Writing progress and more....

Guess who made their appearence on the site I called home five years before all this shit decided to make it's way on the site all over again. Yes the asshole who invoked the harassment of my grandmother and posted the address on a new site.
     Thankfully the admins are zero tolerance about posting physical information on members on the website. Some of his friends weren't exactly happy about this so they posted doctored pictures of me portrayed as some Anti-American sect that burnt American Flags and shit like that and I am going to be posting a comment by some emo bitch about my photography too with a link to her site so the bitch can comment on the post via my e-mail I noticed that some people have NO RESPECT for privacy or for creative properties so I made the destruction of her artwork comment.
     Yes even my psycho-bitch (bubble butt) of an ex-fiancee shows up on this one -- yeah I still stand by what I say about her mother kicking the bucket a few years back on my old blog on xanga.com. That one was the one I got in backlash to the shallow fucks on LiveJournal.com. The cunt that said the one content said she would rather have a LiveJournal than a real website. That's an insult to all the old school web designer types who write with HTML as the coding for their websites.
     The fact she said this about my novella too that shows how Nazi-like she is--it makes me sick when they do that along with harassing my family via snail mail.
     (I got some asshole from Turkey calling me Comrade like I am from the Soviet Union -- hey asshole this isn't The U.S.S.R. The U.S.S.R. is dead and rotting in hell.) Put it like this she's been living a miserable existance in Iowa while I've been busy getting the contributors for an upcoming anthology planned by Lake Fossil Press. I am not linking the jokers who did the fake ass website trying to make the site all faggoty and girly. I am an equal oppertunity asshole -- if I am going to mess with them, they don't have a gender they can be an IT as far as I care.

"Irene Baker" DownwithPVC@yahoo.com

That's great he came in here pretending to be a professional photographer only to have Dominae utterly shatter any hope he had of that.

Now of course he's going to show us all by going back to writing his fire fodder I mean kindling I mean novella. Burn baby burn!

Dominae

It doesn't matter how long you've claimed to be a "photographer" for...Your "work" is actually just snapshots. You're WORSE than those emo kids.

Actually...Some people (unlike you) are intelligent enough to come to their own conclusions about their things. Here, let me dissect your "photography".

Your images aren't colour balanced, your ISO is wrong for every single image...If you are using a higher end SLR camera you're probably using auto settings.

By the looks of it you're probably using an 18-30mm lense and seem to have virtually no interest in working with depth of field. You're clearly not using a tripod, and if you were then MAYBE your images would look less like snapshots. Maybe.

You're using low resolution, you haven't adjusted the camera to adapt for your lighting condition, hence the yellow glow which is created by indoor lighting when the camera isn't set to adapt for it.

That's not all of them either this time around, while working on this novella I got a few harassing e-mails saying they will leak the fucking thing when it gets done or try to find ways to pirate the fucker the moment it gets finished -- I am saving that one for the magazine when it gets done. The fucker impersonating me -- we don't say represent out here, we say based or hails from. Here's from the one I call Fakeione.
     First off, I will never get an e-mail address where it says hairdresser.net. This tool really wants to make an asshole of himself. but one thing that came out of the message boards -- got in touch with an old friend from the mid-period when my website got the most traffic. It seems that "angryinillinois" *knows* how my novella will end (yeah right pal, telling me to retire. Ain't happening)-- I don't even know how that one will end. I got the ones who think I am evil because of my views too on the world -- hell even my own family think my views are fucked up, but they respect me because I am driven by them. This isn't the first time I've been impersonated on a blog, some actually tried to do this stunt on Xanga.com and some cunt created a fake contest just to see if they can sneak into Tabloid Purposes 2 -- one of my friends stopped that dead in the tracks and I am in debt to him for doing so.

Fakeione [nickolauspacione@hairdresser.net]

What do you have against Illinois you fucking prick. Going after me because I represent the 815 -- that's the act of a cunt right there.

This little joker thinks I am dissing my home state of Illinois. I've represented Illinois ever since Writings From The Grave started and going into it's thirteenth anniversary, I am still hailing from Illinois. This time part of the 815 Nation. The fact some of these assholes are trying to hijack threads on different forums like they're saying this isn't America but a social networking website -- I will use those words against them. The fact I haven't skipped a beat with this novella but I have these assholes who are finding the pirated book like it was the published book. It pisses me off when they support e-piracy then play dumb when they are approaced about it. The fact this fake is trying to take my real insults and trying to become me with them, keep dreaming pal.
     The thing that makes me sick with these people giving me shit, they call themselves artists -- when I made the statement about setting their work on fire, they have a similar response to when people set my work on fire or when they doctor pictures portraying me as a flag burner. I already know who did that one and she's known as DatAss, fucking commies get a life.

wall of shame: Paul Taylor

ptaylor_1978@yahoo.com

I like how you pay to have the Premium account on a website where no one likes you and everyone thinks you're a stalker. They and the rest of the world can see you're pretending to be an author and writer, so why can't you?

