update so far

This is something big and yes it made the front page on one paper and the other paper is coming soon with the interview. I am looking to raise some cash for this trip I am taking in January and this is how you can help, donate to Writings From The Grave.com and one will get an ebook titled Words From A Dark Truth and this will have some material that will be in Dirty Black Winter. My anthology A Library Of Unknown Horrors is now being carried in the Roselle Public Library and the Edgar Allan Poe Museum. The newspaper in Morris did a front page story about this and the paper coming up is going to be doing an interview about it and use that interview to put some of the naysayers in their place. My computer is down right now so I have to do all the blogging from public computers for the time being and need to take the computer in for a new motherboard then I can get Issue 13 out there. I got a computer from home that won't let me get online but two vital stories are backed up on e-mail. I am sorting through my e-mail right now to get some phone numbers because these are vital to the trip in January to Richmond, Virginia.
     You can also help by grabbing up Dirty Black Winter as well as the anthology itself. David Boyer plagiarized me and looking for someone to send me the book via my post office box I am not going to buy from an asshole who goes around stealing from me. I got this anthology that he scammed me on in a museum too and I am looking to make the book available for ipads. I will have this within the update of this blog and will have the pictures going up from the check I got from the Poe Foundation. Those of who stiffled me for the longest time now had failed in getting people to hate me because it is going in my favor now. The book can still be bought in the trade paperback format too for $15.90 that will be linked up tooo for thoses who want the book as trade paperback too. I suggest getting either one of the two because it will give people something to read either way. The other version has a handwritten synopsis. Lulu.com is doing a good thing here and I guess people can read the book now from a phone or ipad -- I hope those people get the print versions too.

.org is live

I am pleased to finally announce this. The domain in some part, is now live, right now I trying to get the gate page looking pretty damn cool. I am sending the submission guidelines of my planned anthology to some newsgroups because it would be interesting to see what kind of stories I'd get for this. I am looking for dark, true stories told from a first person's point of view -- if it is about someone you know, work with them on the story because this might give some chilling insight. The title will not be made public because I don't want pyromaniac or the theif from the British Isles going around stealing it. It is clear that none of them clearly can't come up with an original idea for something of that nature. There is something posted now about the incident that happened over here, but no names of the locals or the region is mentioned in the story.
      It was written last night, but if one wants to straggle into reading the story it's public but the profile is viewed by friend's only over there. I've been doing a lot of stories with the real-life aspect that I've became rather known for. The one story I sent around to a few people as the test story for this anthology is going to be part of it. I will not be working with lulu.com with the main anthology because one author has a class action lawsuit going with them, but I will be looking into a low or no cost print on demand place for this anthology if they let me merge the pdf files for the book first. I am working on a brand new short story and this is in the vein of something Edgar Allan Poe wrote titled Words With A Mummy, well the idea intrigued me enough to look into some urban legends in my area of Chicago.
      I am trying to see if I can sell this story for enough to go into my security deposit. (I am looking for an apartment back in Chicago, I want the Chicago address because it will help with getting something really going there as a publisher.) Well the one story I am working on, I want to make it top out at about 5600 words -- much as the nonfiction story I penned for the anthology project I am pitching. I have a few createspace accounts and turns out they were my ex-publisher with Collectives In A Forsaken Landscape. Well I found that someone also did a listing for Lake Fossil Press trying to say they were In Charge, well when I get the domain fully operational I will be setting the record straight. A few around would say I am libeling the publishing company when I am the one who is telling the truth. I proved the pyromaniac a liar when I did the one video and also dealing with a bitch who goes around calling me a damned retard.
      Well I just love it when I get some high profile encouragement, a writer from my teen years I grew up watching his work on television said he liked one of my nonfiction stories. Coming from him this meant a lot to me, it shows I can carry myself there and do this in a way that can give H.P. Lovecraft a run for his money in the realms of fiction. I doubt that Sammi E. Cox can do a scary nonfiction story if her life depended on it. Being that she lacks a professional publishing history or a semi-professional one for that matter. I have a few stories I am looking to submit out, but the ones I want to submit to I need to plunk down $20.00 just so they can have a look at the thing -- that is the creative nonfiction market for you. It's hard to break into that field. It is hard because they give you a particular subject for the journal and that's about it -- I wish they had some that had no particular concept or theme so I can send the stories to them. My book Dirty Black Winter will have a few of these type of stories in there too.
      A new highly controversial book released (waiting for the proof copy to come home,) a newly christenned website for the imrpint, and still looking for some remaining spots on Issue 13 -- I want to make this one special too because of it's being the anniversary issue. I want to make this at least 240 pages, better still 260 pages. I also want to state that this month is the anniversary of my official website (it grew with me) -- this will show a lot of people coming on here how old that site is, it's from the second era. I still can't believe my website is actually fourteen years old, that's a milestone for a website -- and Lake Fossil Press is seven years old on my birthday while the magazine will be six. The nonfiction project I am looking to do a huge broadscope of scary true stories from a first person point of view. Trying to picture if Edgar Allan Poe wrote true stories as dark as his fiction. What I am looking for is a lot of possibilities for this one, the subject matter is limitless in terms of true stories there. But the no sex rule and the no gay rule is in effect because I want to keep this anthology an R rated project but not a pornographic R.
      As a few dickheads out there claim that I was killed by neighbors or committed into an asylum -- sayin the magazine is closed because of this. I hate to say it that they are in for a rude awakening when the magazine goes to print within the month. I will also do blogs on my insanejournal which is called Psyche of a Bipolar. The one thing that blogspot I like about it is they have a huge tolerance of what can be said, but at the same time it's got this nasty side where people can blatently violate copyrights on stories. As some people have no respect for a man's titles of newly written works -- that is something that Cox showed a blatant disrespect for over the years. When a publisher lacks that kind of respect they will not be around a long time.

