding one of them.
     I sent a new creative nonfiction story out west and they were using an upload system much like the one I am going to use with my creative nonfiction anthology. I don't have a title for this because I don't want that homo who is pushing the goddamned cockstain going around and going out of their way chasing me forum to forum. Going out of their way saying that they're in charge. I just proved them to be a liar when I put Issue 12 out and working on Issue 11. I've seen that Timothy Willard is looking to blackmail me because I am trying to go to the press about this saying, "Who are they going to believe, a psychopath or a veteran. The reason you got kicked out of the military is that you were a 2313."
     It's public record that I am not a damned 2313, but I am a 2311 which is a psychological medical discharge. That was coined as entry level separation. The thing about when they found my learning disability is I was at a good point in basic where I got my working blacks. Willard would repeatedly lie about what I am in terms of sexual orientation. I am not a homosexual or a bisexual, so that narrows it down to a heterosexual. I wouldn't be caught dead dressing as a woman, where I was brought up. The only way a man would wear a dress is if they lost a bet. The loser of the bet would have to mow the lawn wearing their wife's wedding dress.
     So Willard flat out libels me like an asshole, there is no honor in that. No matter of one served their country or not. He actually went and altered my magazine's listing on WritersCafe.org because he's the only jackhole who does that damned "sparkle pony" remark. He claims to have honor, but really he's showing none. I am also guessing he also supports e-piracy as the fuckstain, Slade Kraven, does every time the son of a bitch does a libelous tag on a cult tag. Saying that I "support" plagiarism.

That kind of accusation is fucking libel. That is something Slade the bastard was willing to coin me as as then with the bitch named Sweet Exile. Going around calling me the troll when I've been around almost 14 years online. How could I be the troll when I don't hide behind a fake name and don't hide my identity. If I was a troll I wouldn't be the one telling the truth here. As for Timothy Willard aka 50 Foot Cockroach. They're just contributing to the lie that they want to convey as in the blogosphere about being a troll. The ones who do the unauthorized feeds to my blog on their fucking blog, just so they can harass the shit out of future publishers so they don't run my short story.
     This is what some people pulled on another message board to harass the magazine into dropping Blood Contender. The magazine e-mail me after these fucking e-mail trolls and said they were letting me out of my contract. That kind of shit is sort of crossing the line. As what Tim Willard is trying to do when I am getting ready to go to the press with everything I've done and my statement goes in the 5500 range as one of my new stories is right now

More Hate Mail

From: ZombieWriter: <zombiewriter@sbcglobal.net>
To: Nickolaus Pacione: <npacione@gmail.com>

"You should be ashamed of yourself. Between the comments about flood insurance and the comments about Brian Keene (who's ten thousand times the writer you'll ever be), you've gone from an idiot sideshow attraction to a total monster. You are a disgusting human being, and deserve any amount of grief people give you.

You make me sick."

This is coming from a jackhole who was trying to make a character I created into an erotic writer. Asshole. When this asshole goes around committing acts of plagiarism on one of my characters, does he really have a place to really comment on an innocent remark relating to Flood Insurance. Looks like asshole made t-shirt out of the graphic I did and it's making him look like a total douche. I guess the naked wife pictures were a little vulgar for him. I've been accused of being seen as a monster my entire life and writing a book that these goons freely pirated the shit out of just to make themselves look like they can get the best out of someone with a disability.
     It's almost a taboo to joke about natural disasters in code. Wait correct me if I am wrong with the entry I made on the other blog, isn't Bohmer a Wiccan/Pagan and what she believes comes back on her times three? Maybe this might be that coming on her times three for all the writers she dissed and even took a shit on her best friend. The comment above is from someone who is from a website that produced two murderers. The one murderer being "Bomber166" aka Andrew Alfred. I did a video relating to the fact they produced two murderers and they got extremely pissed about it. They want to accuse me of plagiarism when they committed copyright infringement.
     They like to argue fair use, well I am going to post up the picture of one of those murderous goons and DJ Pathogen wants to be associated with that site. I guess he was a murder groupie. Well it wouldn't surprise me at all if they produced a few child molesters too because AutoAim.org looks like a child molester. As for these assholes saying they are handing me my ass, bullshit -- I just handed all of them theirs in the last few blog enties and I am hardly breaking a sweat when I am working on a new short story too.
     I am still meating away on the story and at the same time reading all the shit-bloggers entries. I am waiting for the stupid free assholes to catch wind of my new article. Typical minimum wage earning losers who have no respect for their elders, and dealing with a few others on here who are obsessed sacks of shit. That is a typical goon trait.

More out of the Context....