This one needs no introduction but I will say this much, he's one of the faceless assholes popping up praising the whole book burning thing. I am posting this here for everyone to read. I guess this doesn't fall into the cyber-nazi catagory but he was one of the assholes making trouble for me and Lake Fossil Press when he linked the fake tabloid purposes domain.
     The moment he pulled that link out and pulled the fact that he hates my company out of the woodwork he gained some instant favor with some writer forums. He has that illusion that he could make himself instantly popular in an heartbeat trying to make me hated on there like some forums hate me. Yeah that is his perfect world -- where everyone is throwing my books on a pyre and lighting them.
     I would love to have five minutes alone with this son of a bitch -- no dojo training with this one but just a good old fashion south side beat down. Saying I am pretending to be a writer -- that is an insult to writers who ran my work. One thing I will say to this asshole, welcome to the wall of shame..

Epic Wall Of Shame Postings

This wall of shame posting is actually a list of forum postings blasting on me in an open way ever since this pig raper decided to make his presence felt -- the fact he was only there for a few days and he got me forced out of two venues that were relatively dead to begin with. What pissed me off is he got the moderator of the one forum convinced that I am some kind of fucking stalker Now I got a fucking naysayer in the state now -- yeah keep dreaming pal, calling me the bigot when I am Conservative. You go around praising the book burning videos like a fucking asshole. I want five minutes alone with you and my dojo is the street. There was one asshole who tried using one of my promotional photos to get people thinking he was me -- I noticed by the doctored fake pictures that he was an impersonator. One of my mates noticed this as soon as I saw the comment he said about my novella on his profile.
       I quickly messaged him and told him, "That isn't me." I noticed I am that author that bridges the gap between Goths and Conservatives, and I've been known the reach across the board for a few years now. I've been reaching across the board in that sense since 2002 but I've been around for 13 years. The fucking fascist Slade Kraven (fucking fudgepacker) goes around with a bug up his ass about people who are mentally disabled because of psychological problems. So with this I give you the first of The Hall of Shame entries. The fucker calls me a freedom hater because I go at it with people who celebrate book buring. I've been an American flag waver for a few years now -- but I started doing it so openly in recent years. The fact I almost got a deal with Right Wing Clothing as their spokeswriter. This asshole calls me a damn "stalker" when the trolls been doing more stalking than I have ever been accused of.
      I fucking hate social networking snobs as much as I hate when people call their LiveJournal their official website. I am actually using what these assholes said on the site as referrences to what they've been doing the things they accuse me of. I would rather be a Conservative than a fascist pig that goes around wiping their ass with Old Glory. This is America -- like it or get the fuck out. Since PTaylor started a fight with posting the fake Tabloid Purposes links and trying to accuse me of being a racist when one of my best friends is African American and contributors are Jewish. If they want to throw around their Xenophobic rhetoric, I will throw my Conservative views in their face. Where they say liberalism is the world norm -- I say it's time for the Conservative invasion to begin. I am ready to do a Conservative invasion of that website -- I got one prominate Conservative on Facebook commenting on PTaylor and damn what she said was fucking hilarious. I would rather be a Hard as Nails Outspoken Conservative than a fucked in the ass bleeding heart. These people I deal with must use Old Glory for toilet paper.

Simon Miller [jawsfan76@yahoo.com]
Subject: WrittenInBlood
Nickolaus Pacione [npacione@gmail.com]

HAHAHA YOU GOT YOUR POSEUR WANNABE FAKE NO CAREER HAVING ASS KICKED OUT OF THERE DIDN'T YOU?! SUCKS TO BE YOU LOSER! THAT TROLL PTAYLOR GOT YOU BOOTED FROM ONE OF YOUR BELOVED CULTS, LAKEFOSS1L MADE ALL THE WOMENZ ON THAT SITE THINK YOU'RE GAY, AND EVERY OTHER CULT THINKS YOU ARE A STALKER BECAUSE YOU ARE!

THERE IS A SPECIAL PLACE IN HELL FOR FREEDOM HATING DEVIL WORSHIPING FLAG BURNING PLAGIARIZING PHONEY WRITER BIGOT PIECES OF SHIT LIKE YOU AND IT'S CALLED YOUR LIFE WHERE NO ONE WANTS YOU AROUND! ENJOY BEING KICKED OUT OF EVERY CULT EVENTUALLY...