due to the vandalizing

I have the magazine listing found here, some jokers who are in their thirties really lack some true maturity and I am guessing one of the immature bastards are going by the e-mail address of freddan303@hotmail.com. I am also guessing that this is the same person who goes around with a sick fancination with chocolate milk. I am not ten years old anymore so I prefer adult beverages. I get sick of the idiots taking the magazine listing and using it for their own toilet by making it into something it's not. I am staying away from other blogs because a lot of them will talk and see what they can come up with to smear someone.
      This place had a denial of service attack, so I am keeping my cool but there are a lot of things that will turn to shit at times. The listing now is somewhere that it can't be vandalized but if you want to harass John Alexander you can do so by facebooking the loser, or e-mailing him. Ask him where he found certain forums to do what he did. The person goes also by the name of Federick Back. I am sure a few people would love write the guy via e-mail asking him why he goes around with a fake domain of a magazine that's now in it's sixth year.

Dirty Pool is done ... but a crisis mode

I have to find a paper who'd read this and they'd understand what's going on. I need to get this to my doctors -- this is downright insane. I know it was someone from Finland who sent this to everywhere and Sammi E. Cox was in on it. This book needs to get to every paper in the area and every paper in the area where she lives. This will be available on createspace.com . I am living out this and they know where I go all of that. Christ. I haven't gone over to many message boards lately or anything like that. I have to find some room mates and find them fast. They dragged my family into it and posted these fliers that I am a menaces. I know who did it -- the one from Finland. One thing is this -- I need to get this book in the hands of anyone who will listen. Damned if you say something, damned if you say nothing. I can pin point where Sammi E. Cox started bullying me. This is just plain messed up. I need to find someone who can believe me about this -- with the model thing I wasn't going to lure her into a cemetery, as what the idiot impersonating her said. I was trying to set the record straight here.
   ;  If the community reads this blog, leave my family alone. I can point you to someone who is really behind the insanity -- where they got my picture from for these so called fliers I don't know. I need to get Dirty Pool to at least 20 newspapers -- two in the area, ten up north then to the papers in the UK. I am nervous about this whole damn thing, I should known that bastard from Montreal was behind all of that. I don't need this, not now. If they want to come after me -- come after me, but leave my family alone. I don't want them caught up in this. This is my mess, i am going to clean it up. If I am truly a menace to society as they say, I will talk to someone who can help me. I am not sure who will be willing to listen because this is way beyond anything I would make up -- it's too insane. I don't know what to make if it -- I want to see where these fliers are posted at. These ones who go around saying I stole these titles, how could I steal them if I wrote them.
      I have to think, writing these new projects but I have to do a blog to think about everything that's weighing down on the situation. What I was giving the model was inspiration for a story she was going to write, then when I tried to explain what this joker did to her she threatened a lawyer on me. If they do read my blog here, I want them to realize I am not a monster. I am not a sex offender -- I would never touch any minor in that sort of way. It's not in my nature. The weapon against libel is truth. So is part of the reason why I have to getDirty Pool out there. This is time for damage control, I have to clean this up and as disturbing as it is, I have to do an interview with ten papers and try to e-mail the papers near where Cox lives to show them what kind of person she really is. Cox terrorized me a hole year. I am studying the stamps -- trying to figure out where they're from. I wish the community knew I was in the hands of a bully from international waters. This is bullying from the US Mail -- and she did this just to make it where I can't go anywhere without someone wanting to shoot me now.
      The stickers are clearly not from the United States. I am using my skills as a journalist to investigate this and I want to know why the hell would they go out of their way to do this sort of thing? According to the picture there were sixty-two letters. that means I need to get a bigger paper involved to help me find where these are from. I need help finding where the stamp from because if someone would go through all that to get me stalked on, I don't know what the hell I can do. If anyone reads this blog can get me to a post master general, they can help me find where the stamps are from. They want my blood for this book, well I am going to let the press read the book on me. Getting that book out there is something I must do. Keep low yes but also look to find out who was behind this. I am trying to see where those stickers are from. I am looking for stamps I am looking for the sticker and trying to get down to the bottom of it.