The fun in being published with Associated Content, the assholes who read the articles take what I say out of context when I wrote the article with a strong acid burning truth behind it. They think those articles are going to do some damage wait until I get the new stories finished that I got working on right now. Examples of The 50 Foot Cockroach, SableCrank, and Karen Koehler taking what I said out of context. I can account for every short story I've written.
          The thing that will piss them off with the articles is that the place is open 24/7. When they link the article up, I going to earn royalities on that article. Not a lot of money but those who have the more than 100 articles on there will earn the money. I am locking horns with thirty and forty-something fan idiots. Yeah that is something I learned early on those are the ones who are going to be smearing the worst. The very fact one of them admitted to doing a submission call for stories on a Disney series that aren't authorized.
          They will get that same fate who wrote the "novel," Another Hope. As much as dickhead Matamas and I flat out hate each other, this is the one thing that we both agree on that the book Another Hope the author fucked up in getting published. Yeah I know I am already going to get heat with each of the recent entries but a few were wiping the piss off their face when I wrote The Hive Mind since I am talking about all those sites who go around creating the libel havens. Since The Cockroach decided to slander my entire family, I decided to put this article out there for the whole world to see, and this is one of those that isn't for younger readers because of the ideological climite. This article is part of a huge series I did and thinking it might work as a collection or an anthology of writers who did similar stories that deal with this hivemind climate. This is the other article that I tossed up on deviantart.com. It takes on this entire hostile environment of internet politics. That body politic that goes around for a number of years that some would go shunning someone because they don't agree with an entire liberal ideology.
          They freely use the p-word towards me. When sites like Encyclopedia Dramatica and their siblings had libeled everyone and anyone they like to pass off as fact. These are the idiots who go around trying to find a fandom for everything. Trying to look into everything with original fiction origins and then trying to pass that shit off as fan fiction too. Lights out for them, and seen in their world view is a scary world to think about -- call me a conspiracy theorist here, but when they see their world crumbling down they get ugly about it. Tossing around the claims that I did that -- it's bullshit when they have admitted to stealing works of mine over the years, one blogger had admitted to stealing my old banners and old works just to get me to break. But I have yet to shatter and won't shatter either.
          All you're doing is giving me ideas for my articles and for my new short stories. I don't have writers block either. IT shows that how far some would go and yes they are the human version of a cockroach.

New Short Stories I am working on…

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More thieving slash writing assholes

Oh for fuck's sake, more assholes are making off with my work and going on WritersCafe.org to commit acts of plagiarism. The copyright theft had been going now for a few days and seems if they got some motives that make me sick. Something that is even lower than those assholes who "created" those real person slash stories featuring me as a character. Now that makes me sick that they are even doing this too. This is something that sounds similar to those brats who brag about getting acclaim just becaise they write that kind of SHIT. Passing it off as "literature" if those assholes want to write short stories why can't they come up with their own ideas with their own characters. Skeevy had the balls to assume my identity -- you pussy if I ever find you I will put your face into the concrete.
            Stealing my characters and assuming my identity, those bastards need to be exterminated as some termite or cockroach. That is the ultimate form of disrespect I've seen in a long time. The being I am working on a new short story and trying to get the fifth anthology done, the thing people like this hate is progress. This asshole is also behind one of the thefts then oen who is creating an unauthorized story, yeah I can see where authors J.K. Rowling and Larry Niven are coming from. They are right there with that asshole who tried to write a real person fic with my son as the subject of it.
            Don't you think the accusations of plagiarism are rather harsh when I know different. Making claims that I have a room temprature IQ is rather harsh when I have an IQ at least of 98-100. I am not exactly slow; methodical in the progress of figuring your bastardized motives -- as I wrote in a story, you fucks aren't writers just thieves with a word processor. I have a few stories in mind and a few articles in mind exposing the bastardization of Fair Use.
            Now let me present this to the assholes who are laughing their way into saying, 'Copyrights, fuck your copyrighted works' -- before you say that, think long and fucking hard before you go stealing that particular story. Think about it from my point of view. Yeah I am talking to you Brian Knight and you assholes who are going around smearing my name on The Other Dark Place. The job wasn't big enough for you so you decided to call in some enforcements.
            None of my characters are gay because I never designed them to be that way. Writing with gay characters isn't my style, I would rather have the characters smoke and get into fights. Then I got these assholes stealing my work and posting it in Leet Speak, fuckers get your own ideas and get your own content. Sure they are using a site I called home for two years to make my life a living hell. I am starting to think that Pathogen started all this shit along with Girlvinyl who both share a brain in the sense they can't compose an original thought without slandering someone.
            I guess AutoAim is getting a lot of "fame" now for stealing my characters and impersonating me. The son of a bitch is just another faggot who takes turns fucking Raingoddess in the ass. I guess Pathogen is sucking off AUTOAIM for that same fame too -- then one of AutoAIMS shitfuck'd friends decided to say a libelous claim. How could I even plagiarize myself when I wrote Spectral Exile in the time frame of July-August 2006. The story is two years old and you fucks are picking on that one the worst. Can you fuckers write a story without any sexual content?
            I am also guessing Pathogen has no respect for anyone outside of his field. I guess he's going to be making fast fuckbuddies with a 50 Foot Ant, and I got some bug spray for this fucker right here. Are you fuckers done? I got some work to do on a few stories here and trying to get those done. IF anyone are attention whores it's the faggots who created the thread.

One of the large stories are done

CYBER:TERROR:MACHINE is done and now it is in the body of Tabloid Purposes 5. I was looking around at one of the sources for all the trolls I've been getting on WritersCafe.org, and I am going to pull one of them the surface here. Since they're threatening to post my work on a torrent; I am going on record that they'd go around impersonating me one site to another. Then one of them got me in trouble for confronting them about celebrating the impersonator. I will post the messages of the imposter word for word on this blog in the blockquote.
     I would like to see them try to get their hands on the new Tabloid Purposes for that reason but this is something they will be a failure at. They failed at life so they are going around making their living by ruining the lives of people who have worked hard on their work.

Helo ther, I am writer of horor storys...