"Hello me, meet the real me" -- Megadeth, Sweating Bullets.
      This wall of shame entry came about the time when that fake LakeFoss1l got kicked off the website and I got a screen cap of that. This is one of those I had to throw up because this bastard can't even get my swearing cadence right. So I am going to throw up the e-mail of this pig raper -- and yes I really wanted to throw up when I saw this one. The fact this imposter claims that I do the stolen credit card thing -- not my style, but blackmail isn't something that runs past me because my buddies and I blackmail each other all the time. I will call this asshole "Fakione." Welcome to the hall of shame loser. This one is one of those I will make fun of even further and love to see this asshole come and leave an e-mail address with this post. The pigfucker tried to smear me as a promoter too trying to say I booked "emo" and "crappy pop" instead of heavy metal.
      The shitty hot topic black metaller types were giving me shit on the forum too when this particular one had no heavy metal in her player. Saying that she's got an elitist attitude too about it and I will be posting her little thing on the hall of shame on here -- she earned her hall of shame spot with her little "hick" remark.

From: Fakione [nickolauspacione@hairdresser.net]
{Since when the fuck am I a fucking hairdresser?}

What the fuck is your problem you cocksucker? Having my LAKEFOSS1L account banned from Vampire Freaks -- trying to make people think I'm straight and a conservative (ahem, I am straight and Conservative.) I guess you go around using stolen credit cards too pretending to be other people to rob their credit too.

This would be the PTaylor's Nazi type remark. This is the thing that got the new ally making fun of him. It's comments like this one that I want five minutes alone with the asshole. Five minutes alone means you want to kick the crap out of them. I want to kick him in the head for that remark because that is like kicking someone when they're down. Here I am busy with my novella, and some of them are claiming they already know the ending too -- I am guessing PTaylor goes into movie theaters with a video camera.
       Since Shawna blocked me on VF.com after PTaylor appeared -- after she gave me her phone number and wanted to talk with me offline. It shows that some people are really double-minded. I am very sarcastic and I will combine that with a Conservative world view -- when they see that combination they tend to hate it and throw the word BIGOT because that is their way of being a COWARD. So I hope you enjoy this verbal kick in the balls cocksucker. She went from wanting to write for EG to going around contributing to his fucking Communist rhetoric.

Slade, those videos rock. Nice to know that Pacione's incompetence is known outside this community.

Paul is that what you call yourself, I have my e-mail linked you want to do a rebuttal to this epic wall of shame post for your little celebration of my books getting burned you fucking Nazi cocksucker. I could write more about this but I am going back to writing the novella, I guess the asshole Lewis Unknown decided to steal Spectral Exile now and the faggot got celebrated for it -- hey fucker, I have a little present for you and it's a lead pipe to your head. Nothing meaner than an Italian when they have their family fucked with -- the fact this loser stole my ideas and concepts yet again and tries to mislead someone of the real stories. Lewis -- you're nothing but a loser, you fat bloated pig.

Retire? Fuck off pal

angryinillinois@yahoo.com

You liar you didn't put me on there. I didn't think you would I know you fear me.

Well, thanks for the laughs. Time for you to retire from writing.

This entry came via the comment area. Welcoke to the hall of shame poser! Have fun at the mall, and say hello to your friends at Emo Topic. Since the sad twat liked to gang up on me on some forums -- I decide to make a fool out of her on my territory.

My my my, What a temper tantrum we're having!

You of course...realize he's trying to wind you up right? Oh wait...no...that would require some level of cognitive thought.

I was forgetting about your "disability". I do apologize, how terribly rude of me.

