calling me amoral when I don't hide.

Seems like no matter what happens in the business, there will always be those types who have a real lack of professionalism. I write it off as them just being human, and in that some editors in the business should never be editors. I won't name names here but they are a pair of editors from Canada who have a habit of talking down on Christian authors. I am not a sexist or anything like that but I will go on video record dealing with every naysayer involved from the book burning idiots to the ones going and editing my footage like it belonged to them.
     Trying to dismiss me as some printed wannabe author, sorry to disappoint them but they've insulted every publisher ever to run my work with that remark. What I say on youtube doesn't reflect the views of my publishers. If you get offended to the very least there is the power button on your computer.
     Some of these anonymous naysayers do cross the line, and all I am trying to do is get some short stories sold and a legit reader here and there with a non-fiction book. It pissed me off to no end that some of them went as far to pirate the non-fiction book and been disrespected in the business for way too long. I am not naming names in the video but they already know who they are in this business.
     The fact some of them went on like this for way too long and went out of their way to try to convince people that I stole my story ideas when everything I've written is mine. Even when I did The Statue that was my own idea, though I borrowed some of the delivery from Twilight Zone fan fiction.
     I know how I am, and these people think they could wear me down. Sorry, but I got stories to work on and anthologies to edit. Stifling an author and if they are an author themselves, especially when they got published by an author I did a book signing with a few years back. Not mentioning names here but doesn't that reflect back on the editor of that book?
     The very idea the ones who should be celebrated are the ones who bow to false Gods, it is safe to say they do worship graven images. I didn't go into hiding, just I didn't want to waste my batteries and memory cards on people who like to hide behind the fact they are always anonymous in the fact they burn books on youtube.com. I would love to imagine if a teenager caught wind of that video and decides to burn a house down.
     History is something they like to forget. Those who forget history are fucked to repeat it. The very idea these writers who stifle the shit out of me are often the ones who aren't even major in their respective field. I mentioned one or two writers by the kind of book they wrote in my non-fiction book, their name wasn't mentioned but the person liked to say I got negative talent when I respectively sold stories to noted magazines over the years.
     I refuse to allow some 'editor' to talk down on me like I am a little kid. Hell I treat most editors more professional than what these Leisure rosters like to treat me. It reminds me why I buy books from authors who are published on Iuniverse.com and PublishAmerica.com authors . They don't hide anything when they write their books.
     I am not a slouch, and when I am unscripted when I do videos. It shows I am human. What have my publishers done to you? Nothing. All they did was publish a short story of mine, and I had to compete with a hell of other people to get in the magazine.
     The ones who've ran that so called "message board" are not immune by what I am going to say here. I am just giving all of you a better reason to hate my guts if anything. I am not about to let some false god worshipping bimbo talk down on me like I am some fucking kid, she reminds me of a cunt from Gothic.net that used to fuck Mike Lovell. Some of these message board posters pissed away all their common sense. When they know they are the type of people who have morals or pissed their morals away. I haven't gone into hiding, I am just too busy writing to deal with you. The two editors I am not naming here but they know who they are, I will address them as backwater white trash.

more details on the book itself now.

Hard to believe I managed to reach 45,000 words with the book and this thing I am aiming to make it at least 70,000 words by October. I will say I got an e-mail from a publisher interested in running the book when it is finished. I sent this publisher a sample of what was already done and that was the 1990-1991 section of the book. This thing has a lot of insight to how I think, and I guess some of the trolls are still guessing about the book. I am going to piss off the wank community now too. I will say that The Other Dark Place committed the P-word now not me. They're the ones posting my fiction without permission. I will say this the person who invoked fandom wank to stalk the hell out of me managed to plagiarize characters from Marvel Comics.
     Now dickhead, I know you accuse me of stealing stories from an author I have a lot of respect for -- at least my work is original, mother fucker. Before you blast on me for self-publishing my work blast on this bitch for stealing X-men Characters. My original works are comic book ready in some ways but this bitch shouldn't even have access to a word processor. So with that being said what gives you losers the right to post my fiction on your forums? Do you have any respect for copyrighted material (you want to comment on this use the form below.) I guess Elizabeth Peake and her friends have no respect of anything I've written to the point they would steal it and post it on the forum. I noticed dickhead did post the google search of my book and magazine. They don't allow the whole preview of the books on there so I guess the magazine is still needed to be purchased to read the stories in it.
     You assholes have no permission to post my works on your forum so I suggest it isn't a good idea to do so. Angeline, what if someone decided to post your stories up without your permission? That is exactly what you fucks are doing to my works too asshole and Koehler, I've read your story on Covenhouse you two-bit slut -- it sucks. You assholes want to know who's reputation gets dirtied up in this book keep guessing bitches.
     Oh by the way Marlowe1, listen up you libeling fag -- I've paid the authors in Tabloid Purposes and Tabloid Purposes II, so do you want to keep libeling my books. You are just mad because I am seeing publication of my works outside of lulu.com now. I will say this the non-fiction book will be the death of you man, keep libeling me you have more fuel added to the fire. I am just trying to get books sold like the next guy -- it is immoral what you're doing and it goes against your entire belief system. Thou shall not steal, and you're stealing from my pocket you pushy little fag.

the progress on An Eye In Shadows

Took a word count on the current non-fiction project in progress and will say I felt that it is surprizing that I worked on this less than a few months and already is the length of House of Spiders 3. (Give or take the same size as the short novel.) 100 pages already too, and so far PublishAmerica is interested but I want to send them the version that I am doing to put on Lulu.com but available to me only so I can show them what it looks like as a finished book then send the book to a few publishers with a disk including a promotional kit including a video explaining the project instead of a cover letter. It is funny when something of this nature picks up speed then when you really get into writing a full length book it is tough to keep focus on it -- so I was killing some time by playing around on http://www.newgrounds.com. I've been so busy with editing Tabloid Purposes IV and writing the non-fiction book that I haven't written any new short fiction in a long time.

The last new short story I wrote had to be Blood Contender and that was a few months ago and I wrote Misguidance back in March in about two hours so I am making that one available for free since it is a 2800 word short story.. It got accepted too on a publication. I won't say where yet because I don't want the asshole convention harassing them. The non-fiction book is about 30,700 words and climbing from there -- hopefully by the end of this month I will have that 30,000 doubled to 60,000. I am hoping to get more added to the book in the sense of the section that has the longest part -- being my freshmen year alone. The book itself will make The Fandom Writer, Bleed The Freak, and FUCKBEATER seem like child's play for me. The difference between those three stories and the book itself is that the book is a work of nonfiction, and the other stories are works of fiction -- Bleed The Freak is close to how this book is going to be except that it will echo true to life in that sense.

I've shown part of the non-fiction book to the editor of The Literary Bone because he is publishing the story that originally got published in England for the first time in the United States. It is a reprint now but still a print exclusive, this time exclusive in the United States. Those of you who are international and had copies of the magazine it appeared in you'll know the story I am talking about here. With that being said the non-fiction book right now is coming along slowly but pacing myself with doing this kind of project. Misguidance is the story that will show the blueprints for the third rewrite of the book. I am pleased with the way this story turned out.