Fight Fire With Fire

Right now I am currently doing new material and attending a funeral for one of my blogs, because one author got really pissed off what I said. I have a new story, this one is going to be on me. I don't mention any names, just their personalities in charater. And the last month and few days, I've been majorly tormented by an asshole from Quebec. What's really pissed me off about him is that he would not only personate me, the little dick impersonated and aspiring model. That shows what kind of moral fiber that fucker has.
     He's the kind of person who would knock up their own mother. This bastard was part of a cult called The Church of Subgenius, whatever the fucking hell that is. This fucker earned a spot as a horror target (yes Martin I am going to use your fucking name in the story. You should have never fucked with my family, especially my sister. If anyone in Quebec sees this son of a bitch, call the authories in Montreal. In other words, dick for brains, welcome to hell.)
     This one was the biggest shitbag of them all. You can smell his heart a mile away, because it is a heart of shit. In their perfect world, they want to see me retire and put the pen down. That's not going to happen, and that video I did when I was out in 2008 -- I am going to set the record straight with that. That was at a hostel, not any hostel but the one I would stay at when I am make a four day trip out of it. That proves him wrong, Martin Jolicouer, made the claim that I never leave the house. Aside from going to the doctor. I am actually battle torn by this bastard, especially when he went for the sick photo game -- I already know about tub girl, pal.
     Some people who deal with a crime on the world wide web, some people hide behind not having a name or having a face such as underhill242. I am trying to report this one to AOL because he's abusing their service. I've exposed this kind many years ago, and he's a sock puppet of someone else. Martin Jolicoeur emplys sock puppets. This asshole is like expose the card and THe Crusty Rail. One author murderd my blog, I am on a waiting list right now for another wordpress based blog. I am trying to find out if they can make the press row layout in black and grey. As much as I am self-proclaimed old school webmaster who used to hang out in the computer lab, trying to see who could make the most shocing website.
     I've dealt with his kind, and one person tried to get a media blackout on my ass. Giving up is not an option, nor retirement. What I did in 1999 according to Andy Hogan (this guy is a true gravedigger, I this is what I call the followers of my website who've been good to me over the years.) As of right now, I have a few ideas in mind when it comes to these losers. I wrote something exclusive to another site called Unwanted Publicity, which is the true horror this bastard unleash. You bastards do a canned hunt.
     As some of my friends from Iowa would say, "Stupid people, bullies should never flurish then smear someone everywhere they go just because I got one page yanked -- check this out, the listing for my dark literary magazine is back to the rightful owner. Pull out the video, the liars shut up fast. I got someone on my side there, I might recruit someone to help keep an eye on the listing every now and then just in case there's a goon infestation.
     When that sad fuck called AngryInIllinois, called me at 2 in the fucking morning on my birthday to start shit. So in revenge I posted cell on the listing of the magazine. I was encouraging visitors of the listing to really rip the sad shit a new one a new asshole. Some on here might not be handle the raw language, but been using hard profanity since I was a kid. If my parents wanted to know where I first learned how say "fuck," I didn't learn it from watching a movie. I actually learned this offensive word when I was reading JAWS for the first time.
     Well, moving on. Forgive me for the profanity, but something like this is compared to getting kicked in the soft bits. Being the Encyclopedia Dramatica page is torn down, libeled me really hard. That's part of the reason I had such a hard time selling my own collections or anthologies. But when they do pick something up, they would try to get it in the hands of a heavy metal band to read on tour. So with this bastard, Martin Jolicoeur (keep smiling asshole the next picture you will get is a mugshot looking right at the camera and then looking to your side. Your name will no longer exist and you get called by a number. I know this because my early readership are the prisons.) When this one blogger said I was at the hospital with the police looking over me, that was in December 2008. I was snowed on my medicine, and they wanted me to be alert.
     All in all, the past month I was living out a true nightmare with this loser. What pissed me off even more is he actually impersonated a model who knows someone who met me back when I did my book signing in 2007. Where the faceless is trying to say I need to be locked away someplace, yeah I heard that before I also heard the term vacation in that tone. There are just some things that one doesn't say around someone who is open about struggling with a mental illness. If I get really mad, I will swear and swear hard. Where my listing isn't messed with grown adults just like little kids, yes it's sort of like that. Fucking people!
     For the misconception about going to a Chicago White Sox game for my birthday -- I wanted to go out for my birthday, sort of a tradition I had sine I was nineteen entering my 20s. I learned how to be off-the-huff in high school. One teacher told a student not to bite his head off. I cracked, "Which one." So when I go out like I do, I am just being a normal guy or try to be normal. First impressions are something that's a key and Mr. Jolicoeur be kissing his freedom farewell because he did something rather fucked up.