Me retire? FUCK OFF and the horse you rode in on. Yeah I am working on the novella and the fucking asshole is threatening to toss the thing on a Twilight fan site -- the fucker claims to have given the ending away on the novella but the truth is I don't even know how I want to end this one -- the character that is getting tormented isn't the main character. The faggot went and did "reviews" of other stories I don't have online but claims to have gotten copies of. I am guessing that Paul Taylor is another alias for this prick. Angry In Illinois actually set fire to my books on youtube four years ago. So I am guessing the fucker bugged someone for a copy of the incomplete novella, he thinks I am a scared of him. Sorry pal -- I am just waiting to have five minutes alone with you because you threatened my parents who had nothing to do with this fight. I am in the process of doing a counter post to what PTaylor did on a social networking site. In other words if you're going ot accuse me of being a stalker yet you're the one doing the stalking.
      I had a case of mistaken identity of who Devils Childe was, the fake I found out that his pen name is October Lawrence aka Dagstine (correction, it turns out to be a different person posing as the one I knew from way back. To the real Devil's Childe -- sorry man, I was thrown off because the first time I saw the handle on Deviantart.com taunting me about having my lulu.com account suspended for a week. The real Devils Childe first came online in 1996 -- almost a year before I came online.) I also figured out how pathetic that HorrorGal is -- she's a fourty something who never got fame for her "work." Her real "fame" came from plagiarizing my characters as thinly veiled attempts at "parody." I am doing a post for my other blog too right now as I am working on the novella -- the faceless dipshit threatened to throw the thing up on a Twilight Fan Fiction Community on Fanfiction.net. I think he needs to take his shit covered paws off my novella. I've put a lot of energy into that work and I am not going to let some faceless cocksucker ruin that for me.
      So you really want to fuck with a man on the edge? I am addressing the coward who calls himself Angry In Illinois. He was angry when I did my articles on associated content because I called him on his shit. I see him starting up again on a new e-mail box, it makes me sick when someone like that pulls all the shit the faceless bastard likes doing just ot see if he can break me. That's not happening anytime soon jagoff. I waited for the right e-mail to use of this cocksucker before doing a wall of shame posting -- the novella I am working on for the magazine is near 26,000 words. I put a lot of creative forces into this one and I am not about to let this one go for free. I am not about to let some faceless rat bastard do this to my pet project.
      The retire word came from Tess Tillman too and seems like this alias is this cocksucker's alter ego in terms of pirating books and posting stories without one's permission. Hey asshole, you never got permission to do anything with that novella. I am not afraid of you. Consider this picture an act of defiance. This angry in illinois jagoff is a fucking joke. I saw his little "review" on deviantart.com -- he got the villian wrong in the story. That faceless asshole is up there with the plastic fake, yeah go around messing with thrash metalheads -- one thing we thrive on and that's making fun of posers. I call her a plariarist groupie because she enjoys the plagiarized shit more than the original content. I have a screen cap of the true age of the one called HorrorGal, I am going to really show the world how pathetic the sorry excuse of a human being is.
      Yes I am pissed. The bastards on the cult are using reverse bigotry. I am doing this where I can handle them, and that's not when they gang up on people like jackals. When they do shit like that -- I have two words for them and they are fuck you. I am willing to bet the poser who said that message above reads this and realizes she's going down the same path as HorrorGal and that's the road to nowhere leading to tough shit street. This is the path that Slade Draven chose when the sack of shit decided to flood my inbox with fag listings.

someone really got on my shitlist here...

Tess Tillman [tesstillman79@yahoo.com]

Oh and to answer your question, it's because you posted my name and email on your website without my permission.

When someone brags about getting my titles as E-books as in they're pirated -- it's my personal war against it because I see exactly what Metallica saw when they've seen their material being passed around on Napster. I got some everlasting cocksucker going around saying the I.O.W.A. story he wrote is my title -- and this is bullshit because I never released I.O.W.A. as a free read because of its size. I am careful who I show the new novella too. I am guessing she got the pirated copy from an asshole known as R. because the faggot rushed me in getting the memoir done -- I later found out the faggot passed around the e-book like a sexually transmitted disease. I am guessing these assholes on the forums who say "Avoid Me like the plague" knows nothing about the nazi-like book burnings or the people pirating my book like it belongs to them.
       For those liars saying AVARICE is a short story, it's not even online. It's a novel not a short story, and I am still working on this title. Seems like they go around every social networking website and chase me around everywhere. It shows that they're fucking assholes going around pirating every title I have out there and threatening to burn every book I got published in the recent years. I see that Tess is trying to say that she respects the fact someone wrote a book -- then celebrates the fact that people have the book without paying a dime for it. In turn she's stealing.
       I have no respect for anyone who steals from the mentally ill, the very fact that she brags that hundreds of people have the book without paying a dime for it -- how do you think I am supposed to feel when she said that. I am not happy about that, in fact, I am pissed. This is another set of e-mails from the book pirating CUNT.

Tess Tillman [tesstillman79@yahoo.com]

I'll make you a deal: You remove me from your Wall Of Shame and in return, I will delete the pdfs I have of all of your books. Deal? Oh, I printed out a copy of Eye In Shadows to show my friends at school so that will have to be destroyed too. If I throw it in the garbage someone will see it and pull it out! So that one sadly will have to be burned. Nothing of value will be lost, it's only that book.

So, do we have a deal Mr. Pacione?