So, goons... what should my first epic horror story on writerscafe.org be about? I want to include both spiders, ladies and fathers being sexually abused. I'm thinking of a hospital setting, perhaps an abandoned hospital, with spiders, and ladies and perhaps... fathers?

Oh and by the way... please send any bills and/or death threats to nickolauspacoine@yahoo.com so I can pay you whatever you desire and shake in my boots.

The Dickwad got a little pissed off becuase I refused to let the asshole steal my name and picture once again; but seems like he wants to make me a regular feature on his blog for that little victory. More of the bastards words here -- trying to say that another author wrote House of Spiders and Spectral Exile. I gave the exact date I wrote House of Spiders and the exact date when I penned Spectral Exile. He's pissed off because he got that fake account shut down by the admins.
     I am looking to see what the jackhole has to say of the blog entry here knowing what he's attempting to do. The only thing he's going to suceed at is having sex with his nearest blood relative.

#1. I am contesting the deletion of the story and the banning of my account with the administration of writerscafe.org. If they were not aware of exactly who Nickolaus A. Pacione was before, they will know his full dirty history after reading my reply, including his expulsion from the horror writers guild, his history of harrassing other writers and proven plagiarism. Any complaint he has made against me is most likely pure bullshit.

#2. I have everything saved and it's most likely going up on my personal garden of havoc called www.autoaim.org later on, together with my latest epic entitled "Spectral Sexile" - however, I want to see how the whole writerscafe.org thing pans out first. Rest assured, there will be much action to be had here yet, so... LOCK & LOL, people.

Actually when I think about it, I just might make "Nickolaus A. Pacoine" a regular feature on my site. Who's he going to complain to? Me? I'll take his Cease & Desist notices and wipe my rear end with them, photograph the event and post the pictures together with some more fanficion about it.

Yes, I know. Toxx clause. I'm ready for it. I'm game

Now here's the fuckstain's website. Seems like I'm on the receiving end of everything now and some of them would love to see my imprint disband but they are not going to see that happen. When Dagstine admitted to being valentinevegan, he saw an equal hatred on both sides and wished he didn't see it. Something I saw early on with another writer; the kind of things I saw coming in 2004 when I published the very first anthology. I am guessing they didn't see the article that came out and the new article which I tore that entire website a new one for attempting to impersonate me on different places. I did a video cutting into them in the entry before this one. I noticed that one of the assholes of the asshole brigade thought it was cool to steal my article word for word then post it on their blog.
     I love the fact that the fucker who calls himself George Thompson is trying to pass me off as a complete liar about everything; oh that's original. Seems like this is going to be the upcoming hell that everyone has in store with me because I got that impersonator account pulled. The fucker calling himself autoaim, is trying to make it his personal mission to smear my name across the web. Come on man -- I am sure you can do it without stealing said stories.
     Some of them are taking a page out of Brian Keen's playbook of dirty tricks. Coming on as my characters and flooding my inbox, that's original. Seems like the loud mouth dork is hooking himself up with the asshole commitee to promote their work too. That really stings if you ask me. This particular individual reviewed the impersonator favorable but when I messaged him defending the fact I wrote the stories he didn't buy it, someone like him shouldn't even be a writer if you ask me.

wait for it...

With all this article writing there is some new fiction ideas coming from it too and one of them, wait for it will be a long awaited sequel to a very infamous short story. I guess I will make the asshole behind wearemany@yahoo.com the person in the crosshairs of this one. Since he's getting off on passing lies off for facts. Then those losers calling my recent article a bunch of lies -- well they are not lies, I just didn't mention full names. I got a lot of mixed reaactions for that underground horror tale, but I might even retool the story to make it a longer one. Since those assholes who went around for five years slandering the shit out of me, I am going to make them look like complete assholes. There is one DJ I am going to make look like an asshole on a few stories too.
      Mr. Pathogen, Chicago's favorite dumbass is going to be the subject of a few horror stories too that will play off his overhyped mentality. More or less a fish out of water story waiting to happen. Put the blonde bitch somewhere in the southside and he comes back having his car stripped to nothing. Since he likes to speak with a forked tongue. He thinks he's an angry person but I thive on writing off my anger. Since one of his new friends stole the article and a few other assholes created a fake account stealing my work and doctoring up the title to make it their own. Now I know what one vampire author feels like when some shitstain stole her work and made it into a fan fiction story.
      I guess someone like Pathogen would enjoy reading fan fiction by some reject who pissed on my hometown.
      I will call Pathogen a dumbass because he took a shit on my book verbally especially since he read the lies first, and I guess he's more accustomed to believing the lies over someone who told the truth. So I will address him as both Chicago, Illinois, favorite dumbfuck and as the blonde bitch. I think both nicknames are rather insulting, and oh yeah did I mention he's in the crosshairs of a new story I wrote called Media Darling. That story is done just saving it for the magazine. That one is pretty nasty in the delivery, and the novella I.O.W.A. That will be put out myself because of it's size -- most publishers don't publish 12K novellas in a particular season so this is going to be something that will be released privately and if one wants the information about where they can buy it.
      I can give the information where they can get the chapbook. But as long shitheads like The Rusty Nail and Capt'n Fuckbag. I am guessing Chicago's Favorite Dumbass will be reading this blog, and along with his little north side fuckbuddy who is deciding to believe the libelous bullshit. I see Pathogen in the same light as I see the asshole who was formerly known as Rozzlyn, and learned that it was a good friend of the cocksucker who pirated my first anthology. The shim admitted it was friends with the shitface. And Oh FUCK! The Shim started harassing me on lulu.com now. I guess the IT OF A BITCH had nothing better to do. What I would enjoy being done is people taking turns deficating in the urn that the rainfaggot stores his dead bitch in.