my rebuttal

I am trying to keep all my publishers secret until I get the publications in print and sealing the deal because I don't want faceless idiots like ExposeTheFucktard, and dickhead-with-the-NY-Cellphone-number harassing who publishes me. Whoever publishes me, it's their prerogative. So if they don't want to publish me, they'd communicate with me in private. So that's why I don't publish my acceptance letters on here, unless I have a photograph of me holding one of them.
     I sent a new creative nonfiction story out west and they were using an upload system much like the one I am going to use with my creative nonfiction anthology. I don't have a title for this because I don't want that homo who is pushing the goddamned cockstain going around and going out of their way chasing me forum to forum. Going out of their way saying that they're in charge. I just proved them to be a liar when I put Issue 12 out and working on Issue 11. I've seen that Timothy Willard is looking to blackmail me because I am trying to go to the press about this saying, "Who are they going to believe, a psychopath or a veteran. The reason you got kicked out of the military is that you were a 2313."
     It's public record that I am not a damned 2313, but I am a 2311 which is a psychological medical discharge. That was coined as entry level separation. The thing about when they found my learning disability is I was at a good point in basic where I got my working blacks. Willard would repeatedly lie about what I am in terms of sexual orientation. I am not a homosexual or a bisexual, so that narrows it down to a heterosexual. I wouldn't be caught dead dressing as a woman, where I was brought up. The only way a man would wear a dress is if they lost a bet. The loser of the bet would have to mow the lawn wearing their wife's wedding dress.
     So Willard flat out libels me like an asshole, there is no honor in that. No matter of one served their country or not. He actually went and altered my magazine's listing on WritersCafe.org because he's the only jackhole who does that damned "sparkle pony" remark. He claims to have honor, but really he's showing none. I am also guessing he also supports e-piracy as the fuckstain, Slade Kraven, does every time the son of a bitch does a libelous tag on a cult tag. Saying that I "support" plagiarism.

That kind of accusation is fucking libel. That is something Slade the bastard was willing to coin me as as then with the bitch named Sweet Exile. Going around calling me the troll when I've been around almost 14 years online. How could I be the troll when I don't hide behind a fake name and don't hide my identity. If I was a troll I wouldn't be the one telling the truth here. As for Timothy Willard aka 50 Foot Cockroach. They're just contributing to the lie that they want to convey as in the blogosphere about being a troll. The ones who do the unauthorized feeds to my blog on their fucking blog, just so they can harass the shit out of future publishers so they don't run my short story.
     This is what some people pulled on another message board to harass the magazine into dropping Blood Contender. The magazine e-mail me after these fucking e-mail trolls and said they were letting me out of my contract. That kind of shit is sort of crossing the line. As what Tim Willard is trying to do when I am getting ready to go to the press with everything I've done and my statement goes in the 5500 range as one of my new stories is right now