My response to that kind of post. FUCK YOU! I have no respect for anyone who seeks a pirated copy of a book because it's stealing from the table of the writer who wrote it. That could be someone's electric bill or internet bill for that matter. Welcome to the wall of shame for even thinking of offering pirated copies of a memoir out there; you stole money from me with that little remark about bragging about owning a pirated book. I am willing to take a guess that you walk into movie theaters with a video camera or offered pirated copies of movies that aren't even theaters yet. I am willing to take all of this to the press explaining how this cunt brags about pirating books from a mentally ill man along with the fucks behind FandomWank.com.
      This is the reason why I stopped offering e-books in 2005. Some asshole bought the e-book and bit torrented the fucking thing. If you go around asking me for an e-book of my titles, go to hell and pay for the flesh and blood copies. If you want to support the small press, purchase the paperback. If you want to support the band, buy the CD. I got some fucking dyke going around saying she's e-mailing the memoir to everyone she knows because I refuse to take her off the wall of shame. Shit like she's doing to the book is contributing to her being a long time resident of the wall of shame. I support the writer by buying the paperback book or the hardcover. I won't pirate the e-book if I hate them.
      The fucking cunt is trying to tell me to get another career -- go fuck yourself lady. I am willing to guess your life sucks as it is because you go around pirating a book written by someone with a mental illness and buy into the shit called "The Gay Troll In The Basement." Fuck off and die lady. Going around violating someone's creative properties and bragging that you got the memoir on your hard drive and threatening to print it out to everyone you know instead of having them buy the expanded versions of a book. If you hate my guts, fine you're entitled to that, but if you pirate a man's book you're white trash.
      When some cunt named HorrorGal bought the e-book of the anthology I appear in -- she's going around offering pirated copies of the book too. It shows how low some people will go -- I am willing to bet that Skullvines Press supports electronic piracy too. The bitch is claiming I read Twilight or listen to My Chemical Romance -- whatever lady. Everyone knows I like thrash and doom metal, the only thing I got from a Hot Topic was an Iced Earth shirt for the album Horror Show. I don't read Twilight -- I don't even have those books in my collection. It's a stated fact I own I AM LEGEND as a book and two versions of the film (one from 1963 and the other being the 2007 version. I freak people out when I have the book and point out the book is set the year I was born.)
      The bitch is saying that I need to get a different career as in working in fast food. That kind of post -- she earned her way on the wall of shame. Fucks like this try to break my focus writing my novella. She's going around looking for my fiction online so she can leave malicious reviews of it like the story she did via e-mail. She's not going to find the opus stories online -- I won't let that happen. I am willing to guess if the bitch works in a fast food eatery like the character from The Fandom Writer. She's up there with the faggot named WilliamDoItTheSecond with posting all the lies about me on a website and passing them off as truth -- trying to pass me off a faggot, that shows how heterophobic they are.

Tess Tillman [tesstillman79@yahoo.com]

Seriously, take my advice and give up on being a writer. You've been writing for how long? Two decades? You're still not good and still haven't earned any real money or readership? How long are you going to be poor and fail before you realize it's futile, and quit? I didn't say retire I said quit trying.

Don't you dare put me on there again. I'm contacting blogspot to have you removed. My cousin is on the force so unless you want Detective Rodney Shaft sicking the law on your ass I highly suggest you take my name down right now.

That little e-mail -- FUCK YOU. I am going to be a writer until the day I die. I am willing to say the bitch never wrote a short story in her life. Her little comment saying I need to quit -- pisses me off to the core. There is a special place in hell for these kind of people, who go around telling someone to give up and brag about owning a pirated book. She's pissed now about being on the wall of shame. Trying to sic johnny law on me and saying her cousin is a law enforcement officer. I've had people try to sic their lawyers on me because of a few interviews I did a while back. I am posting the e-mails from my faithful heckler.
      Ever since I added this feature to my blog, it seems like the hecklers go out of their way to take a piss on my tastes in music saying I some damn poser in the metal scene, yeah right bitch -- fuck you and the horse you rode in on. I don't dress like Lestat at all -- everything I have is black denim and hooded black sweatshirts that are pull over. One of the people who worked at Sears in Chicago knew me from Writings From The Grave and she helped me keep a hard edged look and I refuse to wear fucking make up of any kind. I guess when they realize they make their way to the hall of shame, they get even more pissed off by the day and try to flag me for having hateful content. This blog is driven by freedom of speech. This bitch comparing my work to Twilight, that's an insult to me and to everyone who writes the harder style of Gothic Horror.
      There is a special place in hell for people like her. She's trying to get me to write about the stabbing -- I already have that floating around somewhere. In fact it's part of the story on Deviantart.com called Inquisition Revisited. I am sure the faggots of Stupid Free will have fun with this particular bitch. She's even threatening me via e-mail and these treats are hilarious. This cunt is claiming I listen to glam metal and emo when most of my collection is thrash/speed metal, doom metal, death doom metal, death metal, Industrial Metal and hardcore metal. I am guessing this lady is one of those mall goths that says hi to her friends at emo topic. She likes to lie about so much she believes herself, and saying I need to get out of the business of being an author or publisher. I am willing to guess her only place on the web is a fucking livejournal.com or some livejournal.com variant.
      She e-mailed me with the PDF of An Eye In Shadows and I will say she still supports piracy of any kind of media medium. With the little attempt to send the book to 43 people, she earned her way on the wall of shame. Taking the story LOSS OF BLOOD and putting it in the pirated versions of An Eye In Shadows -- classy lady, really classy, now go fuck yourself while I go back to writing my novella. People like this cunt make me sick along with the asshole calling himself Vinne Beats saying my Chicago access is revoked -- they can bite me. These kind of people think they know me, but they don't know a damn thing about me. With that being said -- I am going back to hammering away on my novella