Look who decided to spew more venom and he admits that he's exposethetard.blogspot.com.......

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It shows that the people who are posting anonymously are cowards on that copyright violating coward's blog. I can prove that the other dark place has no respect for copyrights too because they created a fake tabloid purposes 5 on wordclay.com. Fucks.

Everything in italics is this loser valentinevegen@yahoo.com, every fucking story and accusation of plagiarism came from these assholes and I am posting all their e-mails in this blog and on the bulletins just to get the word out what kind of asshole I am dealing with here. I will relate here that some of you who are on my tops list know the stories about my dealings with bullies when I was going to school and I equate this loser to those bullies except this fuck doesn't have a face. I have the ip's to match where this fuck came from too. If you want to see the little faggot's IP: this is it -- 209.191.87.234 (I got you now asshole.) My IP doesn't start with that. I am trying to pull out my old IP Sniffer software so I can trace this fuckwad down. I used to have an IP sniffer on earlier computers so I can detect trolls a mile away, now it is time to track one of these programs down once again. He uses the handle archanearchiver to stir up shit on lulu.com, so if you seen this fag on lulu.com it is under this handle and here's his email address, archanearchiver@gmail.com. I am busting them out right here and right now.
        So if you end up getting an e-mail from him, tell him to burn in hell and those of you who knew me from way back knew I won't back down when I got pushed. This is push comes to shove because he's trying to get to me via my family. He's already tried to stalk one of my cousins.
        I am beyond pissed about that and I will take him to hell once I find out who he is. Maybe some of you who have a detective background can do some detective work on this loser because he was the one who started all the plagiarism rumors this man is connected to faceless dipshit who has a blog at xanga, http://www.xanga.com/Peter_Barnes and the faceless loser who calls himself Otto Bremman. I begin th think that ValentineVegan sucks pole from Peter Barnes.
        IF you want to give Underhill242@aol.com a piece of your mind go for it -- the fucker caused me to get a lot of spam at two of my submission addresses. They are a pair of yellow journalistic fucks who teamed up with a local to really try to take me to hell. (those of you who know who Kevin_Defeckt is -- that is the bastard they teamed up with. Hey Ben the blood is on your hands too you little fag. Take what I say out of context. Tell me this you uneducated fuck -- were you an asshole to both my step-cousins over at St. Charles too? This is on the heads of every asshole who is at The Other DArk Place doing that thread devoted to destroying me, it's on all of your heads mother fuckers. I am not closing Lake Fossil Press down for you cowards or anybody. This imprint is going to go on as long as I am able, and when the time is right I am going to keep it in the family. Lake Fossil Press is a Family Business. Any public relations I have -- I will do it myself.. Also you dicks -- you're starting to give yourselves away with some of the insults. I kind of felt that one was Jerrod talking shit, yeah that's right you fucking poser keep running your mouth. What was the number of books you sold you fucking chump.

..from: valentinevegen@yahoo.com

another blogger entry? haven't you learned anything greasy? weve already handed your friends enck and dagstine their asses on a platter, and now were gunning for you. you're our little bitch. our plaything. we know where you live. defeckt knows where you live, too. you know what we can do. go out of that dusty cobwebbed room, go upstairs and look at the window across the yard. yeah, the pickup. watch the lights flash three times when you go to the window. we are always watching. we know what you and the pedophile's masterplan is too, were not stupid, and we dont take lightly to ultimatums. so keep writing posts marked Fucker and making bold claims about us. in your case tabloid purposes five will not debut because we are getting an injunction and ceasing publication before it even starts. papers have been served and phone calls have been made to lulu. lake fossil press will be shut down effective immediately! you hereby quit writing and forfeit publishing rights to brian keene and karen koehler enterprises. susan taylor and dan fox of the other dark place will take over ownership of the tabloid purposes trademark, and do as they so fit with it either on or off of todp, or respectively give the trademark name to the community to play around with as such. when were done with you the only thing you will be able to retain is your pathetic name ---- and, if you're lucky, your shirt! hold on, nappy!

The Tragedies of Publishing ..

This is what I had to deal with the past year. Ever since planning Tabloid Purposes IV -- and one of the reasons why I pushed the guidelines as soon as I did because some asshole decided to create a fake account for that one -- V doesn't have an account nor do I plan to have an account for that one. But I will say this much every one of his e-mails I am putting on the myspace bulletin and he's convincing everyone of the naysayers that he's going to impersonate me to no end and he fessed that he's the asshole behind http://exposethetard.blogspot.com.
        This is what I learned via e-mail and he basically made it clear that he was this fuck too. The little bastard is getting enough rope now he's going to hang himself with it. You gained a new alley so what, and that loser seems to know the most about me too. Defeckt you're a dick, and so are the new friends you gained. This asshole and the yellow journalist named The Rusty Nail tag team seeing what kind of shit they can get on me -- now they are trying to bully around any new supporter I get. I saw that one reader got caught up in the bullshit they fed them after they bought my book, and that person if they are reading this right now I sincere apologize for the hell they invoked upon you. Yeah I caught hell just because I got accepted with stories and they came up with the false accusations of plagiarism. My stories are 140% original.