progress on the new

It will be almost a year since I started GAME OVER, when they get up there I can only write in bursts of 400 words at a time when it gets higher in the word counts. I am still creating the graphics for lakefossilpress.org, and I got my flesh and blood proof for the namesake anthology. Whoever does malicious tags now will have their account disabled from Lulu.com. I brought this crap to the staff's attention and especially when I am waiting for two flesh and bloods of Issue 12, one person decided to do a malicious tag and Brian Keene appeared on anotehr social networking site as "Todd Hollis."
     That was something the cocksucker did when Lulu.com had the original horror message boards upon when I released Tabloid Purposes 2. My new location for An Author's Blog is blog.com. I am thinking about getting a third domain for this blog because it's became something akin to what I had when I had The Ethereal Journal when that was on Xanga.com. It's been two weeks since Wordpress.com took The Crusty Rail and An Authors Blog down because of ongoing conflicts. I just found out how disrespectful and dishonorable Brian Keene is because now he wants to do an anthology called Writings From The Grave, and calling his book Lake Fossil. I am trying to get an injunction about getting this stopped.
     Hate the person all they want, but leave something that's their signature story alone or a website the person been indentified with alone too. I am now thinking of going after his Hail Saten name, but going as "Fuck Saten." This is up there when he had his hissy fit about Shocklines carrying House of Spiders 3. I am going to put this out myself as a two pack book or just include the novella in The Ethereal Gazette: Issue 13. I am still working to get Issue 11 finished up and ready for press. I am still writing up the press releases for Issue 12. I found out that there was a typo in the TOC and went back and fixed this. I will be doing the same with Issue 10 too.
     That flaming faggot, Marc Lyth, took his anger out on Collectives along with the hasbeen Lame Goat Press' Wild Weasel. Anyone who was left high and dry with Lame Goat Press, Lake Fossil Press and WritingsFromTheGrave.com will be glad to help these authors become DYIs. I always believe in the do it yourself ethic because that was something my family instilled on me when I used to help with the home improvement projects at our home in Glendale Heights. At the end of my freshmen year we painted the whole house from a puke tan to a blood red. I remember the old english C on the garage door and we used to have a basketball hoop hanging from it. Until the fucking neighbor's kid did a Shaq and tore the hoop down. This might be funny for Shaq but not for us because a basketball hoop isn't cheap in the 1980s.
     I actually wished I owned a basketball at the apartment because I found out that Justice had the largest basketball court in the south side (over 18 basketball back boards.) I didn't really blog that much from the apartment because I was busy editing and writing at the time. I was editing Issue Four from the apartment and then doing Tabloid Purposes 3. I was working from three computers at the time. I started the current and published version of An Eye In Shadows when I was living in Justice, Shawn was able to save all my files on a CD-R related to that era. It was a Godsend because when I was reworking the namesake anthology, I actually took the master copy of Ghosts In The Tornado and pasted it into the anthology again.
     I am working on a new short story, but I am not saying the title because I don't want that faggot stealing the name and the story. Robert Baupader is anotehr David Boyer, and I exposed him as this. I also noticed he did something unconstitutional when he decided to make my private facebook postings public. They subscribe to this "You have no privacy you fucking crazy person" mentality when I am telling the truth about everything. That is one of the reasons I keep all the publisher's idenities a secret until after the publications are long in print or just released to print. I noticed that the faceless troll calling herself HorrorGal did a malicious review of my magazine's twelveth issue also. I am trying to find out who did she harass to get a copy.
      I also noticed that the everlasting cocksucker, Scott Colbert, also had a hand in trying to sabotage sales of my publications. Does he realize he's sabotaging his friend's sales? I guess someone like that really doesn't give a fuck as long he's going to burn in hell in the end. Same with his allies who go around pissing on other Christian writers when they profess to be Christians. I found out that son of a bitch's last name so I am using it in GAME OVER. There is a death in the novella that I got inspiration from when I used to watch Ren and Stimpy. I told one other person about this one, and I am going to keep it like that for now. Let's just say each death is very aggressive in parts. Some deaths actually came out of the brawl scenes. With GAME OVER -- there are scenes in the story I am going to say hello from the gutter.

the sources of that remark

Those of you who were saying I was making death threats to kids, I am going to clear the air with that one. The statement was based off an article I read on another website about bullying leading into a school shooting or suicide. The article that the statement that was based on was taken from this article. I've been researching about the causes of school shootings since coming back from Iowa 11 years ago.
     The comment was actually rooted in facts that take place in the states about school shootings because usually the person who does the shooting is the one who goes pulling the trigger. I was being bullied by another magazine publisher via facebook.com and some on ning.com because she chases me forum to forum like I am some kind of canned hunt. So that was why I made the statement I made because kids inherit the habit of bullying from their parents.
     I've seeb the claims that the mother of my son claims that I was bullying her outright, well no, she has a history of doing mental abuse. I was punched in the chest by her because I made the catty screech that cats make when they were pissed. We were in an argument that was rather one sided. I would actually make the remark about some adult bullies who saw their kids for the same thing then reward them a damned Play Station for they're bullying.
     Here's another thing I found that backed up my statement, and they say name one's sources so I am doing to do just that here -- by sending the reader here and something I found on a typepad blog here (the latter actually did a study on this.) Here's another example about the example of bullying leads to murder taken from ohio.com. What I said of Cox was based on facts because this happened before in the states where two kids actually murdered their bully.