Two Wall Of Shame Entries --- book burning groupie and a person who got pirated copies of the memoir

There are two entries to the wall of shame, the first one is from the person who took a crap on Inquistion Revisited. The person was angry because I tossed her e-mail up on the Wall of Shame, now she's bragging about owning a pirated copy of my memoir. People who pirate Mp3's and pirate books electronically really need to be dealt with like a termite or cockroach. When they say the things they said in my e-mail, it angers me to the core when they own pirated copies of a book. That's stealing from an authors table especially when they don't have a lot of money to begin with.
      The people from The Writers Forum and Absolute Write message boards each contributed to the book burning in some way -- so I am going to put that on their heads because they are practicing censorship. They are saying I am wasting their space when I get hostile -- they are contributing to the burning of my books just by their actions. The moderators who agree with the book burning thing -- that puts you up there with the Nazi's. I am going to present this question to one of the moderators. If they support the book burnings, then I will take it all to the press. EVERTHING THEY DID to fuck with Lake Fossil Press. I guess in that sense -- the blood of one of the authors is on their hands.
      I am going to take EVERYTHING to the press because their actions, my memoir got pirated and some of them were trying to do the same thing with my anthologies. Hawke if you're not going to listen to what I am going to say, then fuck off. The fact you locked the thread that would clear my name, if what I say disturbs you just walk away. The blood of one of the authors is on your hands because of that -- do you want that on your concious? I am guessing both forums are forcefed the lies about me and they believe them like gospel truth. You want to step on me -- I am going to step on you every chance I am going to get and using the press to do it. I guess with the one sack of shit -- saying she obtained my memoir as a PDF. I already know who sent out the pirated copies and I am posting the e-mail address here. The pirated copies originated from [rarimir@gmail.com] because he posed as a good friend just to rush me to finish the e-book version. When I realized what he did, I blocked him from my profile on MySpace.
      I don't mince words when I say something, I will say the most vulgar thing some people will imagine when they brag about geting a pirated copy of a book or Mp3. That hurts writers as much as it hurts musicians. Some people don't care if they rob from the tables of writers who are struggling to get out there. I want to ask these writers this question, what if your books got pirated and they burn the flesh and bloods -- would you respond politely to that. I wouldn't. Who ever does the book burnings needs to be drawn and quartered for it. If you don't want to listen to me about this, don't waste my fucking time. Also I posted something up on a website -- this is a version of the lengthly article i wrote on Helium originally but I edited some content to make it less controversial sounding. The two entires are very controverisal in many ways.

Wall of Shame Entry One: Tess Tillman, Part II

From Tess Tillman [tesstillman79@yahoo.com]
to Nickolaus Pacione [npacione@gmail.com]
date Mar 20, 2010 4:33 PM
subject ever since you put my email address on your "wall of lame"

You put my email address up without my permission. However since you did that, I've gotten a lot of supportive emails from a lot of really nice people! A few of them told me you have issues and your autobiography explains that so they offered to send me a pdf of your An Eye In Shadows book or whatever. I turned down the anthologies and other crap I don't think I want to read anymore of your stuff anytime soon but those are some great people!

Wall of Shame Entry Two: Book Burning Groupie

From: Jenna Leary [jleary80@yahoo.com]
To: nickolauspacione@vampirefreaks.com
Subject: anthology/magazine question
Date: Sat 03/20/10 04:40 PM

When are we going to see more YouTube videos of your books being burned?

I LOVED those! They always made me laugh and brightened my day! I especially loved the Ethereal Gazette one because it had piss at the end and just when you think the fire won't go out, the piss saves the day!