..from: valentinevegen@yahoo.com

too late the terrorists have won. so start eating the peanuts nancyboy.


you know, when the twenty-three of us (yes, we gained two more members since christmas), formed this regime we never thought we'd see the day where we'd "expose" pictures of your mother and shirley. if you only had had the pics we have right now...

...give up writing, quit lake fossil press, turn over tabloid purposes, the pictures are yours.

Valentino Career Fineato

From: Valentinevegen@yahoo.com

GAME OVER - YOU HAVE UNTIL VALENTINE"S DAY OR ELSE!!

Valentine....

Those of you who are journalists with the press, An Eye In Shadows is yours to grab when you put these e-mails together -- two and two together. The asshole is also known as archanearchiver too. Those of you who ran me in your anthologies -- I am looking for all the e-mails the loser sent you because we got a story that we can take to associated content then send it to the newspapers in Tinley Park, Illinois.


....Valentinevegen@yahoo.com

...then off to expose the tard and rusty with momma and shirley-poo it is... nighty night greasy ..

That is some of the horror story I had to put up with for an entire fucking year, I apologize to my room mate at the time for putting up with these assholes posting our address up -- yeah I tried to pay for an unlisted number for that reason. Valentine Vegan -- one thing I am going to say and it's two words, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RAPED IN ON. You're mine now jackass. I just found your ip and did a mapping of it -- you're out of Sunnyvale, California. All I need to do is e-mail yahoo with all the evidence I collected in the past six months and you're ass is closed up. I am closing your e-mail and your blog down. Well did a little websearch of Sunnyvale, California, now I know where I might do a book signing next -- tempting enough to sign there just to fuck with Vegen in his own backyard. Yeah welcome to the haven of white collar crime right there, those who seem to commit the most of it seem to work in Silicon Valley. A fraudulant account to try to impersonate me by creating that one blog. Stealing everything of mine from old posts, watermarking all my old pictures and artwork, it's all the MO of AL_Kilyu on The Other Dark Place, and the MO of one of the editors of Skullvines Press (would you want to submit to someone who does that crap? I wouldn't; fuck your career Jerrod, this is something you'd do just to get under my skin, guess what -- you fucking lose.)

FUCKER

Defeckt -- you mother fucker. I do not and I say this again -- do not write homoerotic fiction. Do I have to spell it out to you? Just because some of the writers you read have that kind of content; I don't even write with erotic content for fuck's sake. You fucking idiot. You have your head so far up your ass that you're blind to the fucking world around you.
      You're idea of horror literature is Karen Koehler and Brian Keene (both authors suck.) If you want to make my life a living hell you fucking yellow journalist, you're downfall will be the lack of fact checking you have. Schmuck. You go around posting things that rae flat out lies on your blog about me like a schmuck you would have more lawsuits so far up your ass that you would have to sell all your synths just to pay your bills. Time to sell your synths and start flipping burgers little boy. You're wanting to boil this thing into the street, it's just going to make you look like an asshole. I guess by now you joined the bandwagon who sucks off each other in the sense of the hatred they have for me and right now you're going to hate me more than you did before because yes I will get personal.
      There's a real lack of maturity on your part where I think your parents shouldn't even allowed you online when you were a teenager because of that so called Better than you attitude -- yeah that's right do a blog telling me how I should burn in hell. But the truth is like acid, it burns and this is more caustic than anyone who tried to push me under the table or rug for way too long. And like monkeys they like to constantly fling shit around. Want to start trouble with me in Chicago, it will just bite you in the ass -- and that is something that you're afraid of more than anything. You broke a major rule of the internet. The big one, Don't talk shit who is within a 45 mile radius. There were times when a few wanted to pound on me in a club for wanting to call them out on their shit. I just called you out on yours. Book burning sack of shit. Go ahead and say something now you Frog. Go back to eating your stinky cheese (I bet you're mad as hell right now. I bet by now you hate Ultra-Conservative folks.)
      You will not ruin my focus, as much as The Other Dark Place had failed to do, as much as Lawrence Dagstine had failed to do too. What's your excuse picking on a person with a mental illness. God the fuck damn it, you're worst than that money hungry ex-room mate of mine in Iowa. Except for one thing you can't take away my heart.

the fucken nerve of a few people

Someone's got a lot of nerve to accuse me of stalking when I was just following links someone tipped me off to a forum where I was berated at when I wasn't able to speak up for myself. I will say on record I wasn't stalking him. I just responded to the people who were berating me as a whole there. Little Boy got a lot to learn about respecting his elders. The Rusty Nail is a sick little bastard who has too much time on his hands and I think the more I get this book written the more people are going to be foaming at the mouth. I will berate MacDonald here for feeding into the venom. Berating me for doing the same thing he's done over the years and that is publishing with lulu.com. I found his shitty novel on that site. The fucker should not have tried to berate me on a public forum.
     Fuckhead blasted on me for using lulu.com when his piece of shit chapbook is published on there. They all got a lot of nerve for this accusation, I just went to the boards to speak up for myself and all the assholes just turned it into a fucken boobytrap. Then when someone accused me of calling them a mother fucker when I called the one board a mother fucker, it is the main board's big asshole commitee who stalks me forum to forum and chased me down blog to blog like pieces of shit. Feed the kid some lies about me and he believes them why don't you. I will say something when I think something is wrong, and what some of those assholes done was berated me when I didn't have a chance to speak up for myself. I might look into publishamerica after all with this non-fiction book just to tell MacDonald to go fuck himself.
     I will say he bugged me with about 20 e-mails saying he wanted out but I told him he will have the story out but it will take me a long time to get the story recalculated and formatted to my liking. I wasn't really happy with the fact that stories in the middle are the hardest to pull out of an anthology. I guess the middle guys didn't get thet bulletin about the point of no return policy for center writers. I often save the middle slots for guys who are serious about staying in an anthology because it is always a bitch to get the anthology formatted how I wanted it after it is all said and done.

One Shitstorm After Another

This book isn't even done yet and already causing some shockwaves across the board. All the hate mail I am getting now -- I am tempted to put it in the book. I am quite tempted and playing it cool here. Someone put their pawn up, yeah time to move the knight. This is a game of chess the more I play it cool the more they foam at the mouth. Yeah I noticed one tossed a libelous e-mail on a board here and there. I guess this is going to be the endless pissing contest that the The Place That Shall Not Be Named is trying to pull. I am not trying to rile someone up here, but damn I mention that I do something like this people will get pissed and threaten a book burning. Holy shit -- never thought doing something like this will invoke the hardest of emotions of people.
       I noticed that I haven't even logged on that Place That Shall Not Be Named, and say some people have their heads shoved up their asses about it. I am trying to leave the high school politics behind. The more I am not foaming at the mouth myself, they will be. The only way if they stop me from writing this book is they start offering me money and I am not talking singles and fives either. I am playing it smart here and making sure I do more with press releases on things I currently have out already. Just plugging away on the short stories and sending off, some old advice giving to me by someone who wants to railroad me now.
       One thing I am setting out to do with this book is proving one thing -- I am real. And being exactly who you are in person as you are online is the most disturbing. Yeah I can see Brian Knight trying to snag this post and pick it apart with The Rusty Nail or his other piece of shit blog that he has out there to stalk to shit out of me. My palms were sweaty because of the book becuase I didn't think I have it in me to write something of that nature. I began to make some observations with the asshole behind the e-mail address valentinevegen, and I will say he has a connection to that message board. I am always going to bounce back, and this is what they can't stand. My career isn't folding -- this book is going to be something I know is going to be interest to both naysayers just so they can find fuel to bury me with but at the same time the other side of a coin, I want the people to see the Nick my friends saw growing up.
       "I will sign petitions and do EVERYTHING in my power NOT to let you release this non-fiction book." That was the response I got via e-mail today and yes I will post it here -- who knows I might do a book that a best of this blog. The more shocking entries, and all of that good shit. The thing is with me, nothing is satire here but the other book -- there are elements of dark satire in it. What's going to piss the boards off more is I am making a fucking joke out of this. If they want to burn my books, all they're doing is wasting their own hard earned money. The difference between having a blog on other places and here. I've had this location now as long as I did have the others, but never really figured out how to put it to use.
       The views on my blog do not reflect the views of the magazines or publishes who run my work unless it is my own imprint, and I will not run this book on Lake Fossil Press. Tempting as it is, but I won't.

What gives you assholes the right...

to go posting my address and phone number? You have 24 hours to take down the address and number from your blog or I will take you to the authorities because that is a felony. Leave my relatives out of this. I saw the blog posting to that and you assholes need to be shot for doing that. It's not even funny the first time. There's three sick people in this house, and if you address I will call the FBI on you. You will be put away for good, I have never listed someone's address. Leave my family alone. Threatening to post my entire family's address just because I am writing a non-fiction book. I have a right to my privacy you assholes.
       Things will get violent if someone doesn't take that address and phone number down. I never listed the address of people I hate so give me that respect For fuck's sake, it isn't even remotely funny when people do that. Magnus Press had my address when I submitted a manuscript so if you submitted a story to them and hate the person, they will list your address. The head editor gave them my address, I know where they got my address you gave it to them cocksucker. That is bad business practices. That will explain how they got my address. David, piss off this non-fiction book will be written and published.
      It isn't even funny when people list someone's number one number at a time. You're a piece of shit for doing it, and yes I will make it clear that you're the fucker behind this one. I saw the e-mails from a loser who goes on as "valentinevegen" and I won't give away what is his isp on it but I will say the asshole is trying to harass authors I haven't even published either. Yes this asshole will be toast when I get done with him, and I will take this to the press too. You fucks double dare me about it, I will blow it all open using the press to do it. I began to put it all together and this is the MO of the Moderators of the Other Dark Place. You want to try to burn me at the stake via the world wide web, you assholes will be burned at the stake offline via the press.

who ever is behind samyoung05

I wish some really bad things happen to him, unspeakable things. And getting a virus on his computer will just be a start of it, I know who you are. I am going to press with all of it and you are going down. If anyone is the vanity press hack around here is you, mother fucker. You can't strangle the markets, because it is a sicker form of censorship. Do you think people have a right to own books of mine? Yes or no?

I am also addressing the assholes who go around ruining sales of my projects too, do you think you have a right to ruin sales of books or stories? Just because I am writing a non-fiction book. Some are right, this book will end careers and one of them is yours. I am blowing the industry open wide and my book is the dentinator.

I noticed a lot of harassment in the poll already 37 assholes responded to it, and I guess with them they don't want people reading the series. What are they afraid of?