Can you put me on some sort of mailing list and let me know when more LFP book burnings are uploaded?

Thanks!
Jenna

This is my response to that e-mail, warning this is very ideologically sensitve and extremely vulgar. I compared this one to a member of the World Church Of The Creator. I actually took on someone from the World Church Of The Creator becuase of my KKK hanging from a tree. I guess people like this are the ones that get me fuming more than anything -- because book burning is an act of Nazism in the highest degree. Whether it's one book or many, it's still censorship in any form.
     I put this particuler shit in the same catagory as the fucks who shot up Columbine in 1999 and my website was in the crossfire of that shit too. I guess Jennifer Leary goes around celebrating book burings like it was the start of World War II all over again. Those of you who are thinking I.O.W.A. is online -- that isn't my I.O.W.A. My novella I.O.W.A. is 11,000 words and it won't be online anywhere. The faggot named Lewis Unknown decided it was funny to use my name to write the fucking fake story, those of you see this asshole posting on WritersCafe.org, report the shithead for plagiarism. I guess the assholes behind the domain are working to the best of their ability to fuck over the real magazine. The real Ethereal Gazette doesn't publish satie or parody, I publish horror that doesn't forcefeed the pollitically correct dogma that's currently in the horror community.
     I am gunning for Lewis for that one because he stole my ideas and stole the concept of the story to do his fucked little slab of shit. He was pissed off when I explained the guidelines when I said I don't take any kind of erotica or alternative romance. He went balistic and called me a bigot on the Shocklines Forum and the person behind the fake Gazette is named Beero. And now this is my response to that e-mail. I am going to block the bitch from e-mailing me and some asshole who calls himself robot reader obtained pirated copies of my memoir too. When tney support piracy of books, that's worst than shooting up a high school. Please excuse my language on this one.

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E-Mail Response To The Book Burning Groupie:

Subject: Two Words

GET FUCKED -- welcome to the territory of being a horror target for the book burning remark. Nazi cockstains like you really piss me off. It makes me sick when I get another e-mail like this one, the fact you endorse a new kind of Nazism on the internet. Let me ask this question, have you even read a Lake Fossil Press title?
     Saying that they need to be burned -- that is an instant way to get me royally pissed off. It gets me angry enough to get the press involved with this matter, and yes I am posting this entire e-mail and your e-mail address with it so people can tear you apart verbally. If you go around saying things like that, it will not be something to gain favor with me personally. Supporting the act of book burning, what's wrong with you lady? The fact I don't support homosexuality in any form puts people on blast with me -- they hate me because of that reason, and refuse to publish stories by the alternative romance communities. It's comments like yours that really put me in a state of anger -- a kind of anger where I seek vengeance for it. You realize you insulted every author to call themselves a Lake Fossil Press allumni.
     A comment like that when it comes to book burning, that makes you a perminate resident of the wall of shame. So with that being said, say hi to your friends at The World Church Of The Creator. I guess you go around with Nazi symbols your clothing and follow Hilter like some bitch long after he's rotting in the grave and somewhere in hell for what he's done to the Jewish communutiy -- I will be standing in line to take a huge shit on Hilter's grave.
     Supporting a book burning, what the hell is wrong with you? Seriously, didn't your mother and father give you enough love when you were a child? The e-mail will be posted in its entire form with your name and e-mail address attached to it . If you go around saying things like that -- that's a very fast way to make enemies. When they see the comments you made -- they are going to want to crucify you for it. Personally I want you drawn and quartered using semi trucks for that comment and those videos aren't mine.

Wall of Shame: Taking away my Chicago Privileges --- (giving the finger)

This jagoff tries to pass me off as a faggot and he sees all the doctored pictures before he e-mails me. So I am posting this particular FUCK up here to have a little fun with him. He's taking away my Chicago Privileges when I am born in Illinois. Just outside of Chicago to be exact. I get these kind of e-mails every other day and it's something new with the jokers on the wall of shame. I started doing the wall of shame on facebook, but I think it's funnier when it's on this one.
     Welcome to the wall of shame you fucking prick. Those of you who want to play with this bastard via e-mail and all those places, that really is his e-mail address. This asshole is going to be flooded with shemale porn. It's so fun to be the internet bad boy, especially when I get the e-mails like this. When I live up to the administer of agitation -- I like to chew these jokers up and spit them out. This one is trying to say I am not Italian. Tell that to my publishers who have a hard time pronouncing my last name.

WALL OF SHAME JOKER: VINNIE BEATS
To: Vinnie Beats [vinniebeats@yahoo.com]
From: Nickolaus Pacione [nickolauspacione@vampirefreaks.com}
Subject: what is this

Are you kidding me? You bring shame to our city. You quit telling people you're from Chicago already capiche? You also stop telling people you have Italian in you. You keeping popping up here and there on the net, and whenever I see your name (Content blotted out) You lost your Chicago privileges and you certainly ain't no Italian (I am an Italian you fucking dumbass.) What don't you go back to Iowa or San Francisco whatever other city or state you were born in cause it ain't here.

I dare this fucking joker to say what he says in his e-mail to my face because he's a prime winner of the punch in the head award. I don't always know where these jokers come out from but they always sign my guestbook with fake e-mail addresses but the message board you must have a real e-mail address to sign up, and I find out the e-mail when I get to edit the member's profiles. It's not like the proboards years -- the new versions of proboard make it hard to add new forums and all of that. I had too many spammers and lost the e-mail address password that I use to maintain the board so I have to start a new one from the ground up.
     Say I bring shame to our city pal, there is one place for this kind of e-mail and it's called the wall of shame. I am guessing you're getting plugged by some SHIM on the fucking north side -- Vinnie Beats, you're fucking idiot. I am guessing you're the blind leading the blind in this department, believing the doctored pictures to be real -- keep dreaming, pal. I have a charm that will rub people the wrong way -- get used to it.

Another featured on the wall of shame.

This one is saying I better not put her on the wall of shame, but with one of her remarks via e-mail flaming on Inquisition Revisted -- I will post the bitch's e-mail edited in parts because some of them are calling this particular short story a blog entry or an angry e-mail.
      I wrote this one about a very difficult time of my life. The short story was written about how I was losing my family and been the subject of a witch-hunt in Iowa. This bitch took a huge shit on the short story because I made it a freebie. I normally don't make new stories available for free but this one is a freebie. I took all the other insulting parts out of this e-mail before I tosses this cunt's address up there. Calling me a whiny Goth kid -- fuck off lady. That little remark got you a slot on my wall of shame. Enjoy your fucking day at the mall and say hello to your friends at Emo Topic. (I had to borrow that line from another wall of shame on a website -- it was too funny not to use. This one that responded was similar to emo faggots I deal with on other sites.)
      I guess she read about my wall of shame on blogspot -- this is a new feature that I added to my blog, since my wall of shame canidates come from all over the world. It's kind of hard to keep track of them all but the ones who earned a perminate slot on the wall of shame, are the ones who plague me from message board to message board. The other wall of shame canidate is from someone on yuku.com because she thinks I am one of the fakes making their way on the board (changed my mind about wall of shaming this one.) She claims to have all my titles when she didn't spend a dime on them -- I am thinking she pirated those so every post I have from her will be on the Hall of Shame. She thinks that sn NickolausPacione is a fake -- no, I am not the fake. I am going to throw her myspace.com profile for the screen name on this one so you can go adding her asking her about how she got my books if she is such a "fan.".)
      So she thinks that the person sending her that message is a fake -- will the fake have access to all their messages in the imbox? I decide I would play with her emotions a little bit, not cyberbullying here but all the posts she said to me -- were insulting because she thinks one of the trolls invaded my yuku.com account. So with that being said I am tossing up her messages on the wall of shame. Those of you who see her books in the store, don't buy them because she claims to have every book of mine -- ask her if she's got the flesh in bloods or the pirated E-books. Electronic Piracy hurts writers as much as it hurts musicians. E-Piracy is my personal The comments about her saying she has all my titles -- BULLSHIT, because if she really was a fan she'd be spending the money on the books instead of getting them by ill means. Another one who earned a perminate slot on the wall of shame is that fat faggoty loser from Scotland since he's fucking with one of my novella titles likea cocksucker.

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From Tess Tillman {tesstillman79@yahoo.com}
From: Nickolaus Pacione [napacione@gmail.com}
Subject: My opinion on Inquisition Revisited

So I saw on Shocklines you wanted people to read your story then email you their opinion. After reading it I felt compelled to give you mine.
     First off I don't see how you can call it a story. Nothing happens!
     My biggest complaint though, is that it's called a story and it's not. There's no beginning, middle, end, there's no story arc, no characters or character development, nothing. It's a blog entry or an angry email, but it's not a story. I think you even knew it sucked that's why you posted it for free instead of trying to charge people to read it.
     So that's my honest opinion which you asked for. I saw you said if people flame you that you were putting them on some Wall of Shame or something? Well I'm not flaming you so I damn well better not see my name on there (too bad lady, you got a slot on the wall of shame with the whiny Goth comment! Enjoy your stay on the Wall of Shame.)

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