Here's the stupid motherfucker's IP. Keep harassing me bitch and I will be reporting you to ISP. Working off of: IP: 69.31.17.5 +4 -- your ass is mine mother fucker. So you still want to be stalking me, fuck off. son of a bitch. I am coming for you. You have 24 hours to take my phone number down from your blog.

Freeman, you fuck

Now I wish all your books get pirated, harassing authors who are on Tabloid Purposes. Not cool. You want to deal with someone, deal with me in private you fucking coward. You and your faggot ass friend of a school teacher trying to harass the authors on the anthologies, there are serious repercussions to that. Man let people read the anthology legitimately you fucking asslicker. I guess you were harassing me by saying you bragged about owning a pirated copy. I hope you computer gets a fucking virus and eats your shitty new novel.

Magnus Press, man I should have guessed they wanted to fuck my career up. Freeman -- you pirated TABLOID -- you're career is dead. BITCH. I hope someone ends up punching you on the street. Let me ask this honest question, do you think TABLOID PURPORSES as an anthology series deserves to get its legitimate readers yes or no. I am going to get a poll going here for those who hate my guts and for those who support the series

You act like a knob, get treated like one

What the fuck is your problem, you egomaniac? My arguments and issues with the fest, if you had ANY brains, are about fairness to ARTISTS. Since you're a writer I'd assume you wouldn't want to PAY if you were asked by a bookstore to do an autograph signing, right?

You try to start a fight on a forum I maintain, you will get thrown out. Fanale you were acting like a knob not me I won't mention your real name on Livejournal because I don't want to risk losing another account, but at least here I can say exactly what I am thinking. Blogger or my publishers have no control over what I say here, the views on this blog are entirely my own and no matter what I say someone will get offended by it -- now he's crying about it on another community to make me look like the tool here when he was the tool. So yeah you contantly diss me by calling me a fan-fiction writer so how do you expect me to respond, you're damn right I will ban you for it. My e-mail is working fine, prick. My problem is you contantly underminding me -- you never follow the guidelines behind a community and just because I am in charge of a place that doesn't mean you have to be an asshole and contantly test me.

Before you start pissing in someone's cornflakes, think of the aftermath. The fact you're acting like an even bigger douchebag about it motivated me to ban you even more. If anyone is laughing around here it's me. The fact that you started to act stupid, and you pay the price. I tried to be fair with you, you posted your flyers without posting behind a cut tag one too many times also and in that it made you look like the knob.

You're more of a knob than the people who go around stealing my anthologies or trying to railroad my career as an author or as a publisher. So to answer your question doing gigs like this allow me to get my publications out there, doing a nightclub signing allows a different vibe from a bookstore one. The book store gigs will come with time, I am happy with these for the time being.

Bob Freeman can piss blood as far as I care.

Damn not very smart fucking with me eh. I have three words to say to that asshole, PISS BLOOD FUCKER! PISS BLOOD! I am going to get that non-fiction book done and he's already been foaming at the mouth. Yeah I could imagine him trying to collect my number and posting one number at a time like one of his friends did in the past. Yeah you think you can stop me career dead, good luck trying you fucking backwater redneck. I see what you're trying to do -- start a feud between Indiana and Illinois. Not happening, don't get the whole fucking state involved because I did nothing wrong to Indianna as a whole. But I could see that you were easy a member of the Ku Klux Klan.

I think I might set up a signing in SOUTH BEND to just piss you off. I got enough titles that are carried by Ingrams to pull it off too. Yeah I can see you're foaming at the mouth about this one and one of your fans wanted to slit their wrist I might end up getting the signing with the non-fiction book when comes out -- keep foaming at the mouth pal, the credits are coming my way left and right now.

Naysayers are foaming at the mouth! Filmed at 11PM

Is it me or the naysayers are currently foaming at the mouth? They constantly are trying to flag my blog because someone got butthurt. They are foaming at the mouth more because of that book, and that's right you fake witch slut keep running your mouth about me. They want me to play nice -- yeah right when they don't. They got butthurt and pwned in two interviews. That's nothing mother fuckers. I am constantly pwning your asses this time. All your base belongs to us, fuck you. I have a right to blog and a right to write what ever the fuck I want or publish what I want.

You assholes are violating my freedom of speech. Even Shrewsbury is falling into the liberal bracket. Yes Shrews I call you a liberal. I never seen soo many people roaming at the mouth because I am selling my short stories. Combination of being self-published, small press published and semi-professionally published this is getting fun. You assholes want to reach across the screen and kick my ass for something I say or do, for a bunch of dicks who hate my work you're hanging on my blog picking apart every word. Fucking vultures. My success is pissing you assholes off, and I am just biding my time for my nonfiction book to be done. You can't out smartass a smartass, once a smartass always a smartass. I say what I want when I want, without giving the shit about repercussions of it.

Keep running your mouths about me because I am getting bigger by the day. Bite me assholes. I tried to give Shrewsbury's Dack Shannon book to goodwill and they didn't even want it. I even tried to give Hawkes' first collection to Goodwill and they didn't even want it either.

I am tempted to do a book of all the hate mail I just so I can make a quick buck from it, keep all the money too. It will be funny just to piss you assholes off -- might be another project for Angry Guinea Books.

Go Fuck Yourself Freeman

"Enjoy being unpublished, unremarkable, and unwanted, Nick. Life is what you make it, and you made yours a world of shit."

-- Bob Freeman

Keep telling yourself that Freeman, you keep telling yourself that as I got another story accepted somewhere. For a fat fuck, you're not that smart either. I read that little story of yours too, and I will say this much -- it sucks balls. Come on, there's more to Gothic Fiction than that shit you call writing.

Professional jealousy in his territory I guess. I've seen writers published on Xibiris more talented than him and far more imaginative. Come on Freeman you want to keep attacking me, yeah right farm animal fucking motherfucker. I am going to piss you off even more here. Fucking bastard. I have more heart than you have and twice as much talent to boot. You might have got your dick sucked by Koehler for that review you have. You call yourself harsh, sorry asshole I am twice as harsh as you would ever be.

You write your shit that you call "fiction" and let me earn my royalties and enjoy having a career as an author. You started this feud not me. Just because they have to pay an arm and a leg to get their book published that doesn't mean they are less talented than the mass market. Just because interviews are falling on my lap now you get pissed off, and maybe I might have another diss story in me somewhere. I said all hate mail will be posted, right?

I've written better stories than "Pillow Talk" on a bad day, and I will say Misguidance is much better than that one is. He's just another fat fuck who got his ass burned -- listen Bobby, don't burn a guy on his birthday. It is a good way to really get shit going the wrong way on you. I never liked you from day one as a person.

I don't give a flying fuck about your career, and the next thing I want to do is take a shit on your novel and video tape the aftermath. All I did was an interview and you're acting like I just fucked your wife.

I didn't print out naked pictures of your wife so don't act like I just fucked your wife. You're acting like someone just got naked pictures of your wife and trying to get my blog flagged, yes I do read your blog mother fucker -- shut the fuck up already. Vile -- not really, just get pissed off when fucks like you try to discredit me. You're fuckbuddy Keene often disses me and gets away with it for way too long. I guess you're pissed off by the little fact you just got DISSED. I didn't fuck your wife man, and I didn't threaten you. I may have taunted you but didn't threaten you.

An Equal Opportunity Insulter

I guess a few people got pissed off by a little insult I made on this blog, but I think I will do a post that is even more insulting than the last one. I am an equal opportunity insulter. Not discriminatory who I am going to insult, but if someone insults my intelligence I will say something. Yeah don't like it, take it up with the complaint department.

So I will say this -- not only of the bimbo who recently messaged me but I will say this of the 2313 that insulted me after the fact I did an interview.

The little bitch decided to rattle off about her publishing credits -- it doesn't matter what her publishing credits are, if they diss on me then it will be something that will unleash the hounds of hell. Get a life, fucking bimbo.

So I guess her idea of horror is the style with overt sex scenes and shit. That's not my idea of writing horror, and I like to write with pure muscle. I am sure the bitch will keep smarting off somewhere about me, two words lady -- fuck off.

Guidelines are drawn up for Six

The guidelines are ready for six and he blames me for him closing his magazine. You interviwed me, and you were wanting to stop the Tabloid Purposes machine. I didn't do anything except to be myself. The guidelines are ready for the magazine and I will throw those up soon. I will be making it a higher paying market again too.

I did the guidelines and they're ready to go. My magazine is going to be active again too after the anthology is finished. The deadline is announced, and trying to get thing things ready for a convention. All I want to do is sell some books damn it. I am still working on the non-fiction book too and seems like Dagstine is wanting to stop that book from going to press. The book is reformatted to see how long it is -- right now it is about 34,000 words and climbing from there.

I ain't no fucking monster. I am just a man who seems to not fit the current landscape of things nor do I want to. I honestly wish him the best with the magazine and he begged me to submit him something. I was just busy with other projects and a story that I had was a reprint status. It's a fucked up thing that he'd blames me for the demise of the Literary Bone. I had nothing to do with that.

He wanted to see my small press die in the progress, but that thing is bigger than I am and some assholes are going around typing up bullshit stories about the books on LFP -- and I did start a new imprint for the non-fiction book in case someone decides to go after the book. All the other files won't be lost.

Dagstine, look -- you were libeling me about using your story on Tabloid Purposes IV. I originally accepted it remember I told you that when I got the story, but now that you withdrawl your story -- you decided to start a mutiny before it even starts. I am busy trying to meet a shit load of deadlines here, and what I hate doing is having smaller submission windows. I was nothing but professional with you and now your fucking new friend xxneveahxx is trying to fuck everything up here in Chicago because of what, that I left the apartment because I was tired of being broke. The fact the bitch is libeling the fact the birds were left in the cold when they got a good home in a long time friend's place.

You have to be able to take the heat when doing a magazine, and yes it will get tough doing one. Even dealing with the impossible people too. Pretending to be a friend too -- man that is low of the low.

For fuck's sake -- I have a Conservative mindset and does that make me a criminal. Then all these assholes who were out of the old Gothic.net regime decided to get in on the act. The moment I try to protect myself on there you get all bitchy and whine about it. Blame me and trying to destroy my publications sorry man, that won't fly well with me. Mr. Painted Smiling Face.

Blacklisting me won't work because people tried to have me blacklisted on a number of occasions. Even getting kicked out of the Horror Writers' Association because of what I was defending a project I edited nearly three years ago. Just because someone didn't get their way of getting a book of mine cancelled. Yeah there are many factors for a small press folding. My unconventional methods make it work, using an anthology to get another writer out there is the main reason I am out there as a publisher. If they can use my press as a stepping stone to get their feet wet, then I did